tyler groaned, head tilting back and eyes closing. he bit his lip, hand jerking faster as he chased his finish. the water from the shower ran over his head, his hair all wet and in his face. he set his arm in the shower wall, teeth clenched.

"j-josh o-oh." he quietly moaned out, as he clenched his fist and came on the shower wall.

he let his head hang, grip loosening around himself. he cursed, lifting his arm off he shower wall and bringing his fist back on it. he was tired of this.

-

"max." josh giggled. "come on!" he said, max whining and stretching.

"m'tryinggg to take a nappppp." he said, yawning.

"we just took a nap. we gotta go so we don't miss our movie!" josh said.

"ughhhhhhh." he groaned, slowly standing up and fluffling his curls up. he put on his shirt, before grabbing his phone.

"are you ready?" josh asked, smoke from his juul flowing out of his mouth and nose.

"yeah." he said, kissing josh before he grabbed his phone and followed him out of his room.

"we're going to the movies." josh said to his mom, giving her a hug.

"okay boys, have fun. be safe." she said, josh nodding and following his boyfriend outside to his truck.

"it's pretty tonight." josh said, looking up at the starry night sky.

"it is, wow." max nodded, starting his truck and backing out of josh's driveway. "you wanna stop by brendons and get high real quick?" max asked.

"no need to, i got his dab pen." josh smiled, pulling it out of his pocket.

"sweet, what flavor?" he asked.

"peaches and cream." josh said, hitting it. "tastes good." he nodded, blowing out the excess.

"you ever been caught with this shit?" max laughed. "i've never met a friend group who smokes so much weed."

"nope, not once. my family doesn't know i've ever even seen it. brendons parents know he's been high before, but hell they don't know how much. if you see brendon, more times than not, he's in the clouds." he laughed.

"your friends are cool." max smiled, mood changing a bit.

"i've never met your friends." josh said.

"yeah, you wouldn't like them." he shook his head. josh frowned, decided not to push the subject as max seemed pretty upset over it.

"i love you." josh smiled, grabbing maxs right hand that wasn't on the steering wheel.

"i love you too sweetheart." max kissed his knuckles. "what time does the movie start?" he asked.

"7:30. it's 7:16 now." he said.

"well good, that way we won't have to watch previews." max said.

"you sound like my dad." josh giggled.

"you can call me daddy if ya want." max smiled, josh rolling his eyes and giggling.

"i'll call you daddy if you call me grandpa." josh said, max laughing and choking on the smoke from the hit he just took.

"okay, okay. wait! can i call you like, papaw or something or does it have to be grandpa?" max said.

"hmm. it has to be grandpa. like i wouldn't be mad if you said papaw but i prefer grandpa." josh nodded.

A/N: PEOPLE THEY ARE JOKING I CANT BELIEVE I HAVE TO SAY THIS

"okay, so is this only during sex or can i say it whenever?" max asked.

"only during sex. otherwise it's just weird." he rolled his eyes, max looking over and trying not to laugh.

"okay. here when we get there i'm gonna change your name in my phone to that." max said.

"here i'll do it." he giggled. max slightly laughed, using his face to unlock his xr. josh opened snapchat, and clicked on his name to change it.

"who's daniel?" josh asked, seeing max snapped him 8 minutes ago, before they left.

"he's just my friend from another school." max said.

"oh." josh nodded. they had a 834 day streak.

"nothing to worry about baby. he just a friend." max said, josh nodding and turning maxs phone off. "hey, hey. just a friend."

"i believe you. i'm sorry." he said.

"it's okay, i understand." max smiled. he hated himself at the moment.

they parked at the movie theater, both boys heading out and into their movie.

-

tyler wrapped his towel around his waist after he dried off, and headed to his bedroom. he grabbed a clean pair of boxers, pulling them on and using his towel to dry his hair.

he looked in the mirror, his hair messy and sticking up every which way. he didn't have a hickey on his body.

he climbed in bed, turning on his tv and playing friends for some background noise while he did biology homework. he hated doing biology homework because that's what he would do with josh.

he chewed on his lip as he worked the problems, using the internet to look up a few of them he didn't know. he looked up when he heard a knock and his door opened.

"hi tyler." little jay said with his speech impediment. he couldn't say his L's.

"hey bud." tyler said, rubbing his eyes.

"what's wrong?" jay asked, shutting tylers door. he really didn't want anyone bothering him right now, but he could never be mad a jay.

"just doin homework. what's up with you?" he smiled, moving his juul under his leg as jay climbed up on the bed.

"i'm bored. wheres your clothes?" he asked.

"i just got out of the shower. and i'm in bed so i didn't put any on." he said, covering himself up a bit with his blankets.

"oh. you look sad." jay frowned. tyler could cry.

"i'm okay buddy. just stressed is all." he smiled.

"what does that mean?" jay said.

"it means i just, i just don't feel good. i got a lot to do and it's overwhelming." he said.

"oh. sorry." he said, getting up and hugging tyler.

"thanks jj. love you." tyler said.

"love you too. do you miss joshy?" he said innocently. tyler let a sad smile.

"you know what, i do." he nodded. it felt good to tell someone. even if it was jay who was gonna forget about it in 10 minutes.

"where is he?" jay asked.

"we aren't friends anymore. i did some bad things to him." tyler sighed, leaning back against his head board.

"what did you do?" jay said.

"uh. we hmmm." he thought of a way around it. "i wanted to kiss him, and then after i kissed him i kissed other people, and so we broke up. and that's bad jay, don't ever do that okay." tyler said.

"do want him to be your boyfriend again?"

"i do. i miss him. but he won't want me back." tyler sadly smiled.

"why do you say that?" jay said.

"cause he has another boyfriend." tyler sighed, running his hand through his damp hair.

"oh. well you should try to get him back if you miss him that bad." jay said, playing with tylers school papers.

"don't mess with that bud," he said organizing his papers again. "and i would try but he just wouldn't want me back."

"i still think you should try." jay shrugged, distracted by tylers pencil.

"maybe. thanks buddy." tyler smiled.

"okay." he said, simply getting up and walking out. his innocent little mind had no idea.

"fuck." he huffed, leaning back against the headboard. he took a hit of his juul. he just missed josh.

-

"fuck oh fuck! i'm gonna cum fuck!" josh moaned, nails digging into maxs shoulder blades as he pounded into him in the backseat of his truck.

"come on grandpa cum for me." max said, josh snorting. max broke, laughing too.

A/N: AGAIN A FUCKING JOKE

"god i fucking love you." josh grunted, biting his lip and crying out. his body shook, as he came across his abdomen. "cum in me p-please fuck." josh whined from the overstimulation.

"so fucking beautiful." max dropped his head, resting it on josh's sweat coated chest. his thrusts stuttered, as he came in the condom.

"well," max breathed out. "that was a good movie." he said, josh giggling. max attached his lips to joshs warm skin, kissing down and licking the cum up.

"love you." he said against his lips.

"i'm glad you do." josh replied, smiling and closing his eyes as they kissed.

they kissed and kissed, finally separating to breath. max got up off of him, and slipped the condom off.

"why do you cum so much what the hell." josh said, max laughing.

"that's a normal amount." he said.

"hmm. maybe it's just cause it's all together." he shrugged.

"i forget you're high." max laughed. "i'm gonna throw this away unless you wanna keep it and admire it."

"it's tempting, but i don't know where i would put it." josh sighed, staring off.

"you're fucked up." max laughed, josh giggling and pulling on his boxers.

"what are you talking about i'm sober." he shook his head. he climbed up to the front seat, after he put on the rest of his clothes.

max laughed, also getting back in the drivers seat. their movie sucked, so the left halfway through it and ya know, just kinda...hung out in his truck.

"where do you wanna go? i we could go to the river or something, and just hang out?" he suggested. josh frowned.

"no. no let's just go home." josh said. he didn't like the memories. well, he didn't want to remember the memories.

"okay." max nodded.

"you gonna stay the night?" josh asked.

"i can just go home. unless you want me to stay?" max said.

"no it's okay. you can go home." he smiled.

they arrived at joshs house, max pulling into the driveway.

"i love you." max said, leaning across the console and kissing him.

"love you too." josh blushed. "see you tomorrow?"

"probably." he nodded. "bye baby."

"bye." he said, climbing out. max watched as he headed inside.

"hey sweetheart, did ya have fun?" laura said, seeing her son walk in the door. "how was the movie?"

"yeah, it was uh, it was good." he nodded.

"well goodnight." she said, josh saying it back and heading up to his room.

josh sighed, throwing his phone and juul on the bed and sitting on it. he loved max. why did it feel so wrong when he said it, but also it felt so right.

"what the hell did you do to me tyler?" josh mumbled, grabbing the picture out of his nightstand. tyler didn't care, and doesn't care, yet josh still can't get over him.

he just missed tyler.

A/N: i miss tyler too but like the real life tyler

i miss my concert🥺