He has sinned, he knows so. Of the many wrongs he has committed, the most sinful was harming his blood. He was guilty, he dares to think so but no salvation was provided.

He is now locked in a world where only hunger and thirst are his companions; a world weaved by his vices. He is trying, every day to get over it; the temptation seems to increase at every moment that passes.

He is helpless but no mercy was provided to him because it is he who created a scenario as such from himself. No matter how much he would try, his pain would increase. There is never a stop, no end for him at least.

He is cursed by Gods, cursed to never get any salve for his sorrow and he deserves so.