Jasleena

We all said our goodbyes, many hugs and they were all gone. Just Luka and I now. I loved them all but finally it was quiet and I would be able to hang with Luka a bit, before bed. "Love?" He called. "Yes?" I looked in the direction I heard him calling from. "Would you want to watch a movie?" I smiled and nodded. "I'm going to shower first." He nodded, "Okay I just got out of one. I'll find a movie for us." I nodded and headed to my bedroom. After the shower I met him back in the living room. He had snacks on the coffee table and a movie picked out. Just waiting for me to join him.

"Hey." I smiled, "Hey. Come join me." He opened his arms wide so I would go cuddle him. I did. "Hey Luka?" He hummed a response. "I know we never spoke about this but I think we should." He looked at me. "What would we do about living stances once Lila comes? I don't want you to feel forced into anything. But I need to know what our plans are." He chuckled. But like why? "This has been a question roaming my mind for a couple days now." Has it really? He was thinking about the same thing? He was thinking about our future together. He must have noticed how shocked I was. "I'm so serious too. I want so much more with us but I know everything has been so fast. I didn't want to bring it up and make you feel forced to want more or to answer quickly. I want everything to be agreed on." He smiled at me and I smiled back. "I would love for you to stick around everyday. But who would want to stay in this tiny apartment when you live in a huge house..." I looked down not wanting to see his facial expression. "Lily, I want to be wherever you and our daughter are. I want to see you everyday and see the changes everyday." I felt myself ready to burst into tears. The hormones were off the charts. "If your apartment is what you're worried about we can always find something else Lily. I want you to be comfortable and Lila to have her room and space. And also be able to have an extra room. So when we have your family coming to visit they can stay there. I love you Lily and I'll always love you. Here, in a new place, it doesn't matter where." I was crying by the end of his mini speech. He held me. "We talk about it all tomorrow. Rest." He kissed my head and he started the movie. I looked up at him. "Happy birthday my love. I truly hope you enjoyed." I cuddled up on him and watched the movie. Until I eventually fell asleep in his arms.