{A/N: Just pretend that in the episode of Lloyds dad being sent away in the spirit world is it? I don't remember the episode but when Lloyds dad is gone forever to save Ninjago from the snakes, just pretend that happened like three weeks after Lloyd was possessed by Morro only to make this story have more sense.}

There will be mentions of suicide and self harm. It's a very sad book. If you're uncomfortable with that then please leave.

...Pain is what I feel. I'm dying....on the inside.. help me...I want to live, but I'm slowly dying on the inside which affects my outside..help..help...help me.. if only you ever new...will you be my hero?.....

Lloyd:
I was crawled on my bed in a tight little ball. My bed sheets were messed up and I continuously rocked myself. I'm going insane... I thought as I felt numb. No emotion. I felt no emotion. My eyes were red and puffy and tried tears were on my face. Tissues were all over the messed up bed and on my floor. Ever since I've been possessed by Morro I have been scared by every shadow of movement and I'm afraid to go on missions, not to mention on missions by myself. And now my father has been stolen from me. Ripped away from my life and sucked into that horrid portal. I cringed as I remembered that awful memory. I could feel my eyes boil as new tears streamed down my face as I fell on my pillow thin and soft. Too soft from punching it from anger. I felt hatred for the whole world, for the profercy and for me. Why me? Why must I be the one to pay the price. I want to be normal.... I wanted a family..not a father I barely new and only saw and got to be with him for a short while, I didn't want a mother I never saw for half of my life.. I wanted to be loved and live life... now I'm cold and empty...help me.... please help me... I doubt the man I love will ever even like me back.... if only... I pray...will you be my hero? Please...help me....

{A/N: PLEASE READ: Each chapter I update will not be like my normal stories. There will be one paragraph (either small or large) for each chapter. I don't know why but I decided to right this story because I feel like I I'm better at writing sad things then lifting it up a bit? I don't know but thanks! ~warrior }