Warning : Mature Content.

Roshini's PoV
3 Weeks Later

The last few weeks were the best days of my life. It seems like I had been living only for Reyhaan to come to my life and make it a blessing. Before that there is nothing memorable occured to me. Except Abhi, nobody has even treated me like a human being. But today, he never leaves a single chance to make me feel special. Slowly I am forgetting the old Roshini and healing all the wounds of my past. With him on my side . Life is being better and I am learning to live.

He was very busy with his office works for the first week. There were a lot of pending works in his company that he left for me. I can understand that. But now he tries to find more time for me and being with me whenever he is available. Eventhough it takes him additional journey, he comes home everyday for lunch so that we can eat together. Whenever he is free, he used to take me outside. We spend days shopping, movie dates, candle light dinners, beach etc. He has showed me a world that I never experienced before.

He gave me a life filled with only happiness. Best part of being his wife is he treats me as his equal in every aspect. He respects me. He never broke any of his promises. Whatever we shares, it is pure. Knowing from where I came from he always make sure that I am comfortable. And there is no denial that he is the best husband out of the whole world. Every day he is busy finding new ways to love me.

Within this time I have established a bond with him that is unbreakable. But we haven't taken that next step in our married life till now. Neither did he express his desire nor did he force me for anything. It's not like we both don't want that. Being shy I never expressed my acceptance for him. Being unable to guess my approval he always had a control on himself. But it didn't reduce his love for me. He gives me my own space and wants me to be ready for that from my heart. He showed his love in many ways but nothing went crossing limits.

Swetha and Vijay used to visit us often. They became a part of our small family. Most of the free days we would be having our dinner together. Reyhaan brought me meaningful relations to my life. Finally I too have a family.

It has been 1:30 pm and Reyhaan haven't shown up for lunch. I was waiting for him to come so that we can eat together. He must be caught up with some works. But he would come for sure. Otherwise he would have informed me by this time so that I don't need to wait for him. He always ensure that I am having my meals at right time.

That's when my phone vibrated. Ofcourse he bought me brand new mobile phone and also taught me how to use it. His message popped up making me bright.

"Baby, on the way to home. Sorry, would be there soon. Got busy with an important client."

I smiled reading it.

"Drive carefully. I would wait. Love you."

I replied imagining his big smile on seeing my reply.

That's it. It would take some more time for him to come. Why shouldn't I do some works by then? I am glad that he agreed with me when I insisted upon reducing the number of maids. I had to do a lot of drama for that. But he agreed finally considering our privacy. Now there is only one maid in the kitchen and another one for outside works, two security guards at the gate. Life is moving smoothly the way I always wanted. I wish his family is also with us.

A few minutes of thinking and finally I decided to arrange our bedroom. It took me a complete week to finally learn our house. Now I wouldn't lose my way anywhere. I went towards our room and opened the wardrobe.

I had already made some changes to our room earlier. Like the curtains, position of certain things in the room, etc. He was so happy with the new arrangement and appreciated me.

I started folding all my clothes in the wardrobe and placed it more neatly. He has brought me a lot of sarees since he loves to see me in sarees. He used to say that I look mesmerizing when I wear a saree. But still I don't know to wear it without help. Swetha tried her best to teach me that. But it was always a failed attempt.

After arranging my side, I started arranging his side of wardrobe.  I want his side to be perfect. I took extra care to fold his dresses more neatly. I didn't forget to iron all his shirts and placed it one above the other. That was when something fell on my foot from the wardrobe. I screamed unknowingly. I knelt down to check what was that and my eyes widened.

*****
Reyhaan's PoV

I was driving fastly, but carefully. To reach her as soon as possible. I know she must be waiting for me skipping her meals. But more than that the urge to see her face and feel her beside me is very high. Dangerously high. It is difficult to stay away from her even it is for a few seconds. I wonder how did I get used to her like there is noone else in my life. Even her mere thoughts making me crazy. I smiled smacking my own head. Last few days I was realizing the change in my life. Like how. Like when my meetings were getting cancelled only because I lost my concentration to her, when I started typing her name even inside the important letters that are meant for clients. And so on. I know that I am madly in love with her. But not even in dreams I imagined a love sicken Reyhaan.

Last three weeks were a bliss. She didn't let me miss my family for once. She took extra care in everything. In this days our relationship has taken another level where she started opening upto me and I am glad that she does. She told untold stories of her sorrow back in that house. But choose to hide major share since it may anger me and I may do something against them. She was scared about that. I know. I always took care of what might affect her. Positive or negative. I was very gentle with her. Moreover I was badly getting attracted to her. I know I want her. I want to make her mine and complete this relationship. But that's the last thing I want from her. More than that her presence matters to me, her comfort bothers me, her happiness matters to me. I wish the love that binds us together always stays with us. Nothing more important for me. Indeed she is the best thing happened to me. I love you Roshini !

With many thoughts passing through my mind, I didn't even know I reached home finally. I can see her now. My heart already started dancing on mere thought of feeling her in my arms. I barged into the house after parking the car. I could see that the table is already ready with so many dishes. But she is nowhere seen. Usually she waits at the table. But today. Where is her? She must be at our bedroom. Doing something or other. 

My patience level was giving up and I rushed to the room. Making me confused the room appeared empty.

"Roshini..."I called while checking the washroom. She was not there also.

"Rey...haan..."I heard her low voice which suddenly alerted me.

I looked down at the corner from where I heard her. My heart stopped for a moment. She is sitting down on the floor hugging her knees leaning back on the wardrobe. Her face told me that she was crying. But why? All these days she was very happy and suddenly what turned her world upside down. I looked into her red eyes. Tear marks visible on her cheeks. My heart ached seeing her in that state. I rushed towards her and sat down beside her.

"Roshini, what's this? Why are you crying?"I cupped her cheeks.

She is quiet without replying me. Trying to form words. It was killing me.

"Stop crying and answer me. Else...else I would leave home right now."I said for which her eyes widened. "Yes, I can't handle this. Better you start talking to me."

She gave me a teary smile.

"How Reyhaan? How can you love me this much?" She asked the most unexpected question. I felt her hands in my arms.

I don't know what she is even asking. Surprised was an understatement. I do love her. More than anything in this world. But she is here crying over that. I was about to ask her the same when I noticed something in her hands. She is holding that thing as if it is the most precious thing in her life. Securing it even from her own tears.

Leaning over I got a clear picture of that and my face brightened. I smiled.
"From where did you get my diary?"

She clutched to the diary even more.

"You think you can hide from me?"she asked back.

"Never. I didn't try to. It is not about me. Every page, every word in this diary is about you. It belongs to you Roshini. Not me."

I felt her sobbing.
"I am sorry Reyhaan. I didnt know. That you were mad for me. Like this. You were behind me in my every step. Loving me. Protecting me. And I failed to see your love. I was crying alone thinking that I have noone and here you were..." She stopped not able to complete.

I smiled at her. I am glad that she read it completely. Some things are unable to express and it is better she came to know about all that. How I was stalking her last one year. My feelings, my strong emotions for her. She knows everything now. More than I ever told her.

"This is not just a diary. It's my heart. It would tell you how much I loves you. How much I want you. How desperately I waited to talk with you. For confessing my love. My feelings everyday I didn't get a chance to talk with you. My disappointment, anger over your family. How much I wanted to break your mother's jaw."

The last words broke her into a laugh. Much to my relief. She is alright now. Wiping her face.

"I wish I knew all this earlier."She spoke.

"I have no complains Roshini. At the end you are all mine. That only matter to me."

"Thank you."She hugged me suddenly.
"I love you Reyhaan. I really really love you."

Everytime she confesses, my heart flutters.

I pulled back and looked into her crying face. I held her cheeks softly.

"Roshini, I love you too. But please don't cry."I tried to console her.

"I won't. I am happy for having you in my life."she kissed my palm. I smiled at her while caressing her hair.

"Now smile."I said and she gave me the most beautiful smile I ever seen.

While I was looking at her admiringly, a tear drop escaped from her eyes and it landed directly on her wet lips. My entire concentration suddenly shifted to her soft pink lips. And surprisingly I couldn't take my eyes back from there. All these while I was trying to control myself back. But today I might lose that especially seeing how she is biting her lips nervously. I slowly raised my hand and wiped that tear away from her lips with my thump. She closed her eyes feeling my touch. I felt electric current passing through my body. This is going where I don't want it to reach. She once again bit her lips and that's it. I held her face in one hand and the other one reached her waist. I was losing all my senses with the close proximity we are sharing. Without a second thought I smashed my lips on her lips. She opened her eyes widely realizing what has just happened. But I couldn't stop myself. I kissed her slowly but passionately. She didn't kiss back still in shock. I was moving my lips over her and suddenly she gasped. Realization hit me. I pulled back in shock.

What have I done? Shit.

I closed my eyes unable to face her.

"Reyhaan.." She called me after a few moments of silence.

I opened my eyes meeting her teary eyes. My heart broke and felt embarassed. This is what I didn't want to happen. All these days I took care of not hurting her even with my love and today I totally lost it. I stood up averting my eyes away from her. She was trying hard to stand up when I suddenly walked out to the balcony.

I took my place near the railings. With frustration, I rubbed my forehead with my fingers.

"Reyhaan..."I felt her hand on my shoulder. I didn't turn back as I am still in embarrassment. She made me face her and I lowered my eyes.

"Reyhaan, just stop this. You started this. Now don't pull back. I can't handle."she said with painful eyes.

I stood still.

"Are you talking to me or else I would leave home right now." She threw my own words at me.

I was surprised for a moment. She crossed her arms across her chest waiting for me to speak.

"I am sorry for what I did. It has happened."I tried to say something that may make me less guilty.

"What you did?"she asked.

"That...That...I...did....without your consent. Sorry. I forgot myself for a moment."I stammered rubbing the back side of my neck with my fingers.

"You kissed me. Didn't you?"she asked looking straight into my eyes and I saw her boldness for the first time. This is so unlike of her. She started smiling naughtily.

"Reyhaan, answer me. Didn't you kiss me?"she asked again making me go weak on my knees.

What this girl is upto?

"I am sorry. It was accidentally. I lost my senses that time." I said and her face changed.

"Really? It was just an accident. Not intentionally?"she asked as if she would cry soon. But why. I may never understand how this girl's mind works. Before I relieve from my shock she threw her next words at me that totally made me numb.

"Am I so ugly that my husband would only kiss me when he loses his senses and not kiss me intentionally?"

She has already started crying. My mouth opened widely.

"Roshini, it's not like that. See.."I tried to grab her arm but she moved away.

"Am I not beautiful that you don't want to kiss me in your right senses?" She asked and my heart skipped a beat.

Seriously, this girl is playing with me? Not allowed. I finally understood what she actually wanted to convey.

I smirked and pulled her towards me holding her waist.

"Let me show you how ugly you are."

Saying this I once again captured her lips with mine. This time we both aware of the situation we are in. Without an ounce of guilt. She slowly encircled her arms around my neck giving me full access and that was another triggering point for me. I lost once again in her. Surprisingly she was also responding to the kiss. We kissed passionately as if our life depended on it. I pulled apart realizing she is out of breathe. I stared intensely into her eyes and she lowered her head.

"You want to know how your husband can't stop kissing you, because you are not beautiful?" I kissed her lips again. She pulled my hair holding me closer to her. I sucked her lower lips and bit there slowly earning a moan from her. I held her waist tightly and deepened the kiss. She was giving into the kiss and not even once she tried to stop me. I was liking that. The desire to be one was engulfing us together. This time I bit her upper lips.

"Reyhaan..." My name escaped from her mouth and I smiled.

"Keep doing that." I whispered.

We both lost control over our heart. When I realized she is out of breathe, I pulled back myself. We are sweating. I cupped her face and joined our foreheads together.

"Are you ok?"I asked with concern.

She smiled.

"Better remember this when you want to tease me again."I warned with a smirk.

Her face turned red and she looked away shyly. I kissed her cheeks and forehead. She blushed.

"Thank you. Today I came to know that my girl has grown a lot. And a lot more about you."I said but she didn't get the hidden meaning.

"I have something to tell you." She said and I asked her with eyes.

"That..I am hungry Reyhaan. Shall we have our lunch now?"she complained.

I giggled.

"Even I am hungry." I kissed her again with a smirk.

*****
Roshini's PoV

Closing the diary I wiped the tears away from my face. It has been 20th or 30th time I am reading this again. I never felt bored. Infact felt special everytime I read his words about me. He was right. It's all about me and belongs to me. My love for him has increased thousand folds.

I thought about the kisses we shared today. I felt many butterflies inside my stomach even with the memory. He has been so shameless. But I liked it. Blush took over my face.

It was then I remembered about how he has been working from last few hours. In the study room, busy with a project. I looked at the clock and it's too late. I sighed. He may take little more time to finish his work. I took a pen from the table and opened the last page of his diary that now belongs to me.

"I love you Reyhaan. Yours Roshini"

I wrote at the end and closed the diary. I walked towards the wardrobe and safely placed it inside.

There is nothing I can give in return for all the love he is showering on me. He was making me feel special everyway and here I am clueless about how to make him feel special the same way. What would I do?

Suddenly I got an idea strikes in my mind. I opened the wardrobe again and took the red color saree outside. His favorite. He was dying to see me in this saree and why not today. But the problem I still don't know to wear a saree. With no other way left, I decided to disturb Swetha at this late hour. She was yawning while attending the call and shocked once she heard my request. But she didn't refuse instead started explaining to me how to wear the saree. After many failed attempts finally I did it. My happiness had no limits. I thanked her and she teased me like there is no tomorrow. Finally I ended the call.

I applied red color lip gloss while blushing. I felt goosebumps feeling him kissing me. I blushed as if he is staring at me. I decided to keep it simple. The way he likes me. I choose to wear only my wedding chain. Then I took the red color bangles that he bought for me and slipped it into my both hands. I kept my hair open. He does like that.

Looking at my own reflection in the mirror, I was surprised. Would ever Reyhaan believe that this is me?

*****
Reyhaan's PoV

I ended the last call for the day and closed the laptop. It's too late and I know Roshini must be waiting for me. Later she developed this habit of not sleeping without me. Mere thought of her brought me back to the moments we shared today. That was just heaven. A smile didn't leave my lips.

I walked fast to our room and the next thing I saw was completely unexpected. My jaw dropped. Body started sweating. I was unable to move from my position. I blinked my eyes many times to confirm this is real. It took all my strength to move my feet and close the door behind me. Without shifting my eyes.

"Reyhaan, when did you come? I was waiting for you." Roshini stood up moving away from the mirror.

Should I describe how breathtakingly gorgeous she is? In that red saree, she was not less than a godess. I felt my breathe hitched in my throat. Her hairs flying in air making me want to touch that. Red bangles on her hand making noise urging me to feel her in my arms right now. She is testing my patience badly and that's when my eyes fell on her soft lips with red lipstick. I gulped unable to control myself. All those memories of noon came back to me. I felt myself losing in her beauty. Her lips curved into a smile which felt like teasing me. What she is upto? If she is trying to once again provoke me, then I swear I won't stop today. She walked taking baby steps and stopped exactly infront of me. She held my hand gently.

"Roshini, what is this?"I asked clueless.

"You didn't like this?"she asked back more like a whisper.

"I liked a lot. Everything about you."I tried to get more closer to her. She blushed taking a step back.

"You want something from me. Stop bribing me. I am not free of service."I asked mischievously. She hid her smile back. "Tell me, what do you want?"

"I want you."she said making me widen my eyes.

Did she just say that? Or am I hallucinating?

"Tell me that again."I said.

She suddenly hugged me. I wrapped my arms around her securing her. My hand rested on her bare waist. Her fragrance making me crazy.

"I want you Reyhaan....I want you to complete this relationship. For us. Nothing in this world should be able to separate us hereafter. I want to forget myself in your arms."she said making my heart beat faster.

I don't know from where she got the courage to say all these. Is this really her?

"Roshini, are you sure you want this?"I asked raising her chin with my hand.

She nodded her head.

"Is this for making me happy? Or are you really ready for this?"I asked genuinely wanted to hear from her.

I must say she is really nervous and playing with her fingers.

"Reyhaan, this is not just for you. For us. I don't know what you may think about me. But the truth is I want to fulfill all your wishes that you wrote in that diary. Together we would complete us."she said astonishing me.

I kissed her forehead with all my love.

"I love you Roshini. You own my heart."

I pecked her lips slowly. She closed her eyes. My hand found its way to her back pulling her closer to me. She was smiling but didn't respond to the kiss. I looked into her eyes and she lifted her face to see me.

"I may never tell you this again. But the truth is I want to explore each and every phase of my life with you Reyhaan. I want to complete you as a wife, as the only woman in your life, mother to your kids. I am not selfless as you say always. I am very selfish about you. Very very selfish. Because I love you with my every breathe."She confessed and I could see ocean of love in her eyes for me.

Next moment I lifted her into my arms. She rested her arms around my neck snuggling closer to me.

"Since you confessed that you are selfish, I will show you tonight how ugly I can be in loving you." Saying this I placed her on bed carefully. She looked at me all wondered.

I tugged few of hair strands behind her ear and slowly placed a kiss on her earlobe. She shivered under my touch. When she was clueless about my next move I bit her ear making her scream.

"Reyhaan, what are you..."Before she completes I pushed her to the bed and hovered above her.

I kissed her forehead and my lips started tracing over every inch of her face slowly making its way towards her neck. I started kissing her neck and she tightly held my shirt in her fist. My hand started travelling across her body. With sweet tortures she was moaning. I smiled while sealing our lips together. I tasted every inch of her mouth making her crazy. Then my lips travelled towards her ear and bit there again.

"Reyhaan...ahh"

Taking it as chance I again started tasting her lips. Her nails pierced into my skin making me crazy. I kissed her nose, eyes, jawline and then started exploring her neck again. I bit her soft spot and she pulled my hairs. I brushed my nose with her and she smiled.

"I love you Roshini."

My hands reached her ears and removed the earrings one by one. I kissed her ears and then started removing her bangles. My hands reached her waist and undo her saree. I threw her saree on the floor. She was trembling badly. I kissed her hands and then my lips travelled towards her shoulder. Pulling her blouse little down, I started kissing her bare shoulder. My hands reached the knot of her blouse and before she could realize I opened it. She gasped with a shock.

"You want me to stop?"I asked.

She shook her head.

I entwined our fingers together and assured her with eyes. I removed her blouse carefully without hurting her. She felt shy and turned her face away. But I made her look at me. Soon my lips found its favorite place on her bosom and started tasting it. She clutched the bedsheets unable to handle the sweet moments I am giving her. Leaving her bosom my lips travelled towards her bare waist and placed kisses there. My tongue played inside her navel making her restless. Soon I removed the remaining piece she had in her upper body along with her skirt. She closed her eyes feeling me relishing every part of her upper body. She was embarassed to look at my face. I unbottoned my shirt and threw it away. With our bare skin discovering each other, we felt strange feelings inside us. Next my hands reached the only cloth that was protecting her dignity. I don't know whether she was trying to stop me, but I successfully removed that from her body. I also got rid of my remaining clothes.  Now she is completely red. I saw her in tears.

"I am sorry Roshini. If you don't..."Before I complete she placed her hand on my lips.

"Don't...please.."She pleaded with eyes and smiled.

I took it as her consent and started kissing her from her feet reaching her inner thighs. With my every move she moaned taking my name. I was enjoying that. I was discovering the heaven she kept for me.

I reached her face and placed a kiss on her forehead.

"Be mine." I whispered into her ears.

"I am yours Reyhaan."

With that I switched off the lights and pulled the blanket over us. Passion, pain and pleasure filled us. I claimed her mine and sealed us together forever.
*****
Roshini's PoV

I opened my eyes with great difficulty. My entire body was aching badly. Yesterday's night exhausted the hell out of me. The vision was not clear yet I managed to move my body. I realized that I am still wearing Reyhaan's shirt. I smelt it and his fragrance still making me crazy. Unknowingly a smile crept across my face reminiscing yesterday's moments. It was the night when we discovered so many things about each other. He loved me like there is no tomorrow. I felt shy and covered my face with both of my hands. I turned my face to the other side only to find that Reyhaan is not on the bed. I quickly got up and sat on the bed worrying.

"Reyhaan..."I called out loudly.

"Roshini...yes, I am here.."Relieving me I heard him from washroom.

Within two minutes, he came out and I pouted.

"May I know the reason behind this expression of yours?"he also pouted.

"I thought you left me." I said out of nowhere.

"What?"he gave me a shocked expression.

He sat beside me with a sad face.

"Sorry."I pecked his cheek.

"Not accepted. Throw your sorry into that dustbin."he faked hurt.

Turning him towards me I pecked his lips and this time he smiled.

"There are so many things you still need to learn. First of all let me teach you how to apologize to your husband next time." Saying that he sealed his lips with mine.

My stomach started giving me all those weird feelings. He kissed me passionately and I could only moan. Then he started giving me wet kisses all along my neck. I lost all my ability to respond someway.

"Reyhaan..."I called.

He stopped and looked into my eyes. I felt shy and averted my face away. He kissed my forehead and I blushed. It was then I realized that he is shirtless. Only in his bottom. Making me embarassed.

"Hey...what are you doing? Go and wear something." I didn't have the courage to look at him.

"I can't believe you are saying this after yesterday's night. Let me remind you that.."he was saying and I suddenly stopped him by my hand. He gave me surprised expression.

"No dirty talks early morning. Please go wear your shirt."I was completely red by this time.

He stared at me as if I came from some other planet.
"Ok as you wish."His hand travelled towards my chest and before I could realize he unbuttoned one of the buttons.

I was shocked.
"Reyhaannn.."

"Don't shout. Give my shirt back for me to wear."

"No."I stopped him. "Please don't"

He winked at me and pecked my forehead.

"I got something for you." He said.

I asked him with eyes and he smiled.

He got up and went towards the table. I saw him coming back with an envelope. He forwarded that towards me.

"What's this?"

"Open and see yourself."

I opened the envelope and my eyes widened.

"Air tickets. Paris?"I was dumbfounded.

"Yes. We are leaving next week. Be prepared and do all arrangements."he gave me an hug.

I was still not out of the surprise.

"But why are we going? Do you have a business meeting there? But you didn't tell me."I said thinking.

He gave me a disbelief expression.

"Hey dumphead." He smacked my head. "We are going for our honeymoon." He had an irritated expression.

But I was shocked. Honeymoon? The word sent me tickling sensation throughout my body. Did I ever think that I may go for honeymoon with my husband one day?

"Rosee.."he called me getting me out of the trance.

"You wouldn't come with me? I had arranged for everything. This is my dream."he said in a low voice.

I smiled and hugged him.

"Thank you Reyhaan. For being everything you are for me. I love you today, tomorrow and forever." I said and he crushed me in his arms.

"Thank you for being mine Roshini.."

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