Chapter Ten.

"Nobody notices your tears, nobody notices your sadness, nobody notices our pain, but they all notice your mistakes."

Warning: possible use of profanity

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Taehyung's P.O.V

I stood up from the table and exclaimed; "I'm gonna get in the shower."

Jungkook looked up at me and sighed, "Alright, I'll come with you- SHIT, I MEAN, NEVERMIND. HAVE A GOOD SHOWER ALL ALONE, NOT WITH ME. BYE, GOTTA BLAST."

Oh, god. At first, I wanted to jump out the nearest window when he accidentally said that, but now? I just want him to suffer for his mistake.

I smirked and (mentally) laughed evilly, "Hey, I mean, If you wanna-"

"KIM TAEHYUNG."

My smirk faltered and I furrowed my brows, "How do you know my last name- how do you even know my first name?!?"

"I- okay, so, I may or may not have asked the lady downstairs about you. But I mainly did it so I knew if my roommate was a murderer- don't ask."

His eyes clouded with emotions quickly. Jungkook shook his head slightly, as is he was fighting off all the demons of his past with a single movement.

I, unlike the idiot over there, know not to go too far into that. So me, being the good person I am, changed the topic.

"Uh, okay. Well, I'm just gonna go, then," I say as I turn around on my heels and walked into my room, grab the things I need and make my way down to the bathroom.

I go into the bathroom and drop onto my knees and glare at the toilet once again.

I can't. I can't do it. Not without my pills.

I get up and put my hand on the doorknob when I pause.

No, if I get out to get my pills, Jungkook would definitely figure out what I'm trying to do, then he'll leave me just like everyone else did.

Might as well just get in the shower.

I get up and turn on the water, putting my hand other it to test the warmth. Once the water was to my liking, I shed my clothing and stepped in the shower.

As soon as the water hit my skin, thoughts rushed through my head.

The water seemed to have been the last drop necessary to push me over the edge and break all my thoughts loose.

What is wrong with me? Why am I so sensitive? Everything I seem to do makes me even more of a failure. A worthless son to my parents who held so many expectations for me in their eyes. They said they were proud of me, they smiled at me, but this time it was different, their face smiled, but their eyes didn't. Their tone betraying how much they despised me, I mean, who could blame them? My friend's that I threw away. The friends I threw away because they wanted to help me. But I couldn't except that, they were trying to dope me up with anti-depression pills. The bitter pill had slid down my throat, choking out all emotions, choking out all light that wanted to touch me. But, hey, they stopped me from feeling, but they stopped me from feeling at all. Oh, how I miss them. I was too stupid to let the pills consume me and pretend to feel, then I would have been able to keep them. Keep everyone dear, I lost that. The love that once resided in my once warm heart, now dull. The bright light of the sun now replaced with fear and hurt. I'm scared to wake up in the morning and see the sun that I kicked out watching me through the window. The curtains cracked open letting the warmth settle across everywhere but me. I feel like nothing. Nothing at all. I'm too sensitive, too weak, too fragile, too broken, but not enough. I'm all and nothing. I live this nightmare, just so I can feel nothing.

They say Hell is your last day, when you see what you could've been. But I'm too afraid to see that, so I keep on going.

Suddenly I hear a knock on the door, and I freak out.

Crap! Jin is here! NO. Did he forget something? NOBODY ELSE KNOCKS.

I quickly turn the water off, wrap the towel around my waist and dash out of the bathroom with soap still in my hair.

"OH, MY GOD. MY GOD. JUNGKOOK. KOOK. KOOKIE. HOLY-"

"WHAT? TAEHYUNG-?"

"DON'T GET THE DOOR. I SWEAR, I'LL CUT YOUR DI-"

SMOOCH!

So, you are probably wondering why it said 'smooch' right? Let me rewind but without the conversation.

I ran out of the bathroom, into the hallway, took a wide turn into the living room, only to run straight into Jungkook.

Lips. Colliding.

We were running too fast to be able to properly stop in time. The choice was either, A: we both fall, my towel falling, taking my dignity with it. Or, B: Jungkook continue to keep our lips together and snaking a hand around my waist for balance, and a hand on my ass to keep the towel from falling.

Of course, Jungkook had to go with option B.

We both had slightly spun from the impact, causing the bystander at the door to be able to witness this PG-13 scene.

"JEON JUNGKOOK," someone screamed... but it wasn't me.

Cheek's tinted a crimson pink, I quickly pull away and turn my head only to be met with a woman in her mid fifty's.

She was absolutely beautiful, perfect is what one would say. Not one hair out of place, not one blemish anywhere to be found. But anger and disgust engraved on her delicate features, causing both of the complete opposites to stand out.

Then, I notice Jungkook's arm still wrapped around me, and his hand still on my arse.

"Uh, you can let go now."

"No. I really can't," I throw him a questioning look.

"Uh, and why not," I said outraged at this hooligan for touching my royal king's, jesters.

"Just trust me-"

"STOP, DON'T TOUCH ME THERE, THAT IS MY NO-NO SQUARE."

"Taehyung- I swear. If I let go, everyone will be flashed."

"You mean, everyone will see my royal king?" My eyes widen.

"What?"

"WHAT THE FRUCK DO YOU THINK WOULD BE SEEN IF I DROPPED MY TOWEL? TAKE A WILD FISHING GUESS, BUDDY," now it's his turn for his eyes to widen.

"Oh..."

"Yeah, oh."

I grab hold of my towel and step away from Jungkook, causing his hand to explore more than needed.

"WHAT THE BUNK, MAN," I yelled, but he just smirked.

"Excuse me, but can you please go put some clothes on. Jungkook, come speak with me in the kitchen. Now," she said sternly.

I rushed to my room, only to remember that I still have soap in my hair. I run back out, only to almost drop my towel. Again. Which made me receive a smirk and a disgusted look.

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Jungkook's POV

I smirk at Taehyung.

Dang. That would've been hot if he dropped his towel, you didn't hear this from me, though.

My attention turned to my mother as the sound of the chair screeching against the floor, makes way to my ears.

"So, what are you doing here?" I asked.

"I came with your furniture, oh! And some helpers to carry them in."

"Oh okay. Now, uh... What did you want to talk about," I narrow my eyes at her as I sit across from her.

"You're not allowed to date boy's Jungkook. You're most definitely not allowed to be gay," she said sternly.

"I'm not gay, though," I sighed.

"I don't care what the hell you are, you are only allowed to date girls!" She exclaimed.

"You can't tell me who to be! I am an adult! You want me to be straight!? Fine! I'm as straight as a circle!" I exclaimed as I got up quickly, making the chair fall onto the ground. I walked up to the door and opened it when I hear her threatening voice.

"Your wedding is on December eighteenth."

I was about to freak out and argue but then I think about it. I have no one to fight for, not even myself.

"Who?" I sighed.

"E-"

"Eva!?"

"No, Choi Euna."

Little did we know, that Taehyung heard the conversation.

I sighed and walked out, only to run into Taehyung once again, us going back into the position we were in before.

He pulled away, holding his towel.

"You just have a thing for my King's jesters, don't you?"

"Your what?"

"My ass, Jungkook."

"Oh, well then I don't know. I just might have to feel it some more to know," I said with a smirk, Taehyung's cheek's a dark hue of crimson.

"Sir, I have to ask you to leave," he said while pointing at the door.

"But I want to feel your 'King's Jesters' more though," pouting, I lean in to grab his butt once again.

"STRANGER DANGER," he screamed while running into his bedroom but sticking his head out, "Oh! And, get used to me going around naked. I like to walk around in my boxers, socks, and a button-up shirt," he said while closing the door.

"Weirdo."

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A/N-

*Savvy here*

She came back to meeeeeeee!

*Piper here*

I have returned. Missed me?

*Savvy here*

No. Except for the readers who hated the last chapter :)

*Piper*

well......................