After reaching home I was earlier very annoyed from my sister as she didn't tell me about David but I was not able to control myself and I told what happened today to her, to my secret keeper. She was very excited to know what will happen next and she loved the part that she was going to become a part of our love story. At that point, I was blushing very much. Today was a very hectic day and my sister was very tired and thus she slept very earlier. But I was not able to sleep. It was not like that I wasn't tired but his thoughts kept me awake.

I was again and again thinking about the quality time that we had spent today. His closeness with me clearly was an evident that he was having some feelings for me. I was confused. May be he just treated my as his good friend and nothing more. I could even not ask him what if he felt for me. Or may be he was actually having some feelings for me. Nobody could take me out of this labyrinth except him. Even my love expert was not having a answer for this.

I was blind in his love. It was just few months since I met him and he had become my life. On the week days, I missed him terribly.

Whatever I am feeling, is it right? Am I trusting him very much? Is getting so close to him wrong? Is loving him unconditionally wrong? Am I thinking about him too much? Thousands of questions had flooded my mind at that time.

Most people use their brains for thinking purpose in day time. But with me, it was completely different. My thought process began at night time. Whenever I felt like sleeping, thoughts started wandering in my mind due to which I was not able to sleep and my whole night was spent thinking.

I had made certain rules and had set certain limits for me. It was not like my parents instructed me so, but these were my self made rules or ethics is what everyone says. For me getting such close to a guy was against my ethics which was worrying me a lot and was the main reason of all the questions that was coming in my mind. According to me, nobody is worth our trust except our parents and in my case,  my sister too. I never trusted anyone except these three  in my life. But today I was having trust, rather my heart had generated trust for him,  which my mind disapproved of....

My mind was again and again saying me that he was not worth my trust and love. Trusting a stranger can be very difficult because when that trust is broken, everything gets shattered. For me the person who break ones trust can't be trusted again. I hate liars and trust breakers. If you hit me, and apologize, I will definitely except it but if you break my trust, thousand sorry will be less to recover it because that one lie is enough to hurt me. Words work more than swords. I never forget people who break my trust. It had happened with me once and from that time, I stopped trusting people. I am afraid that what will I do if he breaks my trust. I will never be able to love again. My faith on trust and love will be completely vanished. This fear of loosing him was preventing me from trusting him.

My thoughts were interrupted by a beep on my phone. I checked it and found that it was Alex, who had messaged me. Seeing his message made me forget about whatever I was thinking a minute ago.

He had just simply sent a Hi!I also replied with a "Hi. "

"So you are still up? "texted he.

"Ya. Even you too."

"Actually I wanted to apologize..."

"For what? "

"For my behavior. I was crying in front of you! "

"So? Crying is a normal emotion. You can laugh in front of me then why not crying?  Crying is just a normal thing. I didn't feel bad. No need of apologizing Alex. Chill. "

"I actually thought that girls don't like boys crying.....  "

"I am not like the girls who feel like crying suites females and men should not cry. For me, crying is an evidence of being strong. Coz it takes guts and courage to cry in front of someone else...."

"Your thoughts are as beautiful as you. "

I was not having any come back to his reply and I responded with the emojis. "🙈🙈🙈" He was very cheesy!

"Good night," I texted.

"I am not feeling like sleeping. Can you talk to me for some more time if you are not feeling sleepy? "

Even if I was feeling sleepy, I would have talked to him.

"Okay. But what shall we talk about? "

"Instead of meeting tomorrow at your place as we decided today, can we go out? Actually even now I am also feeling bored of dancing. Our dance is also prepared and practicing for Monday and Tuesday will be enough ."

Seeing this message made me elated. "Okay. But where? "

"You tell? I am comfortable. For shopping, for a movie, anything you like. "

"That's okay. But I don't want to go for any movie or shopping. I prefer doing adventurous things more than shopping or anything else. So what about going to the new Adventure Park that has just opened. I want to try the new roller coaster ride there but somehow I didn't get time to go there. "

"That will be perfect. Even I wanted to go there. "

"Then you could have asked me about going there.."

"As most of the girls don't like going to such places thus I thought that you will also deny. "

"I told you that I am not like other girls. "

"How can I forget. This attitude of yours can make anyone fall for you.."

His message surprised me. He was again being cheesy but I liked it.

"But I don't easily fall for someone." I also gave a smart reply to what he texted.

He sent a emoji of a smirk.

"So tomorrow at 1 we will meet there," I texted.

"Shall I pick you up from your house at 12:30 then? "

"Okay, I have no problem. So meet you tomorrow at my place. "

And then I sent him my address .

"Bye"

"Bbye. "

With this, our chat ended. I am super excited for tomorrow.