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I still remember the
Days I prayed for the things
I wanted

Look at me now.
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Jaemin watched as Jeno as he leaned on the doorway. He watched Jenos small figure breathing, and sometimes letting out small noises. Jaemin smiled softly.

Jeno was moved to the comfort of Jaemins mansion and was sleeping in his bed. Jaemin still couldn't believe how beautiful Jeno was. The first time he saw him he thought he was a master piece that God himself took time on.

Jaemin slowly walked over to Jeno and crouched down as Jeno was sleeping on his side. Jaemin slowly ran his hands through Jenos soft hair and Jeno made a small noise at the touch. Jaemin looked at him admiring, and looking at all his features, taking him in. Jaemin then rubbed his soft pink cheek.

Jeno slowly opened his eyes, but barely, to the point where Jaemin could only see his eyelashes and some of his pupil.

"Jaemin?...." Jeno talked in a whisper since he barely had any energy to speak out.

Jaemin smiled as he took Jeno as a big baby.

"Hm?" Jaemin hummed.

"Where am I...?" Jeno asked slowly taking in his surroundings.

"Your at my place baby don't worry." Jaemin reassured him and Jeno could only nod.

"I still can't believe you can see.." Jeno said with a light laugh.

"Me neither..." Jaemin admitted.

They stared at eachother, eyes filled with past, old, and even new emotions. Love, guilt, anger, lust, desire, regret, and amazement.

Jeno then yawned.

"I'm hungry..." Jeno said embarrassed.

"I'll make you something, stay here-"

"No take me with you~" Jeno pouted holding his arms out.

"Jeno-"

"Please~~~" Jeno kept whining and Jaemin hated seeing him upset so he helped Jeno out of bed and carried him downstairs.

Jeno sat on the counter and Jaemin was searching in the fridge. Jeno swing his feet back and forth like a little kid, and Jaemins heart adored the sight.

As Jaemin started cooking Jeno somehow ended up back-hugging Jaemin. Of course he was sorta shaking, but's that's only because he was a little weak. Jaemin slowly turned off the burner and turned around to face Jeno. He hugged Jeno back and Jeno leaned on Jaemins broad shoulders.

Jaemin leaned down and left butterfly kisses on Jenos temple, down to his neck. Jeno smiled and closed his eyes as he enjoyed what feeling Jaemin was giving him.

Jaemin and Jeno then stared into each others eyes, and lust filled both of them.

"Jeno, I'm afraid if you look at me like that any longer I won't be able to control myself." Jaemin said with a growl faced behind his low voice.

Jeno leaned in, already trespassing the danger zone, and whispered in Jaemins ear.

"Then don't." Jeno said in a husky voice.

Jaemin was snap on as he then developed Jeno in a kiss that has been longed to share. They tasted eachother as Jaemin slipped his tongue in Jenos mouth. Jeno whimpered as he felt the sensation take over his whole body. Jaemin pulled him closer by his waist and lifted his shirt a little to gain access to his soft milky white skin. Jenos hands were all up in Jaemins hair and Jaemin loved the feeling as well.

Food long forgotten, They both pulled away from the kiss, and Jaemin pushed Jeno into the counter and lifted him by his legs. Jenos legs instantly wrapped themselves around Jaemins waist as Jaemin supported him by his bottom. Jaemin then walked to their bedroom slowly lying Jeno down as he kissed his exposed neck.

Jeno was feeling mixed emotions. Of course he wanted to do this- but he was weak- very weak. Jenos head was then filled with lust dirty desires as Jaemin took his shirt off. Jeno realized Jaemin was more built then last time, and his abs have been toned and look more defiant and hot. Jaemin then lifted Jenos shirt in need and Jeno took it off as he flung it somewhere.

Jeno went up to touch as his body reacted by himself and as he did Jaemin roughly attacked him as he kissed down his body and Jeno fell, his back hitting the soft mattress again. Jeno let out little moans as he felt Jaemins lips run down his body.

"Turn over." Jaemins husky voice commanded, and Jenos body instantly responded by flipping himself over and was now on all fours.

He felt Jaemin staring and his cheeks instantly became red.

"J-Jaemin- don't s-stare." Jeno stuttered out.

But before Jeno could talk again, he felt someone hovering over his back, and then he felt something wet slowly making its way down his back. Jeno shivered at the feeling, and arched his back. Jaemins tongue was on his back and Jeno felt his knees get weak. He felt Jaemins hands all over him and Jeno made soft noises at the sensation made by Jaemins touch. Then he felt kisses making their way up his back and Jaemin was hovering over him again, Jaemins hard member touching Jenos behind, and Jeno just felt like passing out at the feeling.

"God- your so beautiful." Jaemin stated, clearly sexually frustrated.

Jeno felt Jaemin once again start touching him and kissing sensitive places. Jeno got so caught up in the feeling and Jaemins touch, that he failed to notice Jaemins hand sneaking his way into Jenos boxers. Jeno then felt that sensitivity hit him like reality and he threw his head back and gave a moan as his body jerked back and he hit Jaemins' crotch. Jaemin gave a low moan as he cursed under his breath at the sudden contact. His head hit Jaemins broad shoulder and Jaemin started kissing Jenos exposed neck.

"A-ah Jae- I-I'm ah- sensitive-" Jeno panted out as he was trying to get used to this feeling. He felt himself grab at Jaemins wrist and look down at what was happening and cursed under his breath as he saw Jaemins hand in his boxers, heaving up and down on his member. Jaemin was leaving hickeys all over Jenos body and Jeno felt his skin get sore at all the sucking and biting.

Then he felt a knot in his stomach forming and he knew he was close.

"J-Jaemin- I'm- ah~- c-close!" Jeno said out loud throwing his head back once again as Jaemin started pumping faster. Not even a second later, Jeno came all over Jaemins hand and his boxers, giving a loud moan. He hung his head low as he panted, and then he felt Jaemins hand sneak his boxers off his body.

Jeno then felt Jaemins long slender fingers reach down his ass, and Jeno tensed whenever he felt them at his entrance.

"J-Jaemin-"

"Sh..relax." Jaemin said lowly in Jenos ear.

Jaemin slowly entered one finger and Jeno instantly gave a moan as he closed his eyes to the new feeling. Then he felt another one and he couldn't handle the pain of them scissoring him.

"I-it hurts!" Jeno yelped as he felt Jaemins breath over his neck. This time, Jaemin didn't say anything. He kept going. He started thrusting his fingers in and out and Jeno was a moaning mess. Jeno felt pain and pleasure but he wanted more. But then he felt Jaemins hands pull away. Jeno gave a small whine at the sudden emptiness, but then was flipped over and he was lying on his back again.

Jaemin threw his pants somewhere and took off his boxers. Jeno gulped as he took notice of how big Jaemin was. Jeno then felt himself tense.

Jaemin lifted Jenos legs over his head and put his member at Jenos entrance. Jeno was unsure of what to feel, of what to do. He stared right into Jaemins eyes and then all at once he felt a sharp pain at his bottom, then he realized he was being stretched open.

Jeno threw his head back in pain as he closed his eyes and he gave a moaned scream. Jaemin was whispering in his ear but Jeno couldn't hear and he felt Jaemin kissing his neck. The pain was still going and Jeno wanted it to stop.

"Jaemin! It hurts Jaemin!" Jeno yelled out.

"A little more Jeno." He heard Jaemin say in his ear. 

Then Jaemin was fully in and Jeno felt full, his whole bottom felt on fire. He panted as he collected himself and Jaemin looked up into his eyes. Tears were on the verge of falling out of Jenos eyes and Jaemin wiped them away.

"God- you feel so good." Jaemin teased as he panted out, and stared down at Jeno lustfully.

"M-move- please." Jeno breathed out.

Jaemin smirked and put his forearm behind Jenos neck as he moved himself out slowly, only to slam himself back in and Jeno felt automatic pain and threw his head back in a scream. Jaemin then thrusted in and out of Jeno, and Jeno was all caught up in the moment.
"J-Jae- ah! slow d-down!"

Jaemin kept thrusting and Jeno kept moaning and screaming in pain and pleasure. Jaemin never slowed down, not once, and Jeno thought his lungs would never get air. He felt Jaemin lean down again and kiss him. Then Jeno felt his breath by his ear, and he heard Jaemin repeating "mine....mine....mine.." In low whispers and voices. Jeno barely heard as he was muffled by his own screams. He felt himself getting lightheaded and he felt he was on the clouds. He started seeing stars, and his screams became moans, as his voice already hurt and he felt that same knot in his stomach.

Jaemin must've noticed he was close because he started giving another hand-job on Jenos member. Jenos sanity was on the edge and he was loosing himself as he felt all of his desires and lustful needs being met at the very moment.

"I'm c-coming!" Jeno whimpered out as Jaemin kept thrusting, harder and harder.

"Come together." Jaemin growled out.

Jeno arched his back and then he came, and so did Jaemin. And with one last harsh thrust, Jaemin collapsed on top of Jeno. They were panting, furiously. Jeno felt the air fill his lungs again and he felt Jaemin pull out.

"You did so well baby." He heard Jaemin whisper, and then Jeno felt his sleepiness take over, as they shared one more last deep kiss.

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