I'm moving // Love turns Hate
A year passed by like that, me and Got7 grow so close together, how about me and JB? Inseparable. We do everything together, talk and call each other everyday, I guess you can call us an unofficial couple.
Everyone at school knows about my friendship with JB and there has been plenty of rumors of us dating. We deny it a few times and then stop saying anything and now everyone sees us as a couple of bestfriends.
Today my parents are home, surprisingly. I'm about to head out to my bike and my parents stop me.
"Felia we need to talk."
"Yeah?"
I walk back in and sit down on the couch.
"We're going to move back to the US in a month, our company has some problems there and it's probably gonna take a long time to fix it."
My heart drops as soon as I heard it.
"Can't I just stay here? I'm fine alone. You guys are never home anyway."
"No you're coming with us!" My dad raises his voice.
"You will meet your future husband there too." My dad adds and looks away.
"Dad!" I yell.
"You can't do anything to this Felia! He's the son of our company's biggest stock holder!"
I feel my whole body stops working.
"I don't know when we will be back in Korea but it probably gonna takes years at least." My mom adds.
While biking, I could feel my tears rolling down on my cheeks. How am I gonna leave Korea? My bestfriends are here and it's where my happiest memories were created. And JB, how can I explain this to him?
The whole day at school, I couldn't focus. My whole body feels as if it lost its senses.
"Did something happen again?" Chunhee asks sitting down next to me.
"A-ani." I say trying to smile.
"What's wrong?" Hwayoung joins us.
"It's just that I'm tired."
"I know you're not tired, c'mon tell us what's wrong?" They know me too well.
"It's nothing!" I get mad since i'm already in a bad mood.
"Geurae, if you don't want to tell us, fine, we're here if you want to talk." Chunhee and Hwayoung leave me and go back to their seat.
I feel my headache starts building up.
My teacher comes in and everyone greets him as usual.
"Class, today we have a new student."
Everyone begins to whisper.
"Again?"
"Is it a guy or a girl?"
"Who is it?"
"Please come in Eun Ha."
She walks in, a really pretty girl, all of the girls in my class i could tell want to be friends with her.
"Annyeonghaseyo, I'm Eun Ha. nice too meet you."
The boys, of course, respond the loudest.
"ANNYEONG, woah, you're cute."
She sits at the row right next to JB. I'm actually worried that he might get interested in her and forgets about me.
<JB's POV>
There's a new girl in my class, hm she's sure is pretty. A girl who really knows how to dress and make herself look nice. She sits at the row right next to me.
"Annyeong, I'm JB." I say
"Annyeong JB-ah." She replies
"If you need any help just feel free to ask me okay?"
"Ne, gamsahabnida." She smiles.
I actually start talking to her first just because I want to see if Felia gets jealous about it. And like I expected, she looks uncomfortable.
"Yah Felia, you're jealous?" I whisper to her ears.
"I have no time to joke with you JB." She answers coldly.
"Wae?"
"Don't talk to me at all."
I could tell she's jealous. Ahhhh this girl is cute.
"Fine." I smirks
She gives me a glance and rest her head on the table. But sth is strange about her today, the feeling is weird.
Classes pass by and Felia seems to be off. As soon as the bell rings, she walks out of the class right away, unlike usual, when we would be the last ones to leave.
"Yah!" I chase after her.
"What's wrong?"
"Ani, nothing." she smiles but I could tell it's fake.
"Yah, are you jealous? I was just joking around." I explain about what happened in the morning.
"Ani it's really nothing. it's okay."
"C'mon, tell me why are you acting like this."
"Don't worry, I'll tell you if something's wrong." Then she walks away.
<Felia's POV>
He was right that I was jealous, but it's only a part. Most of it is because of my moving, how am I supposed to tell him? It overwhelms me.
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Sitting at home alone, my parents have already left again. I think to myself I would have to tell them anyway, wouldn't it be better if we all know it now and try to spend our last month together preciously? So I call them over, of course without JB. I want to tell him personally.
At about7 Got7, Chunhee and Hwayoung gathered at my house. I ordered Chinese food for them.
"What's with this all of a sudden Felia?" Mark asks looking really confused.
"Are you going to announce that you and JB are officially dating?" BamBam jokes.
We eat and talk for a while, I'm unsually quiet than normal. I guess it's time to announce.
"Guys... I have something I want to say." I say.
"Mwo?" They're all still chunking on their food with mouth full.
"Are you and JB dating?" BamBam jokes again.
"Aishhh, this boy let her speaks!" Jinyoung hits BamBam's head.
"Go on Felia, I got your back." Jinyoung adds while giving BamBam a death glare.
I go silent for a moment then say it.
"I'm going to move back to the US ext month. Probably for a long time." I announce.
All of them stop smiling and joking around, they all look shocked.
"... Why all of a sudden??" Youngjae asks.
"My parents corporation is having issues right now, they have to fix it."
They all go silent.
"And I will meet my future husband there. Pfttt, isnt that just great?" I pretend smiling though my heart aches saying that.
They all look at me and feel sad. Chun Hee and Hwayoung tears up and hug me. Got7 just cover us with their arms. How can i possibly forget our group hugs like this?
"Let's make our last month meaningful!" Jinyoung says though I could see the sadness in him.
"Um, he's right. Being sad won't help, let's spend as much time together as possible." Jackson smiles forcily.
"Nuna ah!" BamBam's eyes are twinkling from the tears he tries to hold in, he's seriously so cute.
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After they all go back, I was about to come in then a voice stops me.
"Felia!"
It's JB. But why is he here?
"I heard everything." He says.
I stand there freezing.
"Was it a prank? That's why you didn't tell me to come so you could prank them and tell me later?"
I still dont say anything.
"Yah ah! Tell me, ppali! I want to join to uh?"
"C'mon, we're bestfriends tell me!"
I try to hold back my tears.
"... It... Wasn't a prank JB-ah." I say quietly.
"Haha, are you going to prank me too? Yah, your acting is good huh." He sounds off.
"JB-"
"Please say it's a prank, Felia."
"JB-"
"It's a prank isn't it?"
"IT WASN'T A PRANK OKAY JB!"
I look at him with eyes filled with tears.
"What you heard was right... Mian."
<JB's POV>
Is she really is leaving? Leaving Korea? Leaving me? Why is this happening? Am i dreaming? Is the girl that I love the most is leaving me?
"M... Mwo?" I can't get myself together.
"Mian, jeongmal mian." She says.
"We can still contact over the phones, facetime..." She smiles, fake.
"But being together is a different thing. You know I'm not that type. And future husband?"
"JB-"
"Didn't you promise you would stay here and go see my debut performance ?"
"JB-"
"Didn't you promise we would be bestfriends and never leave each other side?"
She goes silent, more tears are coming.
"Didn't you promise you would be here right next to me to support me? Didn't you?... DIDN'T YOU?"
"MIANAE!" She bursts out crying.
"Do you think I'd want to move? Ani, not even a little! But it's not my choice to choose! Mian JB, but I'm moving, and I can't do anything about it!" She gets angry.
I feel as though my soul left my body. The one that I loves will marry another man and not me? My heart, it aches. I hate her, what's this feeling? I hate her. Though leaving Korea is not her fault I still hate her, hate her for leaving me alone, hate her for making me feel so happy around her then just leave, hate her for making me fall in love with her, hate her for the memories we've created which she's just destroyed,.... I hate her. The hateness is boiling in me.
Yea, call me a selfish person, yea I am. The person who makes me a better person today just said she will leave me, she has just turned me back to who I am, worst.
"But we're just bestfriends! We can still call!" She tries to explain.
<Felia's POV>
"It wouldn't be the same." JB says.
"JB there are distance friendships all over the world we're not the only one!"
I say.
JB suddenly walks towards me. He holds my face, looks straight into my eyes which are filled with tears then kisses me passionly. My first kiss. I'm shocked at what's happening.
He stops and whispers to my ears.
"Saranghaeseo, I did. I really did."
He backs away leaving me standing there.
'Saranghaeseo?' I thought to myself 'I loved you?' This means he likes me too? But this just makes my situation worse because of my arranged marriage.
"But now." He adds, I look at him.
"I have no feelings towards you but hate."
My heart cramps up.
"Mian Felia, I don't think our friendship would work." He pulls the necklace from his neck and throw it into the bush.
"Jb-"
"Thanks for all of the memories, we're strangers now. Goodbye." He walks away.
"Jb-" I try to call him but then realize he's already too far away.
I break down crying, why do things keep happening to me?
I try to find the necklace from the bush, holding it on my hand, i treassure it more than anything because it's something that represents our friendship.
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This is when stuff gets more exciting trust me :3
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