Kai's Pov:
As I sit next to Lloyd I pull down his hood completely. He flinches but does nothing. His hair is a mess and his skin is pale. I could see dried tear marks in his cheeks as his eyes were red and puffy with no emotion. I gasped seeing him at this state. He needs help! I thought. I could almost cry seeing him like this. All broken and defeated. Everything was just too much for him... just to much to bare... "Lloyd"...was all I managed to say. He put his head down in shame. I hugged him tightly never wanting to let go.. I then remembered the memories of my parents dying when I was little. Nya was only two years old... I was older but I still couldn't bare seeing my parents in that state. I felt a huge wave of grief and pain for Lloyd. I'm sorry I thought. If only I could help you...if only I was really there for you...if only you didn't have to feel this...I'm sorry..... I hugged Lloyd tighter as he started crying. "I don't want this to be the last of you.." I said softly. As I stoped hugging him and looked at his renewed tear stained face I saw that his sleeve was lifted up. I was gonna look away until something caught my eye. A small shape thin but deep and dusty red was on his skin. I gasped realizing was it could be.. please don't, please don't, please don't be it... I begged in my head. Lifting his arm up he tried struggling away only making my thoughts worse as I gently pulled his sleeve up. He flinched in pain. No.. I thought. On his left arm was seven deep cuts near his shoulder. I heard the Ninja sigh and spoke, "there's no point in hiding it anymore...I cut..." putting my hands to my mouth I felt a few tears slip down my cheek as I silently cried. Lloyd I hope you never do this again...all this, is pressuring you all this is...consuming you...I felt my heart brake as I kept blaming myself for not stopping him...for not helping him....for not being...his hero. But this will all end soon for, I will be your hero.....