Y/n's Pov

*Since she got kidnapped*

I groaned opening my eyes. My nose still tingles with the weird smell of choloform that the stupid guy used to knock me out.

My heart feels heavy realizing that I was taken. But my trust is all completely with Jungkook. His words.

"He will take you my princess. But I will find you. The ring has a tracker. I will find you my love. I will surely find you. Trust me baby."

He will save me. He will take me out of here.

The villain will always save the person he loves. He is my villain.

The room around me showed complete darkness except for the small light coming from the grid on the wall. The square is too small for me to even put my hand out.

My eyes took it's sweet time to adjust to the darkness during which my other senses now stood alert. My hands and feet are tied to a chair. I'm still in my own clothes I wore at home. The room smelled rustic and wet. A small buzz of random chatter was heard as if it is closer to a crowded place.

I can't decipher the size of the room or at what spot I am placed. Whether I am in the middle or the corner.

I feel cold yet the anger passing through my nerves made me burn which prevented me from shivering. Yet I shivered from both fear and anger. My senses remained high on alert. My body ready to fight.

But soon, I flinched when the lock sound echoed through. The door which was right in front of me opened with a loud screech blinding my eyes with the heavy light it bought in with.

"Hello my dear Y/n!" A voice that I now recognize called out for me. "Why the hell is it so dark? Didn't I tell you to treat her right? Light up the room this instant."

The scurrying sound of footsteps echoed through. The light switches were turned on. One by one the room lit up all in yellow. While the one on top of exactly where I am showed white.

"Ahh beautiful! The spotlight casted on the beauty that deserves it." The mad, and in my opinion stupid Jungsoo came forward. His face showed an older version of Jungkook although the smirk gave away a psychotic vibe.

One of his men gave him a chair before leaving the room. Me and Jungsoo now stayed alone.

"I clearly told them not to tape your mouth. But why aren't you talking?" He asked me moving closer to sit right in front of me.

Well I didn't want to talk to him. But seeing as how he is waiting, I decided to speak anyway.

"Hello." I mumbled.

He grinned. He doesn't look like a bad guy right now for some reason. Even my small word made his face light up as if he had been desperate for it this whole time.

"Hi! How are you?" He exclaimed with excitement.

I decided to converse with him in order to gather some information. I have to play the game testing my waters, carefully. Until Jungkook gets here.

I also need to know what my enemy is like.

"I have been better." I answered carelessly. 

"Don't worry Y/nie, it will all be better soon."

"What do you plan to do with me?" I asked being bold. I am never the careless type nor the type to be bold. But right now, I'm tired of having so many secrets hidden away from me. I need answers.

"I just want you to be mine." He said with a genuine happy smile.

I internally scoffed at the remark. Oh no wait. I actually scoffed right to his face. "What?"

"We are getting married in 3 days love. Then my stupid brother can't take you away from me." He said with a frown at the end.

"Do you love me?" I asked with a raised eyebrow.

He looked at the floor. I saw the small confusion that flashed through his eyes but it was only there for a split second. His face was devoid of emotions when he glanced back up at me. "Why does it matter?"

"It does to me. I wanna know."

"If I say I do, what will you do?" He asked right back.

I thought for a while, not knowing how to answer. Deciding that it's best to avoid it, I directed my question back at him. "You didn't answer my question. Do you love me?"

"Yes. Yes I do. Duh!"

I narrowed my eyes. "As a man loves a woman?"

He stayed silent to that and muttered a quick no.

"Then why do you want to marry me?" I asked being cautious.

I hope this questionnaire goes smoothly until I get enough information. But why is he so emotional all of a sudden?

But I was wrong. The soft feature turned dark. His eyes covered itself with rage and mostly hate. Not even a little bit of his calm exterior showed on him now.

"Cause you can only belong to me. And only me. I won't let HIM take you away just like he took away my everything. NOT YOU TOO!" He hissed with venom before getting up. Making his way closer, he crouched down in front of me. His tall height getting align with mine. Our faces mere inches apart.

"He took away my everything. I will now take his." He mumbled.

I held his gaze. The fear in my whole body hiding behind the new found strength.

"How did he ruin your life?" I mumbled my concern.

His jaw clenched with anger. His eyes never left mine even as his hand held the ropes around my wrist. His hold tightened the knot slowly making me hiss due to the compression. 

"You don't know shit!" He exclaimed. "You and that jerk of my brother doesn't know anything about the fucking things you did. Either you both decided to forget it or you're both dumb. You are just following him like a lost puppy, believing every word he says when all he knows are lies!"

He came even closer. "You are blinded by love that it's actually disgusting."

His hateful words ran through me, his venomous glare burning my insides. Yet I caught one word that made me be aware of something.

""My" brother?" I asked quoting his own words.

His face frowned in confusion. Tilting his head slightly. Even though he looked angry, something about him seems to make me view him as someone that is kind at heart.

That this angry side he is showing me now is all an act.

"You don't hate Jungkook cause if you do you wouldn't call him "my brother"." I pointed out.

His jaw clenched again. His eyes remained searching my face. His breath deepened and I saw the anger behind them.

But I didn't see the hand that he lifted though. The hand he slapped me with.

The sound echoed in the empty space. My cheek tingled with the pain. I looked back at him through the pieces of hair that has fallen across my face when my face turned to the side with the hard blow.

"Keep your mouth shut. You don't know shit." He whispered.

He grabbed my chin in between his hand and leaned in closer to the point that his breath hit my face.

"You are being way to confident for someone who was kidnapped so let me hit you with the reality. If you think he will save you, you are wrong. Your little boyfriend can't see you in his sleep." My eyes widened when I heard his small remark while he smirked like a devil being happy with the reaction I gave.

"W-what?" I asked my voice stuttered involuntarily.

"This room is special Y/nie. I made it with alot of technitians and people all around the world, just to built it so that no soul can come in. Trust me. It took me like 3 months to get this thing right or I would have made you mine sooner." He muttered grinning like the psycho he is.

"That's not possible. How can you fucking block a soul?" I asked as the fear now overcame the strangth I had this whole time. I felt the hope in my heart fading away.

"How can a soul go through in a dream?" He asked me back. "Who knows? But I found someone who does. So now I'm blocking it and not allowing it."

He sharply let my jaw go before straightening up. After one look at me, he turned around to go back out. But right before he left, he screamed, mostly to the men outside. "Do not give her dinner. She has been a brat so let her starve. She deserves punishment." He then turned to me right at the door. "Next time, the punishment would be worse sweetheart." With that the door closed leaving me in the lit room.

I sighed. I really did anger him to the point that even I would have been mad if it had been me and not him.

Even after everything he did, he doesn't seem like a bad guy for some reason. He seems like someone who is lonely. Someone who went through so much. Someone who I want to listen to to see what his life was like for him to end up like this.

Something tells me he is not who we thought he is.

Am I finally going crazy?

This guy slapped me. My wrists are bleeding with the cuts that the rope had done. He made it happen.

Oh who am I kidding? He fucking kidnapped me for revenge.

He is a mafia king not a gentleman. A maifa leader can never be a gentleman.

But then again Namjoon is also a leader but he is a such a sweet person.

Oh! What am I even thinking! Come to your senses Y/n!

Sighing again, I looked around. This time I can see more clearly as the room is now lit. The walls are painted in red though in some places it's coming off. Any indication as to what he meant when he said that soul's are blocked is not shown in anywhere of the room. I checked every corner, every place my eyes can lay on to check for anything to help me out of this situation.

The fact that Jungkook can't come here even in his dreams made me scared. Made me be aware of the fact that I have to stay here alone. In this darkness lit by light only.

The fear of loneliness starts creeping upto me. The fear of being along. The fear of being forgotten.

The fear of having to spent my whole time here being strapped to a chair waiting desperately for a release.

I can't have an attack now. I promised Jungkook that I will stay safe. I promised him that I would be brave, to trust him.

I need to trust him now. He will save me.

But how can he find me?

Tracker!

I quickly touched my fingers and felt the metal ring around. My eyes spring with tears of hope and sadness.

Was he planing to give it to me?

Propose? Or promise?

Anyway, the tracker is with me so he will find me right? He will obviously find me. He said he would.

He have to.

Mark. He would be scared. He hated it when he left me alone so this must be hard on him. Will I ever be able to see him?

Or anyone other than Jungsoo?

My mind now having nothing to focus on goes astray making my heart yearn for the warmth of my family and their love. Overthinking never got me anywhere and right now, it's driving me crazy.

My mind started flashing all the negative thoughts as I felt my body reacting to it. My breath got heavy and my vision blurred. I felt lightheaded yet with a heavy heart. It was a struggle to keep myself sane so I soon let it go.

I let the emotionas take control.

A screamed pierce through the room. Mine or someone else's I don't know. I felt my breath shorten. My throat hurt although I don't know how. Is it my screams that I can hear so loud?

The door opened soon followed by a voice. Not the voice I want now. But a voice nonetheless that is coating with worry.

"Y/n? Y/n! What's going on? Hey!" He asked rapidly as he held my face.

But my eyes refused to focus on a different pair of eyes that isn't as alluring as the one that belongs to him.

I shivered. Panic rising with each second and soon darkness took me out. 

~~~~~~~

I woke up. My head felt hard, eyes sore and throat dry.

"W-water." I mumbled with my tiny voice to anyone who might be here.

There could be no one though.

But I felt the coldness of water on my lips. Opening my mouth to welcome the pleasure, I drank eagerly until the bottle is empty.

"Are you okay?" Jungsoo asked as he sat back down on the chair in front of me.

I nodded. "What happened?"

"You had some sort of an attack and passed out." He stated calmly. He remained silent before looking at me again. "Why did you have an attack?"

Having nothing to hide I mumbled. "I hate being alone."

He hmmed softly. We both then remained silent.

"Is it morning?" I asked then.

He hmmed again before looking at me. His eyes round and big as if a scared bunny. He looked pretty tired too. My heart ached seeing the resemblance of the two brothers.

"Are you hungry? You didn't eat anything since you came here."

I was going to say that he forbade me from having a meal but when my stomach rumbled as if on cue, I mumbled a low yes.

He smiled dearly at me before walking to the door and talked with a man outside. Soon he came back with a tray filled with food.

"Breakfast." He said with a happy grin. The tray had pancakes with butter, orange juice and strawberries placed nicely.

"I can't untie you so is it okay if I feed you?" He asked me.

I couldn't believe the soft side of him. He is asking me for persmission to feed me?

I nodded anyway.

He smiled. Grabbing the cutlery, he cut the pancake into bite size pieces and started feeding me.

"This reminds me of our childhood when I would take you guys out to buy snacks." He said with a smile. "Our parent's scolded me for feeding you guys with sugar. But you both loved it that I couldn't stop myself."

I watched him as he fed me. This time keeping quiet letting him talk whatever he wanted.

"I loved you guys more than my own life. Mark was too young so he was always with your mom. But you were with Jungkook all the time so I took you guys around." His eyes gleamed with happiness as he reminisced the past. "I once took you both to the park. There we made you sit down on a bench and wait for us. Me and Jungkook were bringing ice cream and when we reached where we left you, you weren't there. We were so scared. Jungkook started crying so I carried him and went everywhere screaming your name. Only to find to sitting down in front of a cat as you played with it. Your eyes lit up so beautifully. It made me so proud to have a sister like you."

My own eyes filled with tears watching him as he nibbled on a piece of pancake. His mind lost in the past.

"You guys were my life. I woke up for you two and slept after making sure you two were safe. All the candys I got at school, I gave them to you guys. My toys were all yours. I never let anyone make you three cry. Mark was also very clingy to me. He was closer to me because you and Jungkook were together so he was left alone. I always carried him on my back whenever we came to your place. I loved his chubby cheeks so bad and his little laugh when I pinch him."

Jungsoo's face held the most saddest smile that I have ever seen.

He fed me the last piece of pancake. Listening to him, I had finished the entire plate of food. He looked down at it with a smile.

"You always ate everything on the plate because you hate having stuff left in corners. You said it felt like you are not completing the task. You and Jungkook were very competitive so you guys would fight to finish everything fast. I was always caught in the middle laughing."

He got up from his seat then and made his way towards the door. Leaving the story unfinished.

My patience reached the limit. I was curious. "What happened? Why did we leave?" I asked.

His back was still turned to me as his hand held the door ready to open. But his action stopped. He remained silent.

Without even sparing me a glance, he went out leaving me alone with my thoughts. My questions unanswered.

My mind is busy analysing everything he said. So Jungsoo is a good guy who was turned bad? Dad told me that he loved us so much. What changed? What made this warm hearted boy become a mafia?

Time flew by as I ranked my brain trying to collect my lost childhood memories. But came up with nothing. Lunch was bought in and kept on the floor in front of me by someone else. He asked to feed me but I shook my head.

The food burned my nostril making me hungry yet I was strapped to the chair. Slowly approaching the knot around my wrists, I tried wriggling to get out of the tight knot. But the cuts on my wrists weren't helping the struggled so I stopped.

The small square on the wall gave me an idea about the time of the day. As the evening folded with still no sign of Jungkook, I knew something was wrong. If they know the tracker is with me, they wouldn't delay coming here.

Did something happen? Or is something wrong with the tracker?

Jungsoo blocked the souls. Last time when Taehyung was kidnapped, he knew each and everyone has a tracker. So did he make this room mess up the tracker's signal?

I need to throw the ring out the room. If it is something with it, then out of here would be able to do something.

Moving my chair slowly and quietly to not attract anyone, I jumped on my legs and butt to make my way closer to the window.

After struggling for around 30 minutes, I finally got closer.

The window is high for my bound hands to reach so I have to throw the ring. I wiggled it out of my finger with great difficulty and finally got it in my hand. One last look at the ring, I threw it, hoping it would go out. But it hit the grid and fell inside again.

Cursing beautiful words with frustration, I grabbed the ring while groaning softly at the weird ways I'm bending and tried again. And again.

After around 8 times, it finally fell out. I internally did a victory dance before making my way to where I was kept. Under the spotlight.

The night has now fully fallen. I waited for the dinner which I knew would come soon. I am so hungry. I wished it was Jungsoo bringing it.

I don't want anyone else feeding me.

Soon the door opened and in came Jungsoo holding my dinner.

He looked at the lunch that left untouched. "You didn't eat?"

"I'm tied remember?"

He sighed. "I have a set of clowns. Should have done it myself."

He started feeding me again. This time silently.

Halfway through the plate, I got tired of the silence, my mind still brimming with unanswered questions.

"What happened to us?" I asked.

He shook his head indicating that he doesn't want to talk. But I was too impatient.

"Please tell me Jungsoo. I need to know."

"Eat." He hissed but I refused the bite he had in the spoon. He grabbed my cheeks in his hands and squeezed to make me open my mouth and stuffed in the food forcefully.

Swallowing the bite quickly, I asked him once again. This time his irritation was noticied. His hand was noticed. So I voiced my thoughts before he could follow the action.

"Why do you feel the need to slap me when all I'm doing is asking of our past?"

He stopped. His eyes showed anger but also pain. "Stop and just eat."

"No. Tell me!"

"Y/n!"

"No one ever find the need to tell me what the fuck happened even when knowing. Don't you know that it's killing us to not know our past yet everyone hinting about it without telling us? Why the fuck are you hiding it so bad?" I exclaimed angrily.

He threw the plate across the room which shattered with a loud sound making me flinch.

He got up from the chair. The force knocking it to the ground in a thud. His eyes venomous as he mumbled "Raise your voice again at me princess. I dare you."

Fine. I take the dare.

"I want you to tell me everything you know. Just tell me instead of hiding like a fucking jerk!" I exclaimed back.

"You aren't ready for the truth!"

"Why the fuck does everyone say that? Tell me what happened!"

"Fine. Fine! You wanna know? You are being a brat just because you want to know what you and your fucking boyfriend did to ruin many lives right? Okay. Here's a clue." He said in exasperation. He came closer to me. "You little boyfriend killed a boy and I got framed for it.

Jungkook was always a killer but I became the murderer at the end."

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Hello

I hope you enjoyed the chapter. The secret reveals about their past will be there in the upcoming chapter. So I hope you stay tuned to it.

I know I haven't been very active these days and I am really sorry for that. My exam is coming closer but still far. Gosh, it's in 2 months and I'm already panicking. But we have our study leave now so that title scares me more. 1 week is over from our 6 weeks long study leave. Sksksks

But I will update as soon and early as I can. I won't hold the book so stay tuned with me

Hope you enjoyed it

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NM💜