"tyyyyyyy." josh smiled, looking up from his phone at the boy.

"hey joshua." tyler smiled, shutting the door behind him. today was friday, and tonight was gonna be the first night tyler stayed all night with him again. he was excited. before, josh would literally cry when tyler would have to leave. he just, was so attached to the boy now that he finally figured out what the fuck he was doing.

"how was practice?" josh asked. they stayed after school today.

"fun. i love during season practice. it's so fun cause we get to scrimmage and do plays and stuff." he said. he set all his stuff down and plugged his charger in the wall before sitting down on the bed. josh could tell he had just showered cause his hair was damp and he was wearing just some shorts and a long sleeve shirt. "i got in trouble though."

"why?" josh giggled, turning sideways so he was facing him.

"well our second string is who we scrimmage against when we're running plays and shit. and they kept on fucking messing up and i kept on yelling at them and coach got me in trouble for cussing." tyler said.

"he didn't get you in trouble for yelling at them? what'd you say?" josh's asked.

"nah he doesn't care, he made me the caption so its part of my job. but i said like 'we're not gonna get any better playin against this fuckin team' and just shit like that. i have a mouth in basketball i don't know i just can't control it." he laughed.

"how'd he yell at you?"

"he said for me to watch my damn mouth and he said it with his teeth clenched and stuff he was so pissed. but then he said i was right." he shrugged.

"bad boy tyler." he giggled. "does that team not hate you?" josh asked.

"some of them might. i really don't fuckin care. we're a team so like i don't hate anybody but if they're getting on my nerves i'm gonna say something. i always gotta tell them to shut the hell up."

"i would cry like everyday." josh said.

"why?" tyler laughed.

"getting yelled at by you? holy shit. seeing you mad is scary." josh said.

"i'm sorry. i try not to get mad around you." tyler said.

"you dont usually. just a few times. and when you're pissed about something i can tell." he shrugged.

"ohhh. well if i'm mad just know it's not at you." he said, josh smiling. "how was your day?" josh asked.

"it was good. better now that you're finally here." he said. tyler blushed.

"me too me too." he smiled.

"this okay?" josh asked pointing to the tv and then turning so he could see better. he took a hit of his juul.

"yeah this is fine." tyler said, cuddling under the blankets. he moved his leg so their legs were touching.

josh blushed, feeling the sparks from just that slight touch.

"i want to get drunk." tyler sighed.

"me too for real. like a party or just with brendon?" he asked.

"kind of just with bren and all of us. party would be fun too." he said.

"i love just hanging out and drinking and smoking." josh said.

"me too it's so relaxing. i'm glad i get to do that again. your friends are just so much more funny and fun to hang out with. like i love jax and everyone but it gets boring after a while. i never get bored with y'all." tyler said.

"yeah. i like jaxon. i don't really like any of the other ones, sorry." josh chuckled.

"hey yeah no problem. they're kind of bitches. but you gotta remember i'm just like them." tyler said.

"you were just like them. you're not anymore." josh smiled.

"i mean i guess." he shrugged.

"you don't think you've changed?" josh asked.

"well yeah but like, i'm still tyler. like i'm still all about sex and i know i'm hot and i know people are attracted to me and i'm just a bitch." he shrugged. "i just, i don't care about that anymore."

"you've changed. so much. i'm so proud of you." josh said.

"thanks. that's really important to me that you think that." tyler blushed.

josh smiled, turning back to the tv. tyler really did change, and josh was so happy about that.

-

"josh?" tyler asked, not getting a response. it was 11:00pm, and josh was out. even snoring a little bit. tyler smiled, seeing the sleeping boy who was facing him.

he stared. yeah a little creepy. but he just couldn't help himself. he simply could not believe how beautiful josh was. like, imagine someone sleeping, face squished against the pillow, and still managing to look absolutely gorgeous.

tyler was in awe over the boy.

he wanted to kiss him and to hold him and to just spend every second of the day with him. and josh sure felt the same way.

tonight didn't end in cuddling, just their legs tangled a bit. tyler laid on his back but was slightly turned to josh, with his right leg bent, and his left leg flat. josh was on his left side. he had his right leg over tylers.

tyler was wearing boxers and some shorts, where as josh was just in his boxers and of course tylers hoodie.

tyler was on his phone, scrolling through instagram. he went to his account and looked at his last post. it had almost 1000 likes so far. tyler had around like 3000-4000 followers.

his last post was with brendon, and they were in tylers truck. tyler was driving and brendon was in the passenger seat high as fuck. they were both looking at the camera and holding the rock sigh up. he put 'carpool karaoke' as his caption, because you could swipe and there was a video of brendon singing the song ashes by celine dion, and god it was beautiful. tyler was hyping him up.

his post before that one was a selfie, it looked like he took it in the parking lot of the school, like he had just got done in basketball. his face was all sweaty and red and his eyes were slightly squinted because of the sun. his hair was wet in some places and down in his face, and it was from his shoulders up so you could see he didn't have a shirt on. his caption for that one was
'puttin in work #warriorsaretakingstate'

josh loved that picture. he commented like a million times on it. that one hit 2000 likes. tyler posted like once every two weeks.

tyler looked over when josh started shuffling. he pulled his legs back and rolled over, throwing the blanket off of him in the process. he must've been hot. tyler blushed as he hiked one leg up, and kept the other straight. his hoodie was rolled up halfway up his torso and you could for sure see his ass very well.

tyler looked away, but kept on seeing it in the corner of his eye. it was just so big. and josh was so innocent he just....

"mh." josh whimpered. tyler quirked his eyebrows and looked over at him, staring a bit in confusion.

"fuck." tyler whispered and gasped a bit. josh was ever so slightly grinding down into the bed. he had part of his pillow case in his mouth, and he was biting down on it.

"t-ty." he mumbled, whining again. tyler flushed red. did he hear that right?

josh grinded more down into the bed, causing tylers mouth to drop as he saw the way his ass looked in his tight boxers, moving around and teasing tyler.

tyler couldnt believe what was happening. i mean josh was still snoring. he was out like a light and had no idea.

tyler was, sure starting to take interest. he cursed at himself. he shouldnt be watching the boy. he didn't know what else to do.

"j-josh." he whispered out. he didn't want to wake the boy cause he didn't want to embarrass him. but then again what was he supposed to do?

tyler held his breath as josh rolled over. he froze with wide eyes as josh was, well he was pressed up against..against tylers area.

he let out a shaky breath as josh whimpered and moved his hips, literally grinding back onto tyler. tyler couldn't help but to clench his teeth.

tyler burned red, not knowing what to do. he couldn't scoot back anymore, as he was already on the edge of the bed because josh was a rough sleeper, and couldn't imagine how embarrassing it would be for josh if he woke him up, even though it was a totally normal thing that happens to everyone and he couldn't help it.

plus it just felt so good. there was just so much sexual tension between the two boys and finally some of it was getting released for tyler at least. he was so hard. 

josh was too, as he grinded back harder. tyler whined himself, wanting to pin the boy down and wreck him.

josh rolled over so he was still leaned all against tyler, but his ass wasn't straight on his front anymore. his eyebrows were furrowed, mouth open, and a thin layer of sweat was coating his face.

tyler watched as he squeezed his legs together, whining a bit louder. he started shaking a bit, tyler looking at him confused and worried.

"tyler please.." he whined, arching his back a bit. tyler sat up and watched, seeing him shake more before arching his back and whining out. tyler turned beet red, looking down and seeing he had just came in his grey boxers. he looked back at his face, seeing a few tears running down his face. his eyes opened.

"a-are you okay?" tyler whispered. god his dick was so hard. it was throbbing in his shorts.

josh looked confused, before looking down and blushing, memories of his dream flooding his mind.

"t-ty i'm so-"

"shh shh it's okay shh." tyler said, josh crying more. josh looked down and saw tylers bulge in his pants. he looked back up at him, tyler arching his eyebrows. it hurt.

josh slowly slid his hand to rest on tylers stomach, tyler laying back on his back. they made eye contact as josh slid his hand lower, now resting it on his bulge.

"i-i'm okay you don't-"

"i want to." josh cut him off, moving his hand harder and faster. tyler dropped his jaw, as joshs hand slid in his boxers. he rolled over so he was on top of him, tylers hands coming to squeeze his ass.

josh pumped his hand, swiping his thumb across the tip causing tylers hips to jerk. tyler was already close, from the activity before.

joshs hand movements slowed down, tyler whining and looking down at him. joshs eyes were closed. he was asleep again.

"fuck." tyler mumbled. he was so close, and now an asleep josh was on top of him with his hand around his dick.

he slowly turned and rolled josh off of him. he cursed, looking down at his dick.

he got up and went to the bathroom, shutting the door and turning the lights on. tyler wrapped his hand around himself, jerking fast and nearing himself closer. he finally came across his hand and stomach. tyler cleaned himself, letting out a deep breath.

what the fuck just happened?

he walked back to the bed and stopped, seeing joshs cum soaked boxers. he sighed, grabbing a fresh pair and walking over to him. he grabbed a tissue, and slowly pulled joshs boxers down his legs.

he blushed. josh was beautiful all around.

he cleaned him up, wiping everything off before sliding the fresh pair on. josh didn't move a muscle. he was slightly snoring again.

tyler threw his other boxers in the dirty clothes, before sliding under the blankets and spreading them over them. he turned, wrapping his arm across joshs stomach.

josh shuffled a bit, moving closer to tyler. tyler fell asleep with joshua in his arms.

-

tyler shuffled around, waking up with joshua still in his arms.

they were spooning, tyler on the outside of course. he had his arm wrapped around his stomach, and his face buried in his neck.

he took a deep breath, smiling and burying his face in joshs hair now. he squeezed him tighter.

"ty?" josh asked.

" 'm awake." tyler mumbled. josh smiled.

"good morning." josh said.

"morning. i'm cold." he replied.

"cause you don't got a shirt on." josh said, turning just his head to look at the boy. tyler pressed his face against joshs.

"shirts are for gay people." he said, josh giggling.

"how'd you sleep?" josh asked. memories flooded tyler. he pulled his hips away from josh a bit.

"uh. good yeah." he stuttered. "you?"

"i slept really good actually." he said. he didn't seem phased. tyler couldnt handle it anymore.

"listen. about last night..." tyler started. josh looked confused.

"what about last night?" he asked.

"ya know. what happened. in the night." he sighed.

"what happened?" josh asked, genuinely looking confused.

"it's okay." tyler said.

"i seriously don't know what you're talking about." josh laughed, rolling over. tylers face was red.

"wait for real?" tyler asked.

"yes, what tell me what happened?" josh said.

"j-josh you literally uhm jacked me off last night." tyler said. joshs jaw dropped.

"no i didn't!" he gasped.

"yeah. i guess you were still asleep. it was like 12, and you uhm. you had a dream. about...me." tyler said. josh was embarrassed.

"no." he said, scared.

"yeah. yeah you kind of started like grinding on me and the bed." he said.

"i'm so sorry. ohmygod i'm so embarrassed wait." he whined, covering his face up with the blankets.

"no! no no it's okay. you couldn't help it we all have those dreams." tyler said, pulling the blanket back down.

"i, i jacked you off?" he asked.

"yeah you uh. after you, ya know, came you woke up and saw i was uhm hard and you started ya know. but you fell back asleep so i finished in the bathroom." he let out a breathy laugh.

"i literally don't remember that at all what the fuck." josh said. he reached over and grabbed his juul, taking a hit.

"yeah. it happened." he said.

"i'm so embarrassed." josh groaned, tyler taking a hit also.

"don't be. for real. i-i liked it." he said.

"i guess i did too." josh chuckled.

"josh there's so much sexual tension between us i can't stand it." tyler groaned.

"i know. i know. but i'm just, i'm not ready. im sorry." josh said.

"no no no no i'm sorry that's not what i was saying. i'm not either for real. i was just saying." tyler said, josh letting out a breath.

"oh. oh okay good." he laughed a bit.

"yeah. this is just, we're friends." tyler said, looking at josh for his reaction.

"yeah. for right now. we're friends." josh smiled.

"i'm gonna go pee." tyler said. josh nodded and grabbed his phone. tyler got up, hiding his morning wood as he walked to the bathroom. josh texted ryan.

j: what does love feel like?

r: peaceful. happiness. at a touch you feel the sparks. you feel your heart rate increase when he smiles. you get excited everytime you see his face. you want to be with him all the time. you wouldn't give them up for anything, and you know they feel the same way. why?

j: ryan. i'm in love.

r: with who?

A/N: thoughts thoughts