I straighten out the cuffs of my shirt

I'm waiting in front of the immense door

Waiting for a fate I do not want

I sigh and a single tear runs down my face

One tear

Mourning everything

Mourning myself

Mourning my history

Mourning my future

Mourning my present 

I know I cannot reverse it

I don't even know if I'd like to

So one year

And suck it up

The world is waiting for you

Hi everybody, this one is a bit strange, i think it is like a short story. I have no idea what it means I hope you do!