"Georgia?" Ben said "What the fuck happened to your face?" he dropped the soda bottle and ran over to James and I.

"I did something tonight. I won." I said in James' chest.

"Cam, Sam, and Denis are sleeping." Ben whispered "We have a show early tomorrow we shouldn't wake them up."

Ben was being serious for the first time ever...

"We could always wake up Denis?" James asked "Georgia?"

"I need to just see him." James released me and I went into the hotel room. I felt the crusty blood on my cheeks. It was beginning to peel and I needed to wash it off and clean out the wounds from the rings but I needed him.

"Denis." I said and he gently moved his head up from the bed

"Hey, what's wrong?" He asked putting his feet on the carpet and rising up

"I did, I got into a.. Mandy." I tried to say something but I was shaking. Everything was bottling up inside of me. My brother, Mandy, the fight with Mandy, and the lady in the elevator.

"Oh no.." He mumbled "Fuck." He began to mutter words I couldn't understand and I figured it was stuff he couldn't say to me because he was angry.. he was venting in Ukrainian under his breath. As we made it to the bathroom from Sam and Cam's room we were quiet enough to not wake them.

He stopped venting after he sat me down on the toilet. He flipped the light on and his expression was mortified. "What happened. Just start from the beginning and take your time." He wet one of the white hand towels and wiped my face. Denis dabbed and scrubbed at the same time. He rinsed the towel as I gathered my words. He wiped my neck next and then he hesitated down my chest but I shrugged.

"I know who it was." I said "The guys told me yesterday it was Mandy the blonde merch girl."

"I didn't even know she was our merch girl." Denis said trying to wipe my chest without taking my shirt off.

"She is.. or was I'm sure Ben is firing her tomorrow. I went downstairs today to confront her and things got bad. She kept hinting things that I wouldn't have understood had Cameron not had told me but this was just it I knew she was pretending everything was okay but it wasn't nothing was okay.. one thing led to another and coffee was thrown, words were spat, and I got physical first. I shouldn't have done it. I feel terrible." I began to cry and he shook his head throwing the towel in the sink.

"Stop feeling bad." He said hugging me "I would have fought for you had it happened to you."

"Thank you Denis." I said hugged him.

"я тебе люблю (I love you)." he said to me

I didn't know directly what he said but all I had to do was look at him face.

"I love you too." I say wiping my eyes. Denis kissed my forehead. He wiped my eyes with his shirt and carried me to the room and laid me down on the right side of the bed.

"Good night." I mumbled

"Good night."

Waking up was hectic with the guys today. They were running back and forth through the hotel room from the bathroom throwing clothes everywhere. Cameron and Denis were the first done, while Sam wouldn't get out of the bathroom leaving James and Ben complaining about having one bathroom in this hotel. My cheeks were sore from yesterday and I had checked in the mirror that my room had and I had tiny slits scattered on my cheeks and my nose was swollen. It wasn't broken because Denis didn't take me to the doctor he just cleaned my face. My lip was busted and was unfortunately swollen as well. It would probably take a few days or maybe weeks for my face to be back to normal. I was just glad she didn't break my arm or any part of my actual body.

"I'm out already... fuck off" Sam said coming into the front room naked.. not a piece of cloth on his body.

"Hey! Get some clothes on." Denis said

"Sam, what the fuck?" Cam looked at me and shook his head.

"I don't have my clothes." Sam said sitting on the unmade bed James and Ben slept in.

"A towel or something?" Denis looked at me and put his hand over my eyes. "You are scarring my girl's eyes."

"Alittle of Sam won't hurt her." I laughed and Denis took his hand away from my eyes after Sam went into my room coming out with a black shirt of Denis' and he walked back into his room.

"Your shirt won't fit him.." Cameron laughed "Georgia I hope your mind is still stable."

"I'll be fine. I didn't expect to see a penis today but with you guys its nothing new. I just quit expecting something to be normal with you all." I laughed

"Your accent is just something." Denis ran his hand through my hair

"What do you mean?" I looked up at him and poked his nose.

"Never thought I would be with a girl from Yorkshire. So different from Ukraine."

"Well your band is from England too? I guess you have to have a girl from there as well." I winked at him.

Cameron frowned at us and made a throw up noise "She's still a kid here Shoff."

"I can't wait to leave this country." I say as he hugged me swaying me back and forth kissing my cheeks.

"FUCK GET A ROOM YOU TWO!" Ben yelled his wet hair dripping into the carpet but he was fully clothed throwing a pair of socks hitting Denis in the head.

"Alright, James is getting out of the shower." Sam said coming back into the room wearing what I completely positive was Ben's pants and Denis' shirt fit over him like a tarp it was pathetic

"Why don't you just wear one of my shirts?" Cameron asked

"Because I love Denis." Sam rubbed all over Denis' chest.

"Just stop it Sam, your being weird today."

"I got a good nights rest and I'm ready to start the day." He trailed his hand down Denis and he licked his lips

"Sam." Cam said throwing a shirt at him

"He did that alot before you came. They all do it." Denis said to me. I'm sure I was smirking yet mortified at the same time.

"Georgia what happened to your face?" Sam asked pulling the new shirt on throwing Denis' at his face.

"You are late." Ben said

"Who's late?" James asked

"Fucking Sam, just now noticing Georgia's face."

"Ah, Sam your such a moron." Ben chimed in laying down on the bed

"Well? What happened you look like you got your face beat in."

I smiled at him and nodded. "Yes I did. Mandy beat the shit out of my face."

"Chick fight. I bet that was hot." Sam said "So I'm assuming Mandy is not coming to the merch table to work with you anymore?"

"If I see her today I will tell her to pack her things." Ben said

"Thank you." I said

"However I think she might be coming to warped though..." James said "Don't worry we won't let you go near her."

"Don't worry about me too much James." I said

"Please don't get into a fight again." Cameron added opening the door.

"Let's all head to the venue and sign some shit." Ben yelled as we all walked ahead of him.

The limo ride to warped was long and vigorous. Ben and Sam were rubbing all over each other while James and Denis were laughing at a video I thought was stupid and Cameron and I were for once just talking.

"You can stay back stage for this one." Ben said "We'll only be like 10 to 20 feet away from you if you decide to kick someone's ass."

"Not funny Ben." I said

"It's bloody hilarious." James and Denis were laughing at me with snide faces. I wanted to throw them all under this limo.

The venue was smaller than the others and it was cold here. It reminded me of England's weather in some sort but without the rain. People who spotted us ran and got autographs with the guys. Some gave them stupid trinkets that they would soon lose or forget about... it's cruel but let's face it. It's how it goes. Fans didn't ask who I was and they didn't want a picture with me. That's good that I'm not well known. The guys went for the meet and greet and they each waved by and blew kisses. I pretended to catch them and soon found myself alone just as I had been every concert. I wanted to catch up with Willie and tell her I was okay but I was worried Mandy would be over there. It turned out I didn't have to go looking because Willie and Kenny were running towards me with open arms

"GEORGIA! MY BRITISH LOVE!" Willie screamed and hugged me kissing my cheek.. Kenny held out a hand and I gladly took it.

"The whole roadie crew knows what happened last night and wow.. Brandon is alittle distraught. Turns out she was giving him blow jobs every morning!"

"Willie. It's done, it's all over with." I said

"Hey, did you want to go with us and chill with Escape the Fate?" Kenny asked

"Sure." I followed them and we stood in line to get Willie's Ungrateful CD signed.

"I know you said you didn't want to talk about it. But you hospitalized her." Willie says to me as the line moved at the most 2 steps.

I sighed... I licked my busted bottom lip and looked at Willie.

"What do you want me to do about it? Huh?" I asked

"Woah, Georgia calm down." Kenny said

"Noooooo I will not calm down!" I yelled

The teen kids ahead of us looked at me with huge smiled

"Your accent is beautiful!" The tall black haired girl said to me

"Do you happen to like Asking Alexandria?" The shorter girl asked

"I love them." I said

Willie laughed "If only you knew how much she loved them."

The two girls turned around and were talking about Escape the Fate's new album and Kenny grabbed Willies hand.

"I'm sorry for bringing it up." Willie said

"Stop apologizing. I hate it."

Kenny looked at me and frowned at me. "Fuck man you have changed."

I chewed on my swollen lip and let Kenny's words sick into my skin. I tasted my own blood once again and ignored his comment.

"Mandy isn't coming back here." Willie and Kenny were now talking about it as I stood in front of them.

"No, Ben called her this morning and told her she shouldn't come near the band again unless she wants a lawsuit on her hands." Kenny said

This would follow me to the grave, as long as I stayed with Asking everyone would talk to me about it. I got out of line and left Willie and Kenny who hadn't noticed I walked away and headed for Black Veil Brides set. I was familiar with every song they had released so standing on the lawn and watching from afar still singing along wasn't too bad. It was like I depended on the guys to be near me so I didn't feel so alone. Childhood memories were flooding back into my mind.

August 13, 2008

I was only 10 this year mom and dad were fighting once again locking me in my room.

"SHE'S JUST A CHILD STEPHEN!" My mother yelled

"I never wanted her in the first place. I tell her to stay in her room and she beats on that door 6 times a day."

"She's hungry just feed her!" my mother yelled

"It's a waste of my time, you- woman getting pregnant in the first place was the problem. I hate that kid. An accident that I want nothing to do with. I don't see how she's mine. She doesn't look like me at all- those green eyes and that pasty skin of hers." My father was yelling at the top of his lungs. I could remember hearing a slapping sound and my mother yelping throwing glass. There was a reason I remembered this day it was the day I was left for weeks.

"I love you so much sweetie but this is for the best." I remember my mother sliding a poorly written note. I had that note somewhere, I think it was still at... Nicole's home.

I vaguely remember what my mother had written down but I'm sure it was similar to this--

My dear Georgia Annabel,

Your father has decided to take me to the islands. I love you so much sweetheart. Mommy is sorry you can't come out of your room when your father's home. I hate to tell you this but he's not your real dad. Your real dad lives somewhere I can't tell you know but once your older and much more advanced in your years I will find you and tell you where he is. You would love him. He was my childhood sweetheart. -Love your mother Abel <3

Present day: Warped tour Alaska.

I had to find out who my real dad was. I snapped out of my flash back and reality came back to me as Jake's solo played loudly through the speakers. I needed some water. So I went and got some water and headed to Asking's meet and greet.

"Are you okay?" Denis asked me as the last fan had his Stand Up and Scream album signed with a picture of him and Ben.

"If I told you I was going to look for my real dad what would you say?" I asked him randomly

"I would question your motive but I would stand by you..." He stood up

"I think I need to find my mom first Denis." I said

"They left you Georgia."

"I know but I was having flashbacks and it just got to me about how I was cheated out of a real dad."

"You didn't even have parents really." I hugged him.

"I know, but this is what I have to do. I need to track my mom down and find out who my true father is."

"What if he's awful to you?"

"I was neglected as a child, locked in a room without food for days I think I can handle if he's mean to me."

"I'm coming with you when this tour is over."

So here it is! chapter 12.. I hope you guys liked it. I want to incorporate more of Georgia's childhood into it. She's looking for something in her life. She has her favorite band and the love of her life-Denis. But the true reason she was neglected as a kid has to be solved and so that's her ambition. Feel free to comment, vote, or share it to your friends!! I love your feedback <3-Mickey

Translations- Ukrainian to English (words may very) 

я тебе люблю - I Love You