Down by the flowers

Deep in the pond my stares back at me

As I try to guess what is beyond

I have loved him for a longer time

I could not go a day without

His eyes refecting mine

But still I hand never tried to touch this strange creatyre

Who has been staring back at me for all my life

As my mother said be careful for the glass of the water

It'll cut you up

So I've never dared to touch him

And don't know if I ever will

Down by the flowers

Beside the pond a flower is starting to bloom

Not sure which colour or which shape

But beauty it will be, and grace

Just like my lover

Whom I gift my heart and soul

And a fresh cut flower

He stares back at me with the same smile

And the hand reaches for me

I oblige a grab it

The water fills my lungs as i am torn from my home

Placed in the water as a trophy for his deeds

No air, no hope, no escape

And the beautiful creature who loves me doesn't realise its mistake

I will wither and die here

Just like all the flowers he's kept

Every flower I gave him has wept

It did not want to die

But I won't weep

And I will enjoy it

As my love for him will be everlasting

But he looks me in the eye and I realise

I am this creature

I am this desire

I am this greed

I am this beauty

I am defeat

I am death

Slowly killing myself in this flower garden of sadness

My eyes fill with invisible tears as I die in my own arms

Loving the boy I hoped I was not

Down by the flowers

Beside the pond 

Blooms a narcissus

The boy in the pond weeps for it night and day 

As the boy he once loved has gone away

Or was it the boy he was that has gone away?