"thanks mom!" ryan said to his mom leaving his room. she just brought him and josh a box of pizza. they were having a sleepover, with pizza, cokes, and ice cream and they rented the conjuring to watch.

"i needed this." josh sighed, happy with his best friend. the ice cream was in the freezer part of ryan's mini fridge. they each got a ben and jerry's.

"me too. we haven't had a girls night in a while." ryan said. they weren't high, they weren't drunk, their boyfriends weren't with them. it was just josh and ryan like it used to be. they both decided not to text brendon or max anymore once their girls night started, and the boys were okay with it obviously. josh and ryan were just together and they could talk about anything.

"here." ryan said, handing josh a piece of the pepperoni pizza.

"mmm so good." josh moaned.

"that's what she said." ryan replied, josh giggling.

"bro we are so fucking hot. like i see you and i'm like damn. and then i see me and i'm like damn. like we're bad bitches. and you got a hot ass boyfriend and so do i. like look at us fucking go bitch." josh said.

"i agree. like we're sexy. like if we both weren't so gay id fuck you." ryan nodded.

"who would top. like now if we were just us fucking like right now who would top?" josh asked, ryan thinking. 

"hmm. i don't know. i mean like. we both have like the same body. im a little shorter, like an inch. we're both fucking tiny." ryan laughed.

"yeah. i just really can't see us fucking. hmm. i think we would trade off." josh said.

"yeah i can see that. yeah. i'd wanna fuck you first though." ryan nodded.

"really? that'd be fine i'd let you fuck me." josh nodded.

"so it's settled." ryan nodded.

"it is." josh agreed. "i mean i've already made out with you before." he shrugged.

"true true." ryan laughed. they were,,,,experimenting one time and one thing led to another and they ended up making out and grinding a bit. i mean they were like 12, they barely knew what a boner was.

"how old were we?" josh asked.

"i think like 12." he shrugged. he gasped. "make out with me again"

"why?" josh laughed.

"cause i wanna see how you do it." ryan shrugged.

"okay. top or bottom?" josh asked.

"i'll top." ryan giggled.

"i can imagine your gay ass topping." josh laughed, straddling ryan.

"shut the fuck up." ryan laughed. "brendon would be cumming in his pants right now if he saw this."

"true. maybe we'll show him someday." josh giggled. ryan agreed, before he pulled joshs head down and connected their lips.

they made out, ryan rolling them over and they kissed some more. he finally pulled away, looking at his best friend before they both broke out laughing.

"that was good!" ryan gasped.

"really i did good?!" josh giggled.

"wait yeah ohmygod that was so good i'm so proud of you!" ryan clapped.

"aw thanks ohmygod you were good too wow." josh said.

"our boyfriends are lucky." ryan sighed.

"for real wow we're good." josh nodded.

"hell yeah we are." ryan said.

"next time we're with the boys we can show them." josh said.

"yeah. i don't know if max would like it though," he laughed. "tyler would've." he chuckled.

"yeah, maybe max would. we can ask." ryan nodded, wiping his mouth.

"you taste like strawberry's." ryan looked confused, licking his lips.

"chapstick you dumbass." josh said.

"oh yeah. bitch ass." ryan replied.

"dumb ass bitch." josh said.

"cunt ass mother fucker."

"bitch ass fuckin cunt ass bitch."

"mother fucker bitch queer ass cunt bitch fucker."

"bitch."

"slut."

"slut ass bitch."

"cunt." ryan said.

"okay." josh nodded.

"yeah." ryan sighed.

"fuck you." josh laughed, ryan also. josh grabbed his juul, and took a hit off of it.

"you wanna hit?" josh asked.

"no keep your nicotine addiction to yourself." ryan scrunched up his nose.

"your boyfriend has a nicotine addiction." josh laughed.

"my boyfriend can do whatever he pleases." ryan said.

"he can honestly." josh nodded.

"how's max been treating ya. ya know. sexually." ryan smirked.

"ohmygod." josh laughed. "i mean good i guess."

"you guess? is it not like thattt good?" ryan said.

"i mean. i hate to say it but tyler was like... rougher i guess. and i mean his dick was 20 times bigger. i mean it's really good, just not as intense i guess." josh shrugged. "but i mean i guess when your life revolves around sex you're gonna be pretty good at it."

"same that's why i'm so good." ryan said.

"i guess so." josh shrugged.

"bro i was getting dicked down the other day and ohmygod i swear i like i don't know what the hell came over brendon but holy shit he was like fucking the shit out of me like i was like literally screaming like it was the best sex i've ever had. besides the first time we ever fucked." ryan said.

"wow, when was this?" josh said.

"thursday night i think." ryan said.

"that's sexy." josh said.

"you're sexy." ryan said back, josh giggled.

"you're gay." he said back.  "hand me a slice of pizza."

ryan handed him one, josh taking a bite of it. the conjuring was playing, but the boys weren't really watching it. they've both seen it before.

"come here." josh said, holding up his phone. ryan scooted closet and smiled, josh taking the selfie and sending his streaks. he took another one and put it on his story with "boys night in" as his caption.

"me too." ryan said and took a selfie of them to send as his own streaks. josh laid his head on ryan's shoulder as he put his phone up and cuddled up in the blankets. he watched the tv, but also watched ryan clicking through his story's.

"is that tyler joseph?" josh asked, seeing someone by the name of "tyler🏀⚾️" on his story list.

"yeah. i still have him on here." ryan nodded.

"click on his story." josh said.

"this is the first time he's posted on his story in like forever. like i'm sure the last time was before y'all broke up." he said. "this is his private story too. are you sure you wanna see it. it looks like he's at a party." ryan said, looking at the thumb nail of it.

"yeah. watch it." he said.

ryan clicked on it, the videos loading for a second. there was multiple videos on there. tyler was at a party and man was he wasted.

the first video was him on front camera, a red solo cup in his hand. you could tell he was trashed. it was him smiling and singing along to the song with his friends, before he switched it around and showed a girl grinding her ass on him.

the next one was a video of his friends pouring alcohol in his mouth, and he swallowed it and flipped the camera off.

the next one was on back camera, and it was a different girl grinding on him he reached back and slapped her ass before switching the camera to front. he yelled over the loud music; "fuck you josh! i don't need you, i'm over you!"

and the last one was a picture of him and his friends flipping off the camera. followed by a picture that someone took of all of them. tyler was wearing some shorts and a long sleeved button up shirt that was unbuttoned in the front. he was holding his juul in the same hand he was holding his red solo cup. he was absolutely wasted.

"oh." josh said.

"sorry." ryan frowned.

"no. it's okay. i mean i'm over him too i guess." josh nodded, swallowing hard. "i just didn't know he was still into me i guess."

"he's drunk. he's not thinking straight." ryan said. i mean you could look at all of tylers friends story's and tyler was a josh and brendon on four loco type of fucked up.

"yeah i know." josh said.

"don't be sad baby." ryan said, hugging josh and scratching his head.

"i'm okay. sorry i was the one who wanted to see it." josh said, biting his lip.

"no no no don't be sorry it's okay. you're not over him. i know you're not." ryan said. josh teared up.

"i fucking hate him." josh sighed, the tears spilling out down his cheeks.

"it's okay. he's a dickhead. he's gone. you don't gotta worry about him anymore." ryan soothes him.

"yeah i guess."he sniffed.

"here," ryan said, getting up and reaching in his fridge. he handed josh his ice cream and a spoon.

"thanks." he smiled.

"eat all of it until youre not sad anymore bitch." ryan said, josh giggling.

"sorry." he said.

"don't be. think of happy things. wait!" ryan said and ran out of his room. josh chuckled, waiting for him to come back.

he came back, with popeyes following him. the dog jumped up on the bed, and walked up to josh.

"hey baby boy." josh smiled, petting the dog. "okay i feel better now." he giggeld, as popeyes laid down on him.

"good okay." ryan nodded. "now let's watch this movie and then make out some more."

A/N: 😳😳