Georgia's POV

Gavryn was outside smoking his pipe on his mobile as Ben and Samantha arrived.. Once Ben saw Denis stroking my hair, he knew something was wrong.
"What happened?" Ben asked as Samantha sat the leftover box on the kitchen counter. Denis looked up at Ben and pointed to my father outside.

"Things got emotional." He said. Samantha peeked out the back door and looked at Gavryn. She really didn't know the whole backstory so when Ben put a hand on her shoulder and he pretty much told her, she gasped...
"He's her real dad?" It made her more emotional then me, I felt like a charity case and I hated it. I raised up from Denis' lap and Ben watched me trying to see what I was going to do next. I was going to do something that should have been done years ago. Denis didn't call after me, he knew what I was up too. I grabbed my bag and made sure I still have enough pounds for a plane ticket to York. I'm sure Gavryn had enough to get there as well.
I went outside and he was putting his wooden pipe out and he stuffed it in his green jacket pocket. "I want to take you to her." I said. His expression was the answer to my demand. He followed me out of the house and Denis knew immediately.

"Denis can you drive them to the airport?" Ben asked. Denis nodded mumbling a "sure." He grabbed the keys and on the drive to the airport it was quiet. Gavryn attempted to ask Denis more about his childhood and it was all very vague he wasn't even glancing at me as he usually did and that worried me.. I didn't know how long I would stay gone and I knew I had to get Gavryn and my mother together..I promised Gavryn I would take care of his book store but for now he was okay with closing it for a few days before he chose my mother or not... It was like putting a puzzle together but the puzzle pieces were withered.
When we arrived at the airport Gavryn went and bought himself and I a ticket as Denis and myself talked..

The look on his face was pure sadness, I knew that I had to get my real parents together again and that Denis was going on tour and this was how it would be.
"Look Denis-"
"Don't say anything. Let me say this before you say something you will regret."
He placed his index finger over my lips. "I know you have to get your dad with your mother, but don't let that be the end of what you want to do. Rethink your dreams and when you find what you have been looking for run with it. Don't be afraid to give up on your dreams." Denis was speaking as if this was the end. I didn't want this to be the end, I lived with James and I would clearly see him and maybe the rest of AA but was this it for Denis and I?

"I-" I swallowed and tried to not let the tears escape my eyes "Why do we have to end this?"
Denis looked at me and I stared into his chocolate brown eyes as I had done the first day I met him on that hot summer day..

"Tour this time will not be easy for you to come with us, constant shows every night, catching flights, and getting enough rest. I can't do it. I can't be with you and do this at the same time. Asking Alexandria is my band now and this is what I have to do." I nodded to him as he said this

"I get it." I said and he shook his head

"This isn't goodbye forever." He said

"I still live with James."

"That's how it will always be.. this isn't the end of you with Asking it's just the end of me and you." Denis rested his hand on my shoulder and kissed my forehead and I watched him walk away. I was sure I was crying my eyes out and when Gavryn went over to me he rested his hand on my shoulder as Denis had done.

"He will come back for you." He said and I nodded to him as we walked towards the boarding dock onto the plane. No more Asking Alexandria for awhile.. The only reason I was really upset was because Denis never said anything earlier. James didn't tell me. Ben didn't bring it up. Sam wasn't even hinting it. Cameron was acting as if they had nothing planned. Samantha, my new 'friend' didn't even bother asking my plans without Denis.
I couldn't believe I was lied to. It was like telling me as a child that food was coming or that my mother would get me out of the situation I was brought up in. You can see it being a simple accident or not really a big deal but if you lie to someone who grew up in a house full of false hope and fake promises you would be where I was. Boarding a plane with the man who was biologically my father but I never knew him until now. My dream was to make my mother happy. When I did that I could finally feel okay because my happiness lied to me and left me. I refused to stay in one place after this.. I was going far far away once Gavryn and my mum were united. Try to find what I wanted to do in my life besides catering to Denis who clearly didn't love me as much as he said he had.. He promised to stay by me and never leave me. He promised me.. he said it in his language-in Ukrainian.. I guess things will never work out for me.

"He's on your mind." Gavryn said sitting in the chair as the attendant smiled as us. I looked at Gavryn and just nodded to him

"He's a brilliant young man. You just need some space from him..."

"I don't know.. he's the only person in my life who hasn't even hurt me and now I don't know what to think."

"Let time heal whatever has happened. When you left the book store earlier today, I got to know him. He adores you.. he's never had anyone in his life who has made him so happy besides that band you love so much. I know that him lying to you and leaving you hurts but there is always a reason something happens. He told you to find yourself. And that is what I want you to do too."Gavryn cleared his throat and took a sip of my water bottle. "You need to let the past go and find your place on this earth."
I couldn't believe that Gavryn and Denis said the same thing but having my boyfriend tell me and my real father whom I just met. They both knew the best for myself...

"I don't know where I want to go." I said

"Anywhere." He said "Why don't you go to Ukraine?"
My eyes widened alittle, surely that country had it's issues but there was always the part of me who wanted to go there.. not only because Denis was born and raised there but because I had my father who was from there as well..

"Ukraine." I said

"I'm sure there isn't a reason to worry about Abel and I we will always be together.. I love your mother still after all of these years.." He paused drinking my water once more. "I have a sister in the Ukraine who I think you should meet. She speaks fluent English and Ukrainian. Her name is Vlada."

"Vlada.. she's my aunt." I asked

"Yes Vlada, she doesn't know about you sense I just met you but I believe that she will love the company."

"Okay."

"When we get to this home she's at I really hope she's okay with leaving it and moving back to Brixton with me." Gavryn had a sense of hope to him, he was always excited for whatever I said and the more I talked with him on this 30 minute plane ride the more I realized you can separate a child from their parent but that child will always be similar to that parent.. Gavryn reminded me of myself, I got most of my features from him anyhow.

When we arrived in York we took a cab to my old home and of course the ride wasn't too long either because Gavryn was telling me all sorts of things about my aunt in Ukraine and how his parents had died recently together.. I had a huge family in the Ukraine and not to mention his brother in Russia who had 6 children from the ages of 20 to 8. The more he told me about his family the Levchenchov's.. Georgia Levchenchov was supposed to be my name and so when I moved to Ukraine I would change it.. I would change myself... Be who I was supposed to be.

Denis' POV

I knew that I had said goodbye to Georgia and she was where she was supposed to be. With her wonderful father Gavryn. I loved that guy and I had just met him. She needed to spend time doing what she wanted to do and I think he could give her what she wanted- the family he had in the Ukraine and Russia. I was back at Ben's house and we all were pretty much packing up for tour. I had all of my papers, visas, and passport for the tour kicking off in Ireland but James was still at his house getting his things. I didn't know why he made everything so difficult but then again he was not the one who left his girlfriend when she needed him the most.. I was a terrible person and I felt worse the more and more I thought about it.

"Denis!" Sam yelled as he came outside sitting on the swing in Ben's back yard.

"What's up Sam?" I lit my cigarette and crossed my legs together

"I came out here to see how you are.. Ben told me."

"I figured he told everyone."

"James is pissed." Cameron yelled peeking his head from the back door shutting it back.

"Fuck." I groaned

"Relax." Sam said "You know she is going to be okay. She has her dad now and her mom. She is where she needs to be."

"It's not that." I felt bad because I had promised her I would be there..
'Я тебе ніколи не залишу' My own words engraved in my head I will never leave you.. I will never leave you.. it was like spitting venom.. I left her.. I left Georgia.. The love of my life.. the girl I loved..

"Then what is it Stoff?" Sam said looking at me flustered..

"I promised Georgia I would never leave her, and that I loved her so much.."
Sam's face had disappointment all over it..

"You lied to her?" Sam said

"I didn't know what to do.. I tried to be as normal as I could have been. I didn't tell her about tour but we leave next week."

"That's awful, I'm sorry for you man.." Sam paused "But that was such a dick move."

"I know.."

"Well you can always drink, smoke, and hope we score good groupies this tour."
This tour was going to completely ruin me.. Sam was right, alcohol, cigarettes, and women.. I was single now and I know that Georgia was gone from me.. this was after all Asking Alexandria.. not Asking Georgia..

HEY GUYS! So I know I haven't updated this in a few days but I've been currently going through stuff and I do not even know anymore.. Anyhow this is it!!! Chapter 19 is finished! I am so so so so so so so so so so so so sorry for not updating but something came up and I've been abit distracted and confused.. so I hope you enjoyed this. I hated myself for writing it but this is it.. after all the band is called Asking Alexandria not Asking Georgia. I am working on part 20.. I'm debating whether or not to write in in Georgia's POV or Denis'... if you have a preference and which ever is commented more I will write it then... love you all :) -mickey

Translations - Ukrainian to English (words may very)

Я тебе ніколи не залишу - I will never leave (you or Georgia directly)