Jasleena

Once home I went straight into my room. Grabbed some clothes and went to shower. Something was wrong and I couldn't quite figure it out. I felt a weight on me that wasn't there before. The night was not what I expected and my emotions were just all over the place. Where were they? I needed them, I was scared, and they weren't around. That guy could have hurt me and they would have never known. If it weren't for that Luke guy, I would have planted my face to the ground.

As I was drying my hair with the towel, Jacob walked in. I wanted to question him, ask him where he was, why he had been acting so weird towards me, and so distant. Why was he hanging with Paola while I wasn't around? Why did he go to the movies with her? I wanted to even accuse him; but accuse him of what exactly? Because I didn't know if he did anything. I didn't know if maybe they both missed me and hung out together. Ugh I was so lost. I wanted to yell, cry and even scream. But I didn't. I simply continued drying my hair and then brushed it out. There was no need for a scene.

"Leena.." His voice was low. I didn't respond, I continued brushing my hair and once I was done I went to lay down. "Leena... I'm talking to you." I had turned towards him, "What Jacob? What do you want from me?" I was rude and at that moment I did not care. "I'm sorry I wasn't there..." I turned back around and laid down. I didn't respond. I heard him sigh, "I'll sleep in the living room then." I heard him leave, but I didn't care to go after him. With a tear running down my face I shut him and the world out.