"literally about time what the hell took you so damn long." tyler said when josh walked through his door to his room. today was saturday.

"i had to go to the store for my mother." josh sassed back. "here bitch." josh handed him a peach sprite from sonic.

"mmm thank you." tyler smiled, taking a drink of it.

"i also got you this." josh said, handing him something.

"a leaf?" tyler asked.

"i just thought it was pretty." josh shrugged. tyler felt his heart smile.

"thank you. i love it." tyler said. "look, i'll put it in my case." he said, doing so. he had a clear case.

"perfect." josh said.

"you wanna watch this?" tyler asked, pointing to his tv.

"yeah this is fine." he nodded. josh got under the blanket, moving so he was close to tyler. "i'm freezing."

"really?" tyler asked.

"yes." he said. tyler wrapped his arm around him, pulling him closer. they were in the spooning position.

"i like when you do that." josh said.

"do what?" tyler asked.

"when we're in this position and you pull me back closer." josh said.

"like this?" tyler pulled josh back some more, so his back was pressed flush against tylers front.

"mhm." he nodded. tyler smiled and kissed the side of his head before turning his attention back to the tv.

"i'm warm now." josh smiled.

"good." tyler said. tyler bit his lip a bit, trying to contain himself. josh was just so close.

he got on his phone to distract himself, scrolling through instagram and ignoring his thirsty dm's.

he closed his eyes, pulling his hips back a little bit, trying to get josh not to notice.

"nooo." josh whined. "i'm gonna be cold again."

"s-sorry." tyler sighed, moving back.

"uh, ty?" josh said. tylers face turned red.

"yeah?" he said.

"you a little, a little excited?" josh said, chuckling a bit.

"yeah yeah i'm sorry i was trying to move back it just happened." he let out a breathy laugh.

"it's okay." josh said, not moving his eyes from the tv. he seemed to just be ignoring it.

tyler just nodded his head, keeping his hips back and cuddling into him. he had to squeeze his thighs together.

after a while of the show, josh slightly moved back, tyler freezing. he moved until he was pressed up against him again.

tyler just ignored it, breathing in his scent. and closing his eyes. josh pressed back more.

this is when tyler decided to attach his lips to the side of joshs neck, hearing the boy gasp a bit, as it sent chills down him.

"this okay?" tyler mumbled.

"mhm." josh nodded, tyler continuing to kiss and suck, leaving a few bruises.

tyler pushed his hips forward, grabbing joshs and pulling his back. josh bit his lip as he whimpered quietly.

"turn over." tyler commanded, josh doing so. he laid on his back, tyler slowly making his way on top of him, pressing kiss after kiss on his lips.

josh spread his legs, allowing tyler to slot himself inbetween them. he pressured his hips down.

josh wrapped his arms around tylers neck, kissing him back and allowing tyler to do whatever.

"t-ty-"

"sorry, sorry. that got out of hand i'm sorry." he stuttered, getting off of him.

"n-no. no i wanna keep going." josh said.

"huh?" tyler asked. josh placed himself so he was straddling tyler.

"i wanna keep going." he said.

"all the way?" tyler asked. he thought for a moment.

"yeah." he finally nodded.

"fuck cmere." tyler said, pulling joshs head down and connecting their lips. he slid joshs shirt off, running his fingertips all along his body.

his was next to come off, josh throwing it down in the floor. tyler rolled them over so he was on top.

"door. lock it." josh said breathlessly.

tyler got up and walked to the door, locking it. he turned around, josh swallowing hard. he forgot how big tyler was. and seeing him in those grey shorts really enhanced it.

tyler pushed him back so he was laying down, before kissing down his chest and leaving marks.

he looked up for permission to slide down joshs joggers, him nodding before tilting his head back as tyler discarded them and pressed kisses along his bulge.

"fuck i missed this so goddamn much." tyler groaned, kissing down inbetween his thighs.

"me t-too- oh god do something please." he moaned out.

"missed hearing you beg for me." tyler mumbled, grabbing the waistband and pulling his boxers down. "so beautiful."

josh whined as tyler dragged his tongue up the shaft. he slightly licked along the slit, before kissing more around his hipbones.

he grabbed joshs legs, pushing them up and across his back as he flattened his tongue across his hole. tyler shoved three of his fingers in joshs mouth, watching as the boy sucked on them.

he continued to use his tongue, as he slid a finger in next to it. josh stiffened up, and let out a quiet cry.

"shh baby. relax." tyler said.

"forgot how much it hurt." josh let out a weak chuckle.

"be strong for me baby you got it." tyler said, starting to move his finger in and out.

"o-ooh." josh let out. tyler was starting to hit all the right spots.

"ready for another?" he asked. josh just nodded.

tyler pushed his second one in along with it, josh crying out slightly. tyler winced, not liking hearing josh in pain like that.

he continued to slowly work them in a out, before josh started to express just how good it felt.

he arched his back, as tyler continued to use his fingers to pleasure the boy. he scissored them and twisted them all around.

"m-more. please!" he whined out.

"beg for it, slut." tyler said, josh whining.

"i-i need you please. w-want you inside me. make me feel good. please p-please!" he whined.

"ready for me to fuck you?" tyler growled.

"yes, yes." he nodded, crying out as tyler pulled his fingers out.

tyler reached over josh to get to his drawer, and pulled out a bottle of lube and a condom. he sat up on his knees, joshs eyes glued.

"ima just..." josh said, grabbing his phone. he got on snap, and took a video of tylers bulge, and to his smirking, sweaty face.

"youre so fucking hot." josh said, saving the video and putting his phone up. tyler chuckled, pulling the front of his shorts and boxers down, revealing his aching hard on.

he ripped open the condom and rolled it on, following that up with a good amount of lube. he wiped his hand off, before leaning over josh.

"you're gonna ride me, is that okay?" tyler asked. josh nodded. he was nervous though.

tyler laid on his back, josh throwing his leg over and positioning himself. tyler helped him line up , and he slowly started sinking down.

he clenched his teeth and shut his eyes, as he wasn't fully stretched and the burn was spreading.

"you're gonna be okay you got it. halfway you're almost there. you're doing so good." tyler said, closing his eyes and tilting his head back. god he was just so tight.

"all the way. you got it. take you're time." tyler soothed, running a hand through joshs hair as he rested his head on tylers shoulder. he moved a bit, wincing at the feeling of a 9 inch dick in his ass.

"s-sorry." josh said, at how long he was taking.

"don't apologize baby it's okay. take you're time." tyler said, holding back from completely wrecking the boy.

he slightly bounced, wincing a bit but continuing to move. he let out a slight moan, and started bouncing higher and faster.

he eventually picked up a pace, tylers teeth digging into his lip and his fingers into joshs hips. josh was a moaning mess, slamming down onto tyler with every bounce.

"o-oh fuck josh." tyler groaned, tilting his head back and closing his eyes. god it just felt so good. this was the first time tylers had sex in a long damn time and man he remembers why he had so much of it. he knew he wouldn't last long.

josh also wouldn't, as he hadn't had sex in a while also. plus, even though him and tyler and max fucked many many times, he's still new to the game.

"f-fuck i-i'm already about to c-cum." josh moaned.

"i'm close. hold it. we're gonna cum together." tyler said, flipping them over and pinning josh down by his neck, fucking into him.

josh gasped, his hands flying to tylers wrists as he squeezed on his windpipe. joshs eyes rolled back in his head.

"i n-need to cum!" josh yelled, tyler immediately slapping him across the face. josh cried out, jerking his hips up. he almost came from that.

"shut the fuck up or i'll shove my cock so far down your throat you'll be able to taste it for weeks." tyler said, josh closing his eyes and whining.

he brought his hands to tylers back, digging his nails hard into the skin. tyler slowed down, as the pain surged through him. a good pain.

"goddamn." tyler gasped for air, grabbing a fistful of the boys hair and jerking his head to the side. he kissed along joshs now exposed neck, which was bruised from tylers fingers.

"you ready to cum?" tyler growled.

"yes! please!" he moaned out, tyler immediacy slapping him again. he let out another moan/cry.

"on three." tyler said. he angled his thrusts, fucking into him. josh let out a sinful sound as tyler found his prostate. "one."

josh bit his lip, holding back tears as he tried not to cum.

"two." tyler clenched his teeth, holding out to his limit.

"three." he said, groaning, harmonizing with joshs moan. tyler spilled into the condom as josh released all over his stomach.

"fuck fuck holy fuck fuck." josh caught his breath, taking in deep breaths. tyler pulled out, flipping over next to him and doing the same thing.

"did i go to rough?" tyler asked, turning and looking at the boy. he literally lost his breath at the sight. josh had tears running down his red and slightly bruised cheek. he had bruises all over his neck and his lips were bitten raw. he also had sex eyes. and tyler loves sex eyes. he looked absolutely wrecked.

"you went perfect." josh nodded. tyler smiled. he leaned over and pressed a kiss to his lips.

"why don't we go hop in the bath and then go to sleep?" tyler smiled. 

"i would love that." josh said back. tylers phone dinged.

zack: let the poor boy cum next time, jesus

A/N: i thought that was kind of funny

9 days till my concert

okay so guys, i started anti depressants recently, and guys

honestly

i feel good

like i haven't had a bad day in so long