"you bitch! go put my shirt back!" emma said into the phone. she was talking to her 16 year old sister, riley. everyone laughed, listening to her.

"i can't imagine being a girl and having a sister. wack." josh shook his head. him, max, tyler, ryan, brendon, dallon, and emma were all hanging out at brendon's house in the hot tub. his parents were there, so they were just hanging out.

"i can't imagine having a sibling." ryan said.

"same." brendon also said. dallon had a brother, but he was already out of college.

"i love having siblings. well i'd be okay without ashley." he said, everyone laughing. ashley was a bitch sometimes, but in reality he would never give her up.

"zacks my bitch, mads is a baller and jay is just straight up a stud." tyler said, josh giggled. josh was sitting next to tyler. it was josh, tyler, max, emma, dallon, brendon, then ryan next to josh.

max was still nervous, but he was way more comfortable with the group. he would even pitch in something every once and a while.

josh was so happy. he just finally figured out what the fuck was happening. he knew who he liked, and to make it better, it worked out with max perfectly. hell, when they decided they were gonna get in the hot tub, max looked at josh, nodded his head at tyler and then winked at him.

josh still didn't want to jump right into tyler. he wanted to take things slow, and start over with him. josh had trust issues, if you haven't noticed yet. he wanted to make sure tyler was for real about this. josh was done with the playing around.

"hand me my drink?" tyler asked, pointing to the table that was right next to josh. josh turned and grabbed it, handing it to him. tyler took a drink and then handed it back for him to put up.

"thanks." tyler smiled, setting his arm back. he had both arms across the sides of the hot tub. josh had a blush on his face.

nobody knew him and max dated for a bit again, and nobody was gonna know. they decided to keep to themselves. but by the look on josh's face everytime tyler talked or looked at him, i think they could all agree that josh wasn't in love with max anymore.

and max was okay with that.

"when did you get those?" josh asked, pointing to tylers swim shorts. they were white, and said calvin down the side of them. they came down almost to his mid thigh. he was wearing some calvin's under them too, so you could see the waistband of them.

"i got them the other day. they were on sale. they're way shorter than i thought they were. i guess it's just cause my legs are so long." tyler chuckled. he had to wear extra long jeans. he was over all just a very tall boy.

"i like em. they're not that short are they?" josh asked. he couldn't see very well through the water.

"uh, yeah. guys are my shorts too short?" tyler asked, standing up. josh blushed when he fixed the front of them, so they weren't all stuck to his dick. his natural bulge was just so big.

"i mean. if they were any shorter you'd practically be wearing my nike shorts." emma said, everyone laughing.

"my boxers almost are longer." he said. they were about the same size.

"and your tan line is about an inch or two south of it." brendon said.

"so the question is, are they too short. do they make me look gay?" tyler asked.

"i don't think they're too short, but yes they do make you look gay." max said.

"any shorter and your balls would be hanging out
of them. they make your dick look good though." brendon nodded his head.

"note to self to never wear these ever again." tyler chuckled, sitting back down and adjusting himself again. he sat down closer to josh than he was. there was about two inches between their legs.

"you should shave your armpits." josh said.

"what the fuck why?" tyler laughed, closing his arms. "stop looking at my armpits." he said, josh giggling.

"you should just try it." josh said. tyler lifted his arm back up.

"it's not that long." he said.

"yeah, but it's hair and hair is ew." josh said.

"you have hair under your arms." tyler said, poking joshs side. josh giggled and flinched. tyler used to do that to him all the time.

"yeah but i just wanna see you do it." josh said.

"no bro that's gay. ask brendon." tyler said.

"brendon?" josh said.

"yes babe?" brendon said back, after finishing his sentence to max.

"will you shave your armpits?" josh asked.

"my armpits?" brendon lifted his arm and looked at it. "why?" he laughed.

"cause i wanna see a dude do it." josh said.

"me too not gonna lie." emma said.

"shave your own armpits." brendon said.

"no i don't wanna." he said, everyone laughing.

"ryan likes my hair." brendon said.

"i'm gonna be honest i kind of do." ryan nodded. "it's just like, so manly i don't know i'm attracted to it."

"i guess i kind of am too." josh though. "dallon shave yours."

"yes me the straightest guy in this hot tub yeah i'll be the one to do it." dallon said, everyone laughing.

"come on, you shave your chest." emma said.

"yeah like everyone does." he said. "i need to again." he had a little bit of hair on the center of his chest.

"what all do guys shave?" emma asked.

"chest, face, balls and then trim the other and the happy trail. maybe nipples if they're just really hairy. mine aren't." tyler said, looking at his nipples.

"show me your happy trail." brendon said to tyler.

"for fucks sake." tyler said after he stood up and his shorts were all stuck again. josh stared hard with a red face.

"yeah thanks i really just wanted to see your dick again." brendon said "i'm sure everyone did too so thank you."

"sorry dallon next time i stand up just look away." tyler said.

"yeah someone give me a warning next time." dallon joked. josh loved how fast everybody was able to forgive and forget.

"tyler just make your dick smaller." ryan said.

"ah yes. why didn't i think of that." he said. he really wanted to say 'i can't when josh is around' but he thought he better keep that to himself.

"yeah just remember next time." ryan said.

"alright no problem." tyler nodded, reaching over and grabbing his juul. he took a hit, before holding it to joshs mouth and letting him take one.

"baby is my dick big enough for you?" brendon asked.

"bren you're dick is more than enough. it's perfect." ryan said. brendon smiled, kissing his cheek.

"you know who has a big dick?" tyler asked.

"who?" brendon said.

"josh." tyler answered. josh's face turned red.

"yeah holy shit." max nodded fast. he was thinking the same thing.

"josh i've never seen your dick." brendon said.

"how big is it?" emma asked.

"guyssss." josh whined.

"for real. you see for how tiny he is you'd expect him to have like an average size ya know something normal right? WRONG." tyler said.

"josh i don't think i've ever really seen your full like hard dick before." ryan thought.

"how big is he?" brendon asked.

"he's like 7 inches! like i'm 7 inches, about 7 and a half and i saw him and i was like damn." max said.

"seven? josh why did i never know this about you?" ryan asked.

"i don't know i just don't go around parading my dick size." josh laughed.

"i do." tyler said.

"yeah cause yours is like a monster cock like it's literally it's own person down there." brendon said.

"i have a monster cock?" tyler laughed.

"yeah pretty much." brendon shrugged.

"aw guys. thanks." he said, brendon giggling.

"i need to see your dick." ryan said to josh.

"why? you know how big it is." josh said.

"i don't believe it. show me or it didn't happen." ryan said. josh laughed and rolled his eyes. he grabbed his phone and turned it away, typing in his my eyes only password on snapchat. he scrolled through the random pictures and few dick pics from tyler and max before he found one of is own of him just holding it up.

"josh holy shit!" ryan said.

"josh that's almost as big as me are you kidding me." brendon said, mouth open. brendon was around 8 a little less inches.

"i'm sorry." josh giggled.

"your dad must be hung." emma said, staring intently at the picture.

"i'm sure he is." josh said.

"bro my dad is like, it's like he has a fuckin like rocket ship taped down there he's fucking hung bro." tyler said.

"why do you know so much about your dads dick?" max asked.

"cause bro i've seen it if we're like peeing in the woods or something i don't know. or i remember like taking a shower with him when i was little." tyler shrugged.

"you took showers with your dad?" ryan asked.

"did you not?" brendon asked.

"no, ew." ryan said.

"i did." josh shrugged.

"yeah little ol tyler in there i was scared." tyler said, everyone laughing. 

"ew you were like eye level with it." ryan made a gross face.

"i mean i was a little kid, plus he's my dad so like i guess it was normal. i mean i don't think i ever did pass the age of like six." tyler said.

"aw. baby tyler." brendon made a pouty face.

"i was fucking adorable." tyler said. "hang on i got pics."

tyler turned his phone, showing them the picture.

"tyyy! you look literally just like jay holy shit." josh gasped.

"wait you were so cute what the fuck." brendon said, sticking his bottom lip out.

"tyler that is literally adorable." emma said.

"i have another one when i was like 7 i think." he said.

"TYLER YOU WERE SO CUTE." brendon yelled, everyone laughing.

"i'm not cute anymore?" tyler asked.

"well now you're like i would fuck you kind of cute, back then you were like i just wanna like hug you and play kind of cute." brendon said. "also where did you get that shirt because i'm literally in love with it i'm thinking of so many outfits."

"i don't remember." tyler said.

"hmm like that shirt, with some red pants, or that blue color pants, or have red half blue pants. and i'd keep the turtleneck under it that's amazing. and if i wore red pants, then some blue nike's, and red nike's if i wore blue pants. my nike cortez's those would be good. and if i wore half colored pants i'd wear one red and one blue cause i have both. also like-"

"brendon, baby i love you, but i know if i don't stop you here you're gonna go on forever." ryan said, cutting him off.

"no, my bad thank you yeah i didn't plan on stopping." brendon said.

"i love that seven year old me inspires your outfits at this point." tyler said, turning his phone off and setting it back on the table.

"babydoll at this point everything inspires me." brendon said. tyler smiled big, showing his teeth.

"you're so gay." he laughed.

"don't threaten me, i'll suck your dick." brendon replied.

"my bad, my bad." tyler defensively held his hands up. "though that wouldn't be so bad, my hand is getting boring." he laughed. josh looked up.

"can't relate." ryan sighed, looking at brendon. brendon smirked and looked at him back.

"what's everyone's body count?" max asked. everyone was kind of shocked max asked such a bold question.

"wait good question." brendon said. "wait i wanna guess." he said. he rubbed his chin in thought.

tyler was kind of embarrassed. he knew his was way higher. and he felt bad about it now. though it was pretty impressive.

"okay. josh, 1-i mean 2." he said, josh blushing and nodding. "ryan i know 3. or at least i think i know." he raised his eyebrow and looked at ryan.

"baby. you can't count." ryan softly said. "five, remember?"

"ohhhhhhhh." he said. "you're so smart." he smiled, everyone laughing at their adorable relationship. "okay, ryan 5. me," he counted in his head. "me 23, alright hmmm. emma,,,,, hmm....8?"

"no." emma shook her head and laughed.

"you calling my girl a slut?" dallon joked.

"dally sweetie we all know that i'm the slut here." brendon said, everyone laughing. "okay so emma, 6?"

"yeah." she nodded.

"really? who?" brendon asked. emma blushed.

"wait do we gotta say who?" emma asked.

"yeah sure why not. after i'm done guessing." brendon said. "okay, josh 2, ryan 5, emma 6, me 23 cause i'm a badass, max let's see. i'm gonna say 6 also." he said.

"nope." he shook his head. brendon cursed.

"7?"

"yes." he nodded.

"alright i'm not too bad at this. max 7. dallon yours is like 12 right?"

"yes sir." he nodded.

"alright. the one i was dreading." brendon made eye contact with tyler. tylers face turned red. as everyone looked at him and thought.

"i think the last time you told me it was like, hmm. i think it was 40. so now i'm gonna sayyyy, 4....9?"

"nope." he shook his head.

"fuck. higher or lower?"

"uhm h-higher." he said.

"52?"

"53." tyler said. everyone's jaw dropped.

"holy shit. do you just, like is your goal to get it as high as possible?" max asked.

"kinda. i mean, not anymore but like yeah." he shrugged.

"okay time to tell us who fucked who." brendon clapped his hands. "lowest to highest, me and ty aren't gonna go cause ours is too high. josh, go." brendon pointed to him.

"obviously tyler and max." josh slightly chuckled.

"dumb question by me. ryan go. and if it's people we don't know just say the name anyways."

"uhhh, brendon, tyler, everett, jj, and blake." ryan said.

"wait you've fucked tyler?" max asked.

"threesome." tyler said. max ah'ing.

"emma go." brendon said.

"dallon, baylor, jaxon, landon and tyler." she said.

"woah woah woah jaxon like my jaxon?" tyler asked.

"yeah, nathan's brother." she nodded.

"woah what the fuck? he never said anything about that. when?" tyler asked.

"like the summer before me and dallon started dating." she said. "why were y'all talking about me?" she laughed.

"cause ethan was saying how much he wanted to and we were talking about you and riley and jaxon never said anything." tyler said.

"hmm. weird." she shrugged. "maybe because he came in like 4 seconds so it kind of sucked."

"i can see that, yeah." tyler laughed.

"fuckin ethan man. like i get hes your bro and like i don't have a problem with him man but tell him to back the fuck off my girl bro." dallon said.

"yeah, yeah for sure i will. he's always wanted emma. i didn't know he was still trying." tyler shrugged.

"yeah he texted her day before yesterday." dallon said.

"alright sorry yeah i will." he nodded.

"wait sorry i'm confused, did you have a threesome with emma too? i thought dallon was straight?" max asked.

"nah me and em just fucked a while back before dallon." tyler said.

"ohh makes sense. okay it's my turn. uhhh, josh, bradley, taylor, and jayden from another school. austin, peyton, and uh nathan we kind of hooked up before school started this year." he said.

"atta kid. nathan's a snag." tyler fist bumped him, max laughing.

"dallon yours is too long too. you don't gotta go." brendon said.

"wow that was interesting." max said.

"very." tyler chuckled. brendon asked a question, but josh slightly nudged tyler.

"hey." josh said.

"hey." tyler smiled.

"i have a question." josh said.

"what's up?" tyler turned more so he had his full attention.

"earlier, when you said your hand was getting boring. what do you mean?" josh asked. tyler slightly chuckled.

"i uh. josh i haven't had sex since we hooked up the last time. and a while before that." tyler said.

"why?" josh asked.

"i don't want to. i can't do it. like i physically can't do it." tyler said.

"like..?"

"like i don't get, ya know. if i'm with someone else." he said. his face was red. he was really embarrassed.

"for real? i thought you were lying when you said that before." josh said.

"uh, yeah no for real. i just can't do it. it sucks." he slightly laughed.

"but you can still get like, ya know-"

"yeah yeah. yeah i can. but only to, to you." he let out a breathy chuckle. "i'm sure i'll get over it though, ya know."

"yeah. it's okay." he smiled. tyler smiled back.

"alright, my dick has had enough, i'm ready to get out. y'all wanna stay?" brendon asked everyone.

"nah i'm about ready to get out too." max said. everyone agreed, so they all got their towels and started drying off.

"sexy." brendon said, reaching and grabbing tylers bulge.

"aye chill out." tyler laughed and flinched back. he honestly may have been a little excited from him and josh's conversation, and that was for sure noticeable in his shorts. he wrapped the towel around his waist.

everyone walked inside, and went up to the rooms and changed back into regular clothes. emma in her pajama pants and nike sports bra, dallon in basketball shorts and a t-shirt, max in shorts and a hoodie, as well as josh, who was wearing tylers yellow adidas hoodie. tyler and brendon were wearing shorts and no shirt and ryan was in joggers and a long sleeve shirt.

"alright, we're gonna let y'all have the living room. have fun. don't do anything stupid brendon boyd." his mom said, brendon laughing.

"mom, when have i ever, ever done anything remotely stupid." brendon shook his head, giving her a side hug. everyone laughed.

"whatever. goodnight y'all. night ryan." she said, giving him a hug also. brendon's dad also said goodnight and hugged him.

"says the guy who literally accidentally burnt his finger cause he tried to light it instead of the blunt." ryan said.

"what the fuck?" tyler laughed.

"alright okay it was my second blunt and it was dark so it was an accident." brendon laughed. dallon sat down in the recliner and pulled emma in his lap. max sat in the other one. brendon sat down on the long couch, ryan next to him, and then josh, then tyler. josh leaned up on ryan.

"you tired?" ryan asked josh, who had just yawned.

"mhm." he nodded. ryan settled in, letting josh lay his head on his shoulder. tyler sat, wishing it was him he was laying on.

"bro y'all wanna watch 50 shades?" brendon asked.

"50 shades freed." tyler said.

"have we all seen the first two?" brendon asked.

"i've seen all of them." dallon and emma both said. everyone else had seen the first two.

"sweet, we're watching it." brendon said, turning it on. he got up and turned the lights off before sitting back down next to ryan. dallon had his hand in emma's bra, grabbing her boob.

the group watched the movie, not doing much talking as they were all interested in it.

"i'd let christian do whatever the hell he wanted to with me." brendon said.

"literally same." ryan said. he whispered something to brendon.

"right now?" brendon asked. ryan nodded.

"okay. let me know what happens. uh we'll be back." brendon said red faced as he stood up.

"josh is asleep." ryan whispered, seeing josh slightly snoring on his shoulder.

"aw. wait he's so cute." brendon said. "wait max is asleep too aw." brendon said, slightly jumping up and down and quietly clapping.

"ty? you want to take him. i'm sure he wouldn't mind." ryan smiled.

"me? how? why?" tyler asked, his heart skipping a beat.

"here. put that pillow in your lap." ryan said. he did so, and ryan slowly leaned over and laid josh down so his head was in tylers lap on the pillow facing outward. tyler smiled.

"there. alright. i'll be back." ryan smiled, following brendon up the stairs.

"wonder what they're going to do?" dallon chuckled.

"i honestly don't want to know what they're doing." tyler said quietly.

he looked down at josh and smiled. he was so adorable. so pretty. so absolutely beautiful. the way his eyelashes rested on his freckled cheeks, and the way his lips were slightly puckered since he was laying on his cheek. he was all cuddled into his hoodie. dallon saw tyler, and kind of chuckled. he knew.

tyler slightly brought his hand up to josh's head, softly brushing his curls from his face and over his ear. joshs breathing was so soft, so calm.

tyler smiled.

'i'm in love with joshua dun.' he thought.

A/N: okay again i am too boo you ain't special