Carlisle looked to the girl  .
His face stern .
His hand reaching for mine .
He walked me over to Rosalie .

She sniffed and then winced.
"How can you stand to be near her she stinks "

I came before Carlisle fuming .

"That she has a name you know .
And I don't let anyone trample all over me "

She looked to me pure hatred in her eyes .

"Well what are you going to do about it mutt "
She stood right Infront of me .
With only an inch of space.

I felt my breathing getting heavier.
Carlisle's hand on my shoulder bringing me back .

That's when I knew what to do.

I revealed my long fangs  hissing .

She ran away when she saw my bad side .

That's when I ran into the woods.
Kicking trees ,ripping of there branches  .

That's when I felt a presence behind me .

I knew it .

Carlisle.
I turned around ,looked at him .
Hugged him crying into his shoulder.
He stroked my hair .
Kissed me on the cheek And sat next to me .
Listened to me vent thats when I knew I was truly in love.

Carlisle stood up bringing me with him.

He said he was going to ground Rosalie .

And slowly reintroduce us .
But I was terrified.

What if I did wolf out .
The trees would have been Rosalie .

That's when I felt the extreme urge to cut .

To punish my self .

I turned around and hugged Carlisle tightly .

"Please don't leave me I can't trust myself right now "

He turned back around held my hand and we went back inside .

My urges  only growing  stronger .

Each step ,made my heart ache.

I stopped and looked up to him.

A tear falling .
My mind screaming.

Carlisle pov

I fell onto my knees ,hands over my ears .

I looked her  in the eyes.

"Please make it stop"

I knelt down at her level and kissed the middle of her forehead .

I then stretched out my hand helping her up.

We then talked about her triggers and when she most felt like self harming .

When she got it all of her chest she let a smile burst out .

That's when I knew I truly loved her .

When we got back into the house .

Rosalie stood there slightly bracing herself .

"I am sorry for before .
It's been a while since I've fully trusted someone .
And with a new person in the house .
I've been overtly hostile."

She walked towards her slowly a small smile on her face .

"Don't sweat it.
All is forgiven .
We all have our off days "

She then slowly wrapped her  arms around her.

Her head on her shoulder .
I felt her sob into my shoulder .

But no tears came out .
That's when she knew .
We were more alike then I ever estimated .