It feels just like yesterday that fate hit us
We went from a blue to a blacker day
My mother got sick and no one knew what she had
As uncertain as the future we were stuck together
I saw the pain in my family, the sadness and the stress
I let them cry on my shoulders
'cause that seemed the best
papà mamma I don't blame you
papà mamma
People say 'Than it will be fine'
But rather tell me how I'd feel like that?
There's a tear behind my smile
Altough no one thinks that
'Cause I don't have to talk about it
But have to leave my feeling somewhere
So from my heart here on paper
It's the only way to escape her
Through all the years we have forgotten ourselves
Drowned in the tears from our hard life
you won't find hope for a better life in the past
Because we are completely empty
but still keep giving everything
My mom got hit in battle
My biggest fear suddenly became reality
papà mamma I don't blame you
papà mamma
But rather tell me how I'd feel like that?
There's a tear behind my smile
Altough no one thinks that
'Cause I don't have to talk about it
But have to leave my feeling somewhere
So from my heart here on paper
It's the only way to escape her
To dare to tell, to let you know
That I can't express so many feelings
I want to dare, I want to scream
But still I hold back
I'm back to the beginning
People say 'Than it will be fine'
But rather tell me how I'd feel like that?
There's a tear behind my smile
Altough no one thinks that
'Cause I don't have to talk about it
But have to leave my feeling somewhere
So from my heart here on paper
It's the only way to escape her