Y/n's Pov

The panic, the fear mixed with dread now washed over me when the silence following the gunshot got too loud. I screamed.

With every cell in my body, every energy that's stored in me, with all my might. As loud as I can.

Because I knew that one of them got shot and my instict told me it's the one who shares my soul.

The door lock was opened but I didn't move from the spot on the floor that I have fallen to. But when the door opened and a crying Jungsoo carried my love, it was all it took for me to lose my mind.

Seeing Jungkook unconscious, his body barely holding onto the leaking blood as his skin drained it's color little by little made me lose my own blood. Almost to the point that I fely numb.

I watched everyone panic and take Jungkook quickly into the van. I watched them run, myself not moving an inch.

Someone was by my side asking me to get up but I stayed unmoving.

The vision of Jungkook in that state flashed through my mind repeatedly as if my thoughts are broken. I can't get the image off my head.

I didn't want to hold on to my sanity anymore knowing that I lost it when I saw his state so I let the person close to me, guide me.

Getting up with his help, we hurriedly made our way to the van. I was made to sit on the chair next to the bed Jungkook now lies on. My eyes focused on his face. Watching his features just because I can't let my eyes focus on anywhere else. The blood seems to shine a bright shade of red althought it's usually a darker shade.

I felt the hug of someone. One that I have always hugged, a familiar warmth. But now, I can't return it. I was feeling too cold. 

We arrived at home and he was taken inside. I followed suit. But when he was taken to the basement into the medical room, I stopped my tracks right where the staircase starts.

"He will be okay." Someone whispered to me. But I didn't react.

I stood there, looking at the way they took him with no thoughts clouding my mind. Waiting with hope is all I have now.

They tried to make me sit down, take me away from there but I stayed put. Not moving. Rooted on this spot waiting for any type of news.

1 hour. 2 hours. 3...4...5...

I lost count after awhile. It was already morning when the clicking of the door echoed through the space making my eyes snap upto look at the person now coming up the stairs.

His tired face held a smile which made me hopeful but I kept shut waiting for him to explain.

"He is okay Y/nie. We saved him. He is okay." Jin muttered with a tired smile.

Tears spilled for the first time since I saw him unconscious. Tears mixed with loud sobs of my broken heart screaming with delight.

I felt Jin's strong arms wrap around me and held me as I cried my heart out.

"I won't ever let anything happen to anyone of you. Jungkook is my life, my little brother. He saved me more than I saved him. Y/n, I'm glad he found you. Cause I know you are the one person who can love him the way he deserves it."

I cried harder to that holding onto him for the support I desperately needed.

Maybe the emotions got a little overboard. Maybe my heart and mind needed a rest. Maybe that's why the darkness started to creep into my head. Maybe that's why I let it take me away.

~~~~~~~

I woke up in the embrass of the blanket. Warmth spread throught yet not the one I have now desperately crave. Groaning at the headache that's dulling my mind, I sit up on the bed.

"Hey. Woke up?" A calm voice asked me..

My vision was still blurry even when I looked at the voice so I only saw his silhouette vagely.

"J-Jungkook? How is he?" I croaked with my dried throat.

I was giving a sip of water where I gulped down the entire content. Now with the vision returned, I looked at the worried face of Mark.

"Hey sis." He whispered. I quickly pulled him in for a hug letting his hold give me strength.

We stayed silent in each other's hug waiting for me to calm down to start conversing about the topic at hand.

Pulling back shortly after awhile, I looked at his face. "How is he?" I asked my voice clearer this time.

He sighed. "He is stable. Jin hyung is always with him but he checked up on you too. You both have been unconscious for 2 days now. Although you woke up." He said then.

I looked down at my lap while fidgeting with my fingers. "He hasn't woken up yet?" My voice barely a whisper.

"Not yet. But Jin hyung says he will wake up soon." He said while making me look up at his face filled with a hopeful smile.

His eandearing look made my lips curl to which he exclaimed excitedly.

"Ha! I knew you wouldn't be able to resist my charm. I made you smile!"

I smacked his head smiling at him weirdness. He laughed with me.

"Wanna go see Jungkook?"

Nodding along to his question, he helped me get up and I made my way to the bathroom to refresh myself before going downstairs.

Mark kept on blabbering about the random things like a chipmunk who is excited seeing a nut. Once downstairs Mina came towards me. Practically ran to embrace me in a tight hug.

"Oofmph!" I felt the air leave me with the impact and how tight she is squishing me.

"You scared me you asshole. Your fucking scream was freaking scary and it broke me you asshat! Gosh amd then you fucking had the nerve to collapse after standing on one spot for like 6 hours. I asked your stupid ass to sit down but you refused it without even giving me one fucking glance. Idiot!"

She rambled all the beautiful course words after that while squeezing the hug tighter. I was nearly breathless until Suga's soft voice ran through.

"Let her go baby. She needs to breath." He pulled her away from me making me gasp loud for the lost air.

Mina stayed glaring at me with tear filled eyes. Looking at her, I smiled sheepushly.

"Sorry for scaring you Mina." I mumbled before giving her a quick hug again. "But I have to ask. How long were you in the company of Suga till now?"

She tilted her face in confusion. "What do you mean? Since we started dating? Around a week."

I scoffed. "You taught her every curse word there is in a week?"

Suga burst out laughing while hugging Mina side ways. His gummy smile all out. "Yea. She is cute when she gets angry so I made her spit curse words. She looks more cute now."

Mark scrounched his face in disgust while I smiled at the couple.

I saw Jin in a distance looking at me so excusing myself, I went towards him.

Without a word, he signalled me to follow him. We went to the basement and inside the medical room where Jungkook is kept in.

The machine's are all connected to his body. His naked chest out but covered in bandages. He looked paler than the white sheet he is half covered with. Lips wrinkled amd eyes completely shut. The only indication for life is the small rise and fall of the chest. That's the only hope I have.

But with each fall comes the fear of whether it will rise again.

The room smelled too much of chemicals numbing my senses of smell completely. The scent is to strong.

"He has been like this since that day." Jin muttered lowly.

"Why?" I mumbled.

"I don't know. His body is recovered to the best it can in 3 days. But for some reason he isn't waking up."

"Is there anything we can do about it?" I asked feeling the dread. I made my way towards him. My love.

"Wait without losing our hope. Also talk to him." Jin said patting my back. "He needs your voice."

With that he left, leaving me alone with Jungkook.

I gathered his hand in mine wishing it would hold mine like he usually does with his whole hand engulfing my small ones. But now they remained motionless. My thumb started drawing careless circles in his cold skin like how I have always done. 

Tears spilled although I controlled my sobs.

"Hey Jungkookah." I called out to him. Why did I expect his soft voice to call out my name?

Sighing to myself, I decided to continue. "We both know everything that happened in our lives now. The reason we got separated, what happened that night. In both nights that changed our lives. But we don't know what our childhood was actually like other than those 2 days. We have been together since we were kids Jungkook. I was barely an year when my parents found yours. When you and I were put in the same cribs, given the same toys to play. You were always there with me. You might have helped me take my first step. You might have helped me make my first run, my first bicycle ride, my first adventure part experience, my first date. You were my first everything. My life always revolved around you without me even knowing it. You are my pillar to hold me up. You are my own breath to live.

Please don't give up on me Jungkook. I can't lose my everything. I can't lose the one person who understands me like no one does. The one who doesn't care about the imperfections of my life. I talked with Mark about that incident where you found out about my fear. You weren't backing out of loving me, you weren't having doubts about your love. You had doubts about my love to you. You were worried about how you wouldn't be able to save me of something were to happen.

Just like that jungkook. Just like that I love you. I don't care who you killed. I dont care what happened. I dont care about anything else but you. You have been trying your very best to make amends. You did a perfect job so now just please wake up. Please open your eyes and look at me. Please. Love, p-please...."

My sobs now increased as I cried. Hugging his hand to my face.

"I miss you Jungkookah. I miss you so much! Wake up baby. Please." I whined but he didn't budge.

I kept crying silently to myself hoping he would wake up any moment now.

Hoping his soft voice would call out to me.

~~~~~~~

3 days passed. Jungkook was still unconscious.

I only left his side when I need to wash or eat. Or when the guys pulled me away from the room by force telling me that I needed rest.

Jungsoo came and went every now and then. I barely talked with him. Not because I was mad but because I just didn't want to. I dont want to until Jungkook wakes up. Just until he says my name.

But for some reason if he doesn't wake up, I wouldn't even care who I turn out to be or where I end up. But I will take revenge.

As of now, with hope to see him awake, I desperately wait for his words. His small voice to whisper my name.

I crave for his touch. The emotions are driving me insane but there is nothing I can do but wait.

Right now, I have my hands wrapped around his now thinned fingers. His cheeks were hollow and looking more lifeless that looking at him is unbearable. So I kept my forehead on our intertwines hands, crying softly to myself.

That was all until I felt his fingers move.

The small movement that made my hands feel the little touch made me snap my head upto look at him.

I got up and leaned in closer.

"Jungkook? J-Jungkook?"

His eyes moved. Slowly and carefully opening them. The black orbs made delight wash over me in thousand folds. I quickly went to the door to scream for Jin and went back closer to Jungkook.

His eyes were now opened fully yet focused somewhere else.

"J-Jungkook?" I called out again. Tears spilling from my eyes although I couldn't hold away my smile.

"Y/n?" He mumbled weakly.

"Yes baby. I'm here. I'm right here." I touched his face slowly with my hand. His cold skin coming into contact with my warmth made him close his eyes and lean into my touch.

"He woke up?" Jin asked as he came in.

I nodded while muttering yes.

"Oh thank you so fucking much for waking up!" Jin exclaimed happily while he checked Jungkook making a smile break across the younger's face.

Soon after the quick checkup was done and now Jungkook was sitting up on the bed looking at everyone who was gathered in the room.

Honestly this is the happiest I have ever seen the guys be. They look like they won the entire world.

"Gosh! If you didn't wake up they were gonna eat me alive." Jin said.

"We thought you made a mistake with the surgery." Hobi hyung mentioned.

"I'm a doctor idiot. I know what I'm doing."

"Yea well. We didn't trust Suga hyung." V then pointed out to which the said person scoffed.

"You have a death wish?" He asked V who rolled his eyes.

"You wouldn't kill me." V said with confidence. "You love me way too much for that."

"I don't and I won't hesitate to-"

"Stop with the killing threats, he just woke up!" Namjoon exclaimed shutting the two bickering.

"They have been on their throats this whole time though. Did something happen?" Jimin asked suspiciously looking between V amd Suga.

V shrugged. "I don't know. He always glare at me though." He pointed at Suga while pouting.

All eyes directed to Suga. "Well Mina had a crush on you so it's natural I get mad when I see you."

Mina gasped and smacked Suga on the back of the head. The others all showed a surprised look on their faces.

I giggled seeing their expression. My giggle made Jungkook smile, squeezing my hand after grinning at me.

"You had a crush on me?" V asked from a Mina who was staring with wide eyes.

"I- no. No I didnt. No. He was lying. No. No!" She said rapidly.

"But he said you did."

"No. When did he? He didn't."

V narrowed his eyes scanning Mina who was shifting uncomfortably in her seat. Suga cleared his throat to get the attention of the room.

"Whatever. She is mine now so stay away."

"Dude. I never tried to take her away. Keep her with yourself. I already have someone in mind."

To this basically everyone gasped. That includes Jungkook too.

"Who?" Jimin asked excitedly.

V got up then and slowly made his way to the door with all eyes following him. He even opened the door and kept one leg outside. Turning back to look at us, he muttered. "I'm not gonna tell."

With that he ran away as fast as he can. "Ya!" Jimin exclaimed before running after him.

"Please don't fall!" Jin exclaimed loud going after them.

"Jin hyung! Let them play!" Hobi exclaimed. Him too following them out. 

"Guys! Don't run!" Namjoon exclaimed while getting up to run. He stumbled on the carpet laid near the door and fell down. But he got up quickly and ran away.

Suga sighed. "Those crackheads." He got up and dragging Mina who was hitting Suga eith ti y fits, they both left the room.

I chuckled listening to their exclaims upstairs.

Mark them came to us. "I won't do much difference to prevent their crackheadedness but I can help make it increase. So I'm going to go too." He said and kissed my forehead before going out.

Me and Jungkook now stayed alone in the room.

I turned to look at him to see him closing his eyes breathing heavily.

"Does it hurt a lot?" I asked while watching his features with concern.

He shook his head opened his arm signalling me to come to his side. Quickly getting on the bed, I hugged his side in the caccoon of his arm, hugging him uninjured side to my body. My head resting on his shoulder while his leaned on mine.

"Does it hurt a lot baby?" I asked again.

"Not much. Just feels like a tingle."he muttered.

"Tell me if it is hurting you. I can call Jin and make him give you anything to dull the pain."

He smiled and stayed silent after that. I waited until he calmed down to talk to him.

Our silence was broken when he muttered. "I heard you."

"Hmm?"

"Everything you told me. The way you kept me updated about everyone. I heard it. Them all."

I looked up at him. "Then why didn't you wake up?"

"I tried but something was blocking me. I didn't know what. But it seems to me it was my own mind."

"What do you mean?" I asked while resting my head back on his chest.

"I felt guilty. About the lives I ruined. Specially Jungsoo's. And even yours too. I had to make peace with that before I woke up."

"Did you succeed?" My voice sounded tiny.

I felt him nod. "I did. But there's 2 more people I need confirmations from. You and Jungsoo."

"About what?"

"That I... I am someone worth forgiving." He said with a little hesitancy.

I looked back up at him and slowly reached up to grab his cheek in my hand. "You heard me baby. You know everything I feel. You know I accept you for anything and everything."

He kissed my forehead with a smile. "Thank you."

I hmmed softly while watching his eyes as he scanned me. Our eyes catching each other while drifting to the lips. Slowly moving up, I caught his lips between mine and kissed him passinately. No hunger or lust. Just pure love. Our lips dancing in a sensual pace filled with all the emotions we have for each other.

The perfect kind of kiss there is.

Slowly pulling out, I stared at his face. "You need to rest my little baby bun." I said with a cute voice making him giggle.

"Bun?"

"Yup. Shortened for bunny."

He stayed thinking for something. When he didn't say anything I asked him what he was thinking about.

But he just shook his head. "Nothing."

I narrowed my eyes to which he just smiled and gave me a peck.

"By the way, where is Jungsoo?" He asked after awhile.

"He came amd went everyday to check up on you. I don't know where he is now. But its almost the evening so he will come soon."

He hmmed to that.

I made him lay down again and covered him with a blanket.

Just then a loud scream of V ran through the space making me sigh and Jungkook chuckle.

Seems like Jimin caught up with V.

"You should take a rest." I said watching as how his eyelids are closing with fatigue.

He hmmed.

I sat down on the chair closeby and held his hand while I caressed his soft curls watching him fall asleep.

I'm so happy he is finally awake and happy. I hope nothing goes wrong after today. I hope we just stay happy all the time.

"Y/N!!!!!! SAVE ME! GRAHHHH"

I sighed. With these idiots, there can never be a peaceful moment around.

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Hello!

Grahhh!!! The end is near! NOOOOO!!!

I don't want the book to end. I got too emotionally attached to it now that it seems like it's an actual life. I'm really gonna miss this.

Anyways, hope you enjoyed the chapter. Stay tined for the nect one and thank you so nuch for reading.

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