Jasleena

It's been a few days and everythings been going great. Today is Friday which means that Jacob comes tonight. I was excited it's only been two weeks since I've seen him but I really did miss him. Our relationship wasn't like everyone else's. He didn't pressure me to do things I wasn't comfortable doing. At 20 years old I was still a virgin, I just wasn't there yet. But Jacob has always respected that. We have done a few sexual things but it never went past just that. I finally started to feel like I could give myself to him. Being out of my parents house, done with school, and simply in a different place. I was more confident with myself, a lot more comfortable. So soon, definitely soon I'll give myself completely to him.

I'm cooking dinner making some Spanish rice with baked chicken. Jacob loves when I cook Spanish rice. I got a text from Jacob, "Hey butterfly I'm almost there." I smile, "Ok, see you in a bit." I wash up quickly and throw on a cute simple dress, I want to look good as I finally get to see him. I left my hair out, which reaches just above my lower back. As I'm finishing I hear a knock at the door. I practically ran to the door, almost tripping. I opened the door and there he was, my Jacob. I jumped on him and he caught me. What I didn't expect was for Paola to be here as well. Don't get me wrong I was happy, but I just thought it would've been just us two. "Oh hey Paola!" I tried to sound as happy as I could but in all honesty I was just a little too shocked. I really thought I'd have him to myself. I thought that maybe just maybe this weekend would have been the one. The one where I gave him my all. But I guess not. "Come inside guys. Let me show you around." They both come in with a bookbag each. I show them around my small apartment and show Paola to the guest room. I walk in my room with Jacob, "This is really nice for you babe." I smile, "Thank you. But can I ask you why Paola is here. I don't mean it as if I didn't want to see her. But I just thought it would've been just us you know." For a second he just stared at me with no facial expression at all to determine how he felt. Suddenly he shook his head, "Oh, well I just thought it'd be nice to be all together like we usually are." I slightly nod, "Ok, well you can put your stuff in here. Thankfully, I cooked a good amount too. We can maybe watch a movie tonight." He simply nodded and put his bag down. I simply just went into the kitchen. Paola walked in, "Hey, this is really nice for you. I've missed you chika. I hope you aren't upset that I tagged along." I gave her a small smile, "It threw me off a bit but it's ok." She lightly giggled and sat on a bean bag.

We all had dinner and chose a movie to watch. I sat on Jacobs lap on one bean bag while Paola sat in the other. After the movie we went into the rooms. "Are you really that bothered by her coming?" The question threw me off. "It isn't about her coming, Jacob. I just thought we'd be alone, is that a bad thing? It's been two weeks since I've moved and I thought that the first time I'd see you, we'd be alone. Sorry if that seems like such a crime." I was so upset I went to walk away. He gripped my hand, "Leena, I'm sorry." I looked at him but didn't say a word. "I get where you're coming from, I am sorry." I shook my head, "No Jacob. You don't. I had the weekend planned. I wanted to do something different and I can't now. It would be so awkward. But, it is what it is. I'm going to shower so I can go to bed." I walked away not giving him a chance to even speak. After my shower, I simply laid down and went to bed. Jacob was somewhere in the house and at that moment I didn't care. I went to bed, sometime later I felt the bed dip and a kiss to my head.