~PHILS POV~

i cannot believe Dan heard all that! THIS CANT BE HAPPENING!

"oh Dan i thought you were getting pizza..."

"Phil come here" Dan said with outstretched arms.

"w-what?"

"get over here Phil"

"Dan i-"

"PHIL GET THE FUCK OVER HERE!"

I started balling my eyes out ran towards Dan. i couldn't help it all of my emotions just exploded out of me

Our bodies collided in a passionate hug.

"I-I had no idea you felt this way Phil.." Dan said crying into the top of Phil's head.

"D-Dan I'm sorry... I'm really truly sorry" my eyes bursted into tears.

"Phil you have absolutely nothing to be sorry for, i should be the one apologizing."

"NO! Dan, don't you understand? I'm sorry for not listening to my heart, and my heart was telling me that i was falling deeply in love with you, everything about you is perfect Dan! your eyes your lips your voice your-"

my rambling was cut off by Dan cupping his hands on my face and pressing his lips against mine, stopping all my negative thoughts. i loved the way his soft lips felt on mine.

he picked me up bridal style and carried me to the couch, where he laid me down and removed my shirt.

He then kissed various spots around my neck, working his way down my chest to my stomach. until he reached the waistband of  my boxers, i knew what he was getting at... i knew what he wanted... but... ugh... I'm only 19 and hes 18...

right before he started unbutton my jeans i heard a muffled cry coming from the kitchen.

Caspar.

Shit i forgot he was still here.

i released myself from Dan and walked back into the kitchen, where i saw Caspar Lee curled up into a ball sobbing into his knees.

I sat down next to him, the guilt building up inside of me, i shouldn't have yelled at him...

"C-Caspar? are you okay"

Caspar lifted his head up, his eyes all red and puffy.

"N-No! I'm not okay, i want you Phil... i want you to be with me not him!"

Dan stormed into the kitchen, he did not look happy.

"FUCK OFF CASPAR, PHIL IS MINE NOW!

Caspar put his head right back into his knees, and sobbed loudly.

i looked up at Dan.

"Dan why don't you go to the store and get us some milk, we are out"

"NO! NOT UNTIL HE LEAVES!"

"Caspar stay here, Dan can i talk to you in private please?"

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DANS POV:

He was over sitting next to Caspar, his upper body still topless. maybe he was going to tell Caspar to leave... so i can finally ask him to... you know...😏

i was just laying on the couch waiting for Phil to come back when i heard Caspar say something i did NOT want to hear. "i want you Phil".

suddenly i felt all the anger in my body physically push me off the couch and into the kitchen, where i was so mad i screamed at the top of my lungs. "FUCK OFF"

i was so angry at him, he obviously knows that Phil is mine!... wait is he?... are we?... oh no... what if Phil doesn't want to...oh no!

Phil then calmly asked me to talk privately with him...i then screamed NO NOT UNTIL HE LEAVES!

He then looked at me with those breath taking, blue eyes and i gave in... we walked into our gaming room and i slammed the door behind us before violently taking him into my arms and tackling him onto the floor, where i began sucking his neck.

He tried to push me off but at the same time he was giving off soft moans.

i needed to mark my territory on Phil, Caspar was not stealing my mate!

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PHILS POV:

As soon as we got to the gaming room, Dan slammed the door shut behind us but before i could get any words out i felt 2 strong arms wrap around my torso and pushing me down to the floor.

"What the hell Dan?!?"

he didn't answer me, instead he began to violently suck my neck hard. it felt so good...but we came in here to talk not to get aroused...

i let out a giant moan... fuck he found the sweet spot on my neck!

i couldnt move...Dan was laying on top of me...and his hands were around my waist, grinding his soft skin into mine. i really couldn't take this any longer.

"D-DAN STOP! STOP IT RIGHT NOW!" I yelled

i then felt those 2 soft lips gently detach from my neck and his soft skin slowly move away from mine. i felt cold... but then again it could wait...

i got enough confidence to speak up.

"Dan, you need to go get out of the house so i can talk to Caspar! i don't want you to interfere like you did earlier!

Dan suddenly burst into tears and wrapped his arms around me in a tight hug.

"Phil, i don't want to loose you. i don't want something to happen while i'm gone, i need to be here to protect you. i couldn't live with myself if you left me, or if something happened to you, to us! i...i...i love you Phil."

i caressed his cheek and wiped the tear that was streaming down his face with my thumb.

"You will never loose me Dan, i love you as well and nothing can ever change that...i pecked his lips and started to walk out of the room, but before i could even put my hand on the door knob he pulled me into his arms and just stared at me for a moment before he spoke.

"you cant just lightly kiss me and then walk out!"

"sorry Dan i-" before i could finish my sentence i felt Dan crash his lips against me, i then saw it. the lust in his beautiful chocolate brown eyes. i knew what he wanted but i wasn't gonna give it to him... well not now at least.

he put his hands around my waist and began to play with the top hem of my jeans.

i quickly smacked his hand away.

"not now Dan!" i said coldly

i tried walking out of the room but i quickly turned around, and i saw it

the hurt in Dan Howells eyes, i suddenly had a physical pain in my chest, like someone had just stabbed me multiple times with a javelin.

i quickly ran out of the room and back to Caspar. it was then when i realized that Caspar wasn't in the kitchen , but in the living room holding the shirt i had taken off earlier.

at first i thought it was a bit creepy but i didn't want to judge him considering he was in so much pain.

i walked over to him, not realizing that i was still shirtless. he just stared at my stomach, it was kind of getting awkward so i spoke up.

"uh Caspar can i have my shirt back please?"

"oh um sure sorry i just-"

before he could say anything else i snatched my shirt out of his tight grip.

"listen Caspar-" i began

"i know you have strong feelings for me, and i totally understand, i mean... who wouldn't? i said in a sarcastic ton followed by a giggle

Caspar laughed too

"listen Phil i'm sorry for all those years i beat you up, honestly i should've let my feelings out back then, who knows maybe i could've had a chance with you?

i didn't want to respond to that so i just diverted my attention to the floor twiddling my thumbs.

"listen Phil i know i messed up big, and i know you probably hate me and all but i promise to leave you alone if... you... just give me one small kiss?"

my eyes widened, i really didn't want to kiss him. not after what had just happened.

"Caspar i'm sorry i don't think that would  be necessary"

"please Phil? just one little kiss is all i'm asking for..."

"no Caspar"

"KISS ME LESTER!"

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DANS POV:

i was upstairs pacing around my bedroom when i heard Caspar yell "KISS ME LESTER"

"that little bitch! he better not try anything on Phil or i will fuck him up!"

i ran downstairs where i saw Caspar hovering over Phil on the couch"

i heard Phil's cries of pain

"get off me Caspar! your hurting me i cant breath!"

hes really done it this time...

i snapped, i felt the adrenaline stir up inside me.

i walked over to the couch where i saw Phil, his face was red and he was crying in pain.

i didn't even say anything... i just pulled Caspar off of Phil but his shirt collar and threw him onto the floor and just started to scream.

"WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK CASPAR GET OUT OF MY FUCKING APARTMENT AND IF YOU EVER TOUCH PHIL AGAIN I WILL MAKE SURE HES THE LAST PERSON YOU EVER TOUCH, YOU MAKE ME SICK GET OUT OF HERE YOU PILE OF SHIT!"

he seemed startled but he didn't move. i got so angry

why wasn't he fucking moving.

"oh so you thought i was kidding huh Caspar?" i said in a firm voice.

"you don't scare me Howell" he retorted

i wanted to kill him, i really did but i couldn't instead i took him by his hair and dragged him to the front door, pulling out a chunk of his his hair while throwing him out the door"

"now get the fuck away from me, get the fuck away from Phil and get the fuck away from us you fag!"

he was so terrified and took of sprinting to the elevator. never to be seen again slammed the door behind me.

i walked back to Phil who was unconscious on the couch. i sat next to him and kissed his for head before picking him up bridal style and carrying him to my bed to rest.

i laid him down on my bed before talking off his shirt and covering him up with my duvet

"sleep well my angel"

TO BE CONTINUED^^^^^^💙

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AYYEEEEEEEEEEEE sorry for not updating for a while i had writers block and i wanted to make this chapter dramatic. did it work? i dunno anyways im very sad to say that this story is coming to an end😢... i know but there is a reason... IM STARTING A NEW SERIES! details will be in the end of the next chapter... which will be the finale! SEEEEEEE YOUUUUUU L8TER!