I don't see the light anymore 

Everytime my life seems to be perfect it seems like I need to fuck it up 

But we don't laugh anymore 

And if I cry I'll do it on my own

So if I die I'll do it on my own too

I push you away

How do you keep loving me

Everytime I see the worry in your eyes I feel guilty again

You were always so happy

How did I ruin that for you

Why can't you let go of me

And at the same time I wish you to hold me

I'm giving up

But I don't want to

Don't give up

We'll be alright