Shakayla's POV

"Mahalia.........kiss me." Mahalia passionately takes my face in her hands and kisses me with all her might, kissing me like I've never been kissed before.

I kiss her back with everything in me. "I want you." She says. "I want you, too." We go back to frantically kissing each other.

My body goes back as hers goes forward. She swipes everything off the desk and lifts me onto it.......

I sit up in my bed, my eyes quickly opening as I pant. I-..........I........

I'm having dreams about Mahalia now? I-I can't even process........

What do I do?! It's like no matter what I do, I can't escape! I went from freezing up when a woman tries to kiss me to wanting to do it!

Women....... They- They smell too good! They're too sensual! They do everything I like! They know what I need! They're good at sex! They're understanding!

Fuck!

Does..........Does this mean.........? Oh my God, it does, doesn't it? I'm bisexual, aren't I?

Fuck.

But more importantly, I like Mahalia, don't I?

Super fuck.

I have to do it. I have to break up with Keith. My.........My heart desires something more. Something else.

I try to go back to sleep, slowly coming to terms with my newfound discovery.

.....

"Keith..........I have something I need to tell you." "What is it?"

I feel this pain in my chest. My chest actually feels tight. Tears well up in my eyes as I choke on my words. "I......I- I-I'm breaking up with you. I'm so fucking sorry!" I immediately say, not wanting to do this to him.

"Oh my God. What the fuck, Shakayla?!" The tears are flowing down my face and my body is trembling. "Keith......I never thought I'd do this. I'm so fucking sorry. I've- I've discovered that I'm bisexual, and I want a woman."

Tears flow down his cheeks. "Are you really gonna end it with me? Are you really gonna throw away two years of our lives?! I let you meet my parents, Shakayla! I've never introduced a girl to my parents before! We talked about so much...... We took each other's virginities. How could you do this to me? Why now? Why be with me? Who even are you, Shakayla? I thought I knew you. It's like I don't even know who you are anymore."

"I-I'm sorry." I quickly rush out of his house, running home, my heart beating fast as the anxiety takes over.

.....

"Kay, what's wrong?" Raeya says, consoling me. I called her over. It's all too much. "I just broke up with Keith." I say through my tears.

"Y-You did?," She says in shock, her eyes bulging out of her head. "What made that happen?"

"Raeya, I'm bisexual," I just come out with it, ripping off the band-aid. I sigh. "You were right. You were both right, Keith's mom was right. Everyone was right.......except......me. And now, there's something I've been wanting to do ever since that day you almost kissed me."

I quickly pull her to me, kissing her passionately, taking her by surprise. Her eyes go big before they close, her melting into the kiss.