As I sit on the floor, wishing

that's the door to my room was close

As if I had closed my heart

But all I heard are the voice in the dark

When I listened to their voice

I feel my world is darkening

My memories have become the blurry truths

The truths that no one could see

The world I see is darker than the night

Colder than the Ocean

Guilt is my companion

It was a mutual friend who told me

That I should have done something.

I could only say I'm sorry

I could only smile...

Smile because I don't know what to do

Smile because I want everyone to

Blame their problem on me

Smile because life is perfect

Even when I'm not around

Guilt is my problem

When the light faded away

They crawl to me

Time can fly

Memories can die

Guilt can kill

I only smile because everything is okay

Smile because nothing ever changes

Everything always stays the same

Guilts is everywhere

We can fight

We can kill

But

Will we ever see our guilts?

My problem is guilts

They never go

They always stay

They can make us suffer

We can deny it

But will the pain ever fade?

Time always on the run

Guilts always leaping.

Guilt is a Snake

Sharp as a Knife

As if it only ruins Life

Time can't heal, it can hide

Hide the pain

Hide the mistake

Everything is fine

Everything is perfect

So just, smile

Everything will be perfect

Perfect in everyone's eyes.

The guilt you hold is nothing to them

The guilt that no one would care.

Guilts never run it always Lie.

As when people asked if you alright

The guilt would lie

Making you say that everything is alright

Many tears to get rid of the guilt but...

Those tears can be an emotional dagger