It;s not you, it's me

a lie I tell myself when I feel guilty leaving someone behind

A lie I tell myself so  don't have to give in to this feeling of it being my own fault

Was it me?

Did I leave you when I needed you?

did I refuse to listen when everything became too heavy for me to pick it up?

Did I hurt you when you were already on the ground?

Was it me?

I was too broken to stand up

I was too broken to ask for help

I was too broken

and in return I got hurt again

I know it wasn't me

Was it you?