I close my eyes again

I wish I didn't wish to be dead every time do

This feeling of the dread of living

I wish I could sleep for the rest of my life

How is it that every day I put on a smile and say I'm okay?

How is it that every day I wish I don't wake up?

Wake up

Wake up

WAKE UP

WAKE THE FUCK UP

I'm okay

I feel well

It's simply the weather

Am I fighting for my life or sparing the feelings of my loved ones

You can't wake somebody who doesn't want to come out of bed

You can't plant a garden in the shadows

You can't drown in shallow water

You can't save somebody who wants to die

Don't try to wake me up