5. The Day I met my angel for the first time
Roshini's PoV
I ran towards my room and sat on the bed while leaning back on the wall. I was trying hard to control my fast beating heart. After many years I smiled wholeheartedly. Because of the man I never expected even in my dreams. The one who made me cry once made me smile today.
I started remembering each of today's incidents one by one.
Indeed a special day with finally I have been showered with some care. For the first time I have been treated like a human being. He was so calm and patient. I dont know the reason for his concern, but it feels good when he stands for me. This feels a dream for me. But out of all the people on this earth, why he? It is still a question. Am I worthy for him to get angry at his own sister while defending me? His care is not fake eventhough he have many reasons to be angry at me. Like mom tells me occasionally. I became a reason for him to be embarassed infront of all his people. But instead of being harsh at me, he chose to show me some sympathy. Above all, he doesn't hate me. That's the real surprise. I was a fool to misunderstand him. For doubting his intentions.
I smacked my own head for thinking a lot about him. This feelings are new for me. Strange and unknown. Still I am enjoying. Life is so beautiful. I felt for the first time.
"Rose babyyyy"I turned around to see Abhi with her hands on her hip.
"What? What did you call me?"I asked surprised. She didnt call me that before.
She climbed into my lap and I helped her for that.
"If anyone scold you, don't hesitate to tell me. I will inform Reyhu papa and he would slap them like he did to mamma this morning."she said cutely making my heart flutter.
Mention of him made me smile. And also shocked at the new piece of information.
"Did he slap your mamma?"I asked curiously.
"Yes yes. That's why she is a good girl today."she clapped and I don't know how to react.
He slapped his own sister for me?
"You are my sweet Abhi." I kissed her cheeks.
"You are my sweet Rose. You smiling is good than crying." Her statement made me wonder.
I made her stand on the floor and got up . I moved towards the small damaged mirror which is placed at a corner of my room. I looked at my reflection.
Abhi is right. This smile suits me better. I wish I can smile everyday. But I would be greedy to wish for that knowing my place. I can't expect Abhi and her Reyhu papa to make me smile everyday.
"Rose..."she called me gaining my attention.
"Tell me" I knelt down to face her.
"You are ok now. Right?" She asked touching my forehead with the back of her hand.
I was amazed at her lovely gesture.
"Yes. Fever has gone."she answered her own question.
"Who taught you to check fever?"I gave her a surprised look.
"I saw Reyhu papa checking your fever by touching your forehead and neck. Just like this."she said making me blush.
"You know what. He was very worried for you. When mamma and grandma protested to bring you to hospital, that's when he slapped mamma."she was laughing.
I smiled with tears.
This man is doing more than what I can wish for.
"Rose..."she called again.
"Hmm.."
"Are you hungry?"she asked.
"No"
"Reyhu papa said me to give you food at right time. He would scold me if you didn't eat properly."she said making me pout.
"Oh I see. You and your Reyhu papa."I picked her in my arms and tickled her. She laughed uncontrollably while looking at me amazed. For her this is a new Roshini. An happy Roshini for the first time. I thanked God for blessing me with such a beautiful day in my life.
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Reyhaan's PoV
This must be the best day of my life only if she was not sick. My heart drenched seeing her unconscious in her bed with nobody caring for her. Noone even cared to give some water to her. If Abhi was not there, she would have died there. Glad that god sent a little angel to her life. I brought her to the hospital and I didn't care any protests. For me saving her life was having at most priority that time. I was relaxed hearing from doctor that she is fine. But I got angry when she told me that she was starving from yesterday. How could those people do this to her? She is a human, right? I felt my entire body burning in anger imagining the faces of those animals. She was also scared seeing me furious. I didnt want to make her afraid. But it happened. I bought food for her and it was a dream moment when she ate the food that I bought. She neither disagreed nor protested. I was happy. I dropped her back to home but not before making sure that she is perfectly alright. Then I had to create a scene again for getting her inside the house. If they didnt let her enter inside, I would have brought her to my own home. I had already decided about that. When she was leaving, she finally smiled at me. That was the moment I lived for.
She smiled at me. I made her smile.
Each and every moment flashed infront of me like a movie. I wouldnt get over from this day anytime soon.
I was laying down on my bed and opened my diary.
Roshini, you have no idea about what you are doing to me. How much crazy I am for you. You made my day today. Thanks to your fever. I want to let you know that I am ready to fight with this entire world if its for you. I promise that I would be there for you always. You are my life.
And do you remember about tomorrow? A day that we can never forget. One year since I met you for the first time. It was a brutal day last year. But tomorrow it would be special. I would make it memorable for you.
I closed the diary and started reminiscing the meeting that happened a year ago.
Flashback: (Author's PoV)
Reyhaan is waiting at the khanna mansion supposed to see his prospective bride for the very first time. As per his demand, khannas arranged for this meet.
He had no idea why he is there for her when he plans no future with her. But inside he knows that this is very much needed. He should make it clear for her that she wouldn't get anything from this relationship. She has the right to know. And that is why he is now here. Excitement and happiness was far away from him. Instead anger and frustration filled his mind. Khannas is actually utilizing his helplessness. For their own benefits that is unknown to him.
"Reyhaan, Roshini is waiting for you at the garden. You may take your own time without anyone interfering. You can meet her. She is our daughter, so must be disciplined and beautiful like us. You would like her. A perfect match for you." Her mother spoke trying to impress him.
Reyhaan threw angry glares at the family. He felt disgusted. He is not here to ask her hands for marriage. He has been forced into this. He looked at the helpless face of Rithika standing at a corner with little Abhaya in her arms. Her face reminded him that he have no right to react.
"Go Reyhaan. You would never regret for this decision. She is an obedient well mannered girl. We brought her up as a good woman."Sumeet Khanna spoke.
Reyhaan stood up and took heavy steps towards the garden. His mind was blank so as his heart. He don't want to talk anything with her except the fact that she shouldn't expect anything from him as a wife. That is why this meeting. To make her understand that whatever she and her parents did to him, he wouldn't forget it in his entire life.
On the other side, poor Roshini was tensed more than he can imagine. She already knew her life is gonna be hell with this forced marriage. She don't have another option. Nobody asked her consent. Her parents and brothers decided everything and fixed a date. They even invited so many people for the marriage function. She is the one having least information about her own wedding. It was her fate. She felt for the man who is ready to sacrifice his life for his sister. She dont know him. She only saw his glimpses during her brother's marriage. Noone told anything to her. From what Rithika is doing to her for the last few days, she can imagine how her married life would be another tough phase for her.
Her dad wants her to meet him today. Because he requested for that. Now she is waiting for him at their garden. She hesitated initially. But then her brothers dragged her towards the garden and asked her to wait under the sun as a punishment. Till he comes. She sweated badly but didn't move an inch from her place.
Reyhaan reached the garden and saw her standing with her back facing him. He coughed to gain her attention. Feeling his presence she turned to face him. They both met each other for the first time.
His eyes shown rage. She was tensed.
Reyhaan is impressed with her beauty even with that sweating face. But he was not at all interested in any of the aspects of her. He don't want to drag the conversation. He decided to make it straight.
"Tell me. Why are you doing this to me?"he asked making her froze on her place.
"You know what. Marriage is not a game and you can't play with my life. I have done absolutely nothing with you. Why then?"
She looked at him shockingly. She had no answer.
"If you are obsessed with me, you could have talk with me before sending your parents with this marriage proposal. And this is not the way though."He spoke little loudly.
"What do you think about me? I am not at all interested in all these."he shouted.
Now she is completely scared.
"That... I... I.."she stammered without having the strength to reply the furious Reyhaan infront of her.
"I know. You are the master brain behind this. Stop this dirty game you are playing with my sister and family. This is not good for you and it's a warning. I won't forgive you for this selfish act of yours. Do you know how many lives are you gonna ruin?" He yelled and she is shattered into a thousand pieces.
"I am not..."she couldn't complete.
"Stop your acting for god sake. Your innocent face and these tears, all are lies. A drama to conquer my heart which is impossible. Let me remind you. I am not a fool like you think."his anger burned her.
She wanted to run far away from him. She couldn't meet his eyes. His words are hurting her. But still she didnt have strength to clear her side. He is not going to believe her. She showed him her guilty face. That didn't melt his heart. For him its her drama.
"What on earth made you believe that I would marry you?" his murderous glare was enough for her to shiver in fear. She didn't meet his eyes. Looked down. Tears brimming her eyes.
"Listen. I know what your intentions are. So as your parents'. My wealth is all you want. But you are against the wrong person. I have seen so many like you."he spat venom.
"I know there is no escape from this. Literally you guys trapped me. But feed this on your brain. Even if I marry you for my family, there would be no love between us. That is next to impossible. I wont accept you as my wife and we will always be strangers under the name of this relationship. And this is what you deserve." He shouted at her.
Does she deserve this? Infact does she deserve any of these that is happening in her life? She met his eyes finally. It promised murder.
"I have made it clear for you. Now this is your fate you invited upon yourself. If you still want to marry me, then welcome to my life; as an unwanted burden forever." he was blinded by rage but averted his eyes from her tears.
She stared at him getting stucked on that word.
Burden??? That's it. That word always had an effect on her life. One that she used to hear from her childhood. She was a burden for everyone. But this time, it won't happen. She is not going to be a burden on anyone anymore.
Closing her eyes she gained the courage to finally speak. This time noone can stop her. She can't let this happen.
"Mr. Reyhaan Suryavanshi. I don't want to be a burden for you. Your life wouldn't be ruined because of me. I promise that I would free you from marrying me." Her eyes bored into his making him stun.
"I will break this marriage."She spoke confidently, probably for the first time in her life.
She joined her both hands infront of him.
"And thank you for taking time to inform me this. I swear I wouldn't cause you any trouble."
With that she walked away leaving behind a totally confused, equally shocked Reyhaan. He wasn't expecting this. Inside he was happy since she herself agreed to break this marriage. To save him. But he was unaware about what fate has in store for both of them.
Flashback end
Reyhaan's PoV
"Reyhaaaann" I shockingly opened my eyes hearing mom shouting taking my name.
I know. I was expecting this. I quickly got up from the bed to reach her.
"Are you mad Reyhaan? What have you done? Do you have any idea? Tell me who she is for you. "A furious mom started throwing me questions.
"Who mom?"I pretended to be unaware. That is the best I can do at this moment.
"As if you don't know. That Roshini. Why are you doing all this for her?"she yelled.
"Mom let me speak first.."I couldn't complete since she interfered.
"How many times did I warn you to stay away from her?"She is really angry and it would be very difficult for me to convince her.
"Mom, before scolding me can you please explain what big mistake I have done?"I asked seriously.
"Why are you talking like you don't know anything Reyhaan?"she glared at me.
"Because I don't know for real. I didn't do anything wrong."
"If her parents and brothers don't want to cure her, then why did you do all that for her? For that maid. Weren't you ashamed to slap your own sister for that stupid girl? Tell me who matters to you. Your sister or that girl who have nothing to do with you."she asked with red shot eyes.
I closed my eyes. Somewhat anger was consuming me too. I tried to control myself.
"Mom. You know everything. My sister mattered to me once. More than my own life such that I was ready to sacrifice it for her peace. You might have forgotten that. She also. But I didn't. I slapped her because she has crossed all limits today. "I snapped back.
"What limits are you talking about Reyhaan? You didn't think about your limits while running to save that girl."
"I have grown up taking essential morals and values from you; my mother. I have full faith on your upbringing. I did only what you taught me. Saved a life. Is that the big mistake you are telling me about?"I asked hoping that she would stop with this.
"That's a mistake Reyhaan. Whatever you are doing for that girl, it's wrong."her statement made me shocked.
Is this my own mom talking?
"Why mom?"
"Because I don't like her."she declared in her loudest tone.
"Why does you hate her? She haven't done any wrong to us mom. How many times did I try to convince you that it's all her parents' game?"I tried to calm myself down.
"Reyhaan, just stop this. Don't talk for her infront of me. This is ridiculous. I have seen world more than you. She can trap you, but not me."
"What trap? Are you talking about that poor soul who don't even have strength to defend herself? And you think that I am some kid to fall in someone's trap. Please be ashamed of your words, mom."I shouted but she didnt answer.
Each word she is using on Roshini, it's hurting me more than anyone.
A few minutes of silence. Seems like she is finally calm down.
"Reyhaan, I loves you like no other mother loves her son. You are my biggest hope. I have many dreams about your life. Just remember one thing. I would only give best for you."she said touching my cheek.
"Mom, I love you too. I wouldn't do anything that hurts you. But please try to understand me. Think from my side too."I requested.
"I can see many changes in you these days. Don't think that I cannot read your mind. Don't ever think that you can fool me."Saying this she walked out.
I sat down with a shattered heart. Never in my life I had argued with my mom. Today I did. It's ok. I am ready to fight with this entire world for my Roshini. One day mom would understand me. She would be proud of me. But will Roshini ever recognize my love for her?
My head was paining. It's hurting me from inside and out. I felt someone caressing my hairs and I looked up to see Dayamaa smiling at me. I am glad that she is always there for me.
"Don't think about anything else now. She needs you now the most. Your Roshini. She have noone else for her. Save her from that hell. You are destined for that. One day not only your mom, the whole world would accept you. Would accept your selfless love for her. Just remember that she has only you."Dayamaa's words made me strong. A new energy to fight for her.
I smiled at her and kissed her hand.
"I don't know why I fall for her. Whatever it is, that is the best decison of my life. I would stand with my word Dayamaa. I would fight for my love. I know she needs me now. I would be there for her."I said determined.
"Reyhu, I hope you didn't forget what day is tomorrow."she raised her eyebrows.
"How can I forget? One year. It's been one year I met her for the first time." I blushed.
"Tomorrow is the best day for you to confess your feelings for her. Last year you were rude to her. But tomorrow it wouldn't be like that."she said and I suddenly fell into a dilemma.
"But Dayamaa. I couldn't talk with her properly till now. How can I say that I loves her? Would she believe me when I didn't give her enough clues?"I was confused.
"She will. I just want her to be saved from that hell soon. Especially after hearing from you about today's incidents. She is living with devils. Reyhaan, only you can do something. Don't let her suffer anymore. She is seeing you for the past one year. It's time you let her know the reason why you are behind her. She has rights for it. Save her son. I am sure. She would be the one who will love you more than anyone in this earth. Because there is no one else for her to love and being loved. "
Dayamaa gave me a new confidence. Earlier I thought to surprise her with some gifts tomorrow. But after hearing from Dayamaa about how much she needs me now, it's better I confess my feelings tomorrow. May be she would reject me, but I will surely make her fall for me one day.
I hugged Dayamaa with all my love.
"Thank you beautiful. You are right. Tomorrow would be special for both of us." I agreed.
"Reyhaan, she is very fragile. Don't scare her. Don't repeat what happened last year. Make her feel your love." She told me.
I kissed her cheeks.
"Ok take care. Win your love. All the best."With that she left.
I opened the diary and starts writing.
Roshini,
Tomorrow would be the best day for us. Indeed. You had no idea why I was behind you. But tomorrow you would know. I will confess what you are to me. I really love you dear. I hope you would accept me. One day you will sure. I am living only to feel your love. You are not alone. You have me with you. Always. Forever. I am impatiently waiting for making you mine. Love you more than me Rose.
Yours Reyhaan.
I closed the diary and took that letter out from my wardrobe.
This letter has actually changed my life. I didn't know that you were innocent. I blamed you for something that you didn't do. But this letter revealed the truth to me.
I kissed the letter. My Roshini's handwriting. I love you dear. Come soon to my life. I would change your fate. I would become your destiny. You are not a burden, you are my life.
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