my skies
turned gray
as my world
crumbled;
my cries
were deafening
but so was my silence;
my hands,
they're bleeding
from every wounds
they caused me;
my mind
is tormented
from every words
they said,
when they left me
or when they
rejected me;
my smiles
faded
turned into
snickers
and then solemn
numbness;
my hope
not lasting
anymore
as i cannot
wish to go on
any further.