I hated when she called 10 times
When I was just an hour late,
I hated when I had a limited time
To be outside that gate.

I hated when I was frequently
Questioned about my day,
I hated when she investigated
On what I was doing on my way.

I hated when she forced me
To sleep early at nights,
I hated when she kept asking
What I ate and how many bites.

I hated when I had to get permission
For doing the smallest things,
I hated her lecture about
What my simplest actions can bring

But now I don't get questioned
I don't have to answer at all,
I don't need anyone's permission
There is noone I can call.

Nobody cares when I slept
Nobody cares if I ate,
No one waits for me at home now
About my day noone investigates.

I feel ashamed to say I miss it
I feel diagusting that I hated it then,
The life I left in another city
I ranked it 1 while it was 10.