*Tuesday*

Y/n's Pov

"So where do you want to go today?" He asked me as we walked out from our gate.

I took 5 days leave from the coffee shop after convincing our manager. He was slightly worried but I assured him that I will be back.

After getting permission from my parents to hang out with Jungkook again today, we decided to just walk around and enjoy.

"Let's go have something to eat. I'm hungry." I said.

It wasn't lunch time yet so we decided to grab sandwiches from a nearby bakery.

Sitting down at a quiet corner after grabbing 2 plates of sandwiches, we started talking.

"I wanna know more about you." I said making him chuckle.

"We have been dating for a month and now you wanna know more?" He asked raising an eyebrow.

"It's better now than later."

"You trust way to easily. What would you have done if I had been a pervert or a lunatic like Seth?" He asked me.

I frowned as disgust filled me. "I would kill you in my dream. No one would suspect it's me." I smirked.

He laughed out loud. "Then I'm so glad I'm not like Seth. Damn! I'm too young to die."

"If you are a pervert like that jerk, it's not too early." I said. "But no one deserves death by someone else's hands."

He remained silent making me regret what I said.

I can't believe I said that to someone who has killed people.

"Anyways, Y/n. What made you trust me?" He asked right before he took a big bite out of his sandwich, ignoring what just happened.

"I don't know. Maybe the fact that you are cute and that you loved your hyungs so much? Sometime during my dreams, I realized that you weren't a bad guy." I explained.

"What about you." I asked.

"Honest answer?"

I nodded.

"Okay. I didn't really mind you at first when I saw you. Like I compared you to Hana and somehow she appeared more pretty. So I just didn't care much."

I glared at him and scoffed. "Then go to your stupid Hana."

"Let me finish woman." He said with a smile.

"I liked Hana for her looks which were pretty fake. But when I fell for you, I feel for who you are. Your innocence. Your imperfect perfection. Your cute natural look. Your sexy body. Basically I fell too hard."

Internally screaming at the words he just said, I smiled at him. "That's so cute."

"Yup. It is." He smiled showing me his bunny smile.

"Okay next question." I exclaimed. "What's your favourite food?"

"Pizza." He answered.

"Ice cream." I said then.

"What's your favourite thing about me?" He asked.

"Your nose scrunch and bunny smile." I answered without hesitation. "What about me?"

"Your giggle." He said making me giggle.

"Let's answer with the first thing that comes to mind. Okay?" He asked then.

I nodded with agreement.

The sandwich all forgetten as we got engrossed in this new game.

"I'll go first." He started. "Favourite colour?"

"Purple." I answered. "Favourite song?"

"Eyes off you by Prettymuch." He answered with a smirk. "Favourite drama?"

"Vincenzo." I answered. That was the recent drama I watched so it came straight to my mind. "If you could be me for a day what would you do?"

"Sleep and eat. You mind needs a rest and body needs food." He said making me internally aw at him. "And if you were me for a day?"

"Show off my girlfriend to the whole world cause she is hot." I said smirking.

He burst out laughing and nodded. "That's true. I should start doing that."

I grinned at him before asking my next question. "What's the one thing that you absolute love to do?"

"You? Although I haven't done it yet I'm sure I would love it." He said making me blush. "My turn. What's the colour if your panty today?" He asked with a low voice that's slightly deeper than before.

I glanced around us to make sure no one is close before I leaned into the table more. I stared at his eyes with a smirk. "You are taking this conversation that way? Okay. I'm wearing black."

He hissed at that making me grin. Internally happy at choosing black lace over white cotton.

"What colour do you want it to be?" I asked.

"I don't mind any as long as I can take it off from you." He leaned in closer to me. "If I ask you to make me hard right now, what would you do?"

Hmm seeing as how he wants to have me, I'll use that. "I would whisper right to your ear about how I want to let you play with me anyway you want. Undress me completely and have me raw. Pleasure me and use me to pleasure you too." I whispered seductively.

He hissed. "Fuck! That just made me hard." I smirked as I saw the impact I had on him.

Not gonna lie I was wet too. Wet and desperate.

"If we were in the room right now, what would you do... to me?" I asked.

"Taste you cause I know you would taste good. You smell freaking delicious." He said breathily.

I feel hot and bothered down there as his words made it's impact. I want to release the growing agony. 

I closed my legs together tightly looking for some friction. Some sort of pleasure. But my legs were pulled apart by his legs from under the table. Looking at him, I saw him smirk.

"Will you let me have you?" He asked me then.

Hell, like I would say no. "Yes. I want you to have me." I answered. "If I tell you that I want it now. Will you take me back to the hotel?" 

He smirked back. "Yes. Are you done with the sandwich?" He asked making me look at the bite size piece of my sandwich on my plate.

Popping it into my mouth I say through a mouthful. "Yuph."

"Then let's go."

~~~~~~~

I don't know what possessed over us but we were fine the whole ride to the hotel. We were like any other normal couple, holding hands, giggling softly as we entered the elevator. We were okay in the corridor too.

But as soon as we entered, he pushed me against the door hard, making air leave my lungs as he pressed his lips to me.

The door closed and locked as he ate my lips hungrily.

I didn't back down, letting my hands go around his neck to hold him tight to me. My fingers wondering through his soft hair, kissing him back with just as much ferocity.

His hands went around my waist before they landed on my butt.

Breaking the kiss only briefly, he muttered "Up." I jumped on the spot making him grab my ass cheeks as he held me up making me wrap my legs around him.

We didn't break the kiss as he took me to bed. Sitting down, he pulled me on to his lap. We kissed hard. It was a mixture of passion with hunger and love. Perfect.

Our lips moved all over as we tasted every corner of each other's mouths.

Pulling to catch our breaths, we stared at into the eyes. Our breaths tangled in between us.

I smirked at him. "I have a question."

"Go ahead." He said while pulling me closer to kiss my chin and jaw. The sensual kisses made me breath out as it was pleasurable, distracting me momentarily.

"Hmmm... What kinks do you have?" I asked coming back to my senses briefly.

He stopped kissing as he pulled back to examine my face. "Many?" He said raising an eyebrow.

"Name one."

"Handcuffs?"

I giggled. "Oh yes."

"What about you?"

I leaned in closer to his ear to grab his pierced ear lobe in my mouth. Sucking on it softly, I whispered "Daddy" seductively.

"Oh yes babygirl. That I absolutely love." He said as he pulled me for another kiss.

We kissed hard again, before he got up and put me on the bed to lie down as he got on top of me.

"Are you..." He started to ask breaking the kiss but I pulled him from his neck to taste his lips again, breaking his question.

But he pulled back again. "Do you want to take this further?" He asked breathlessly as he caressed my head.

"Fuck yes. I want you. I want you so bad." I said as I pulled him to kiss again.

He smirked against my lips before moving to kiss my jaw and neck. Sucking and licking all the way down to my V neck of the blouse. He looked at my eyes as he moved his hands to lift my blouse up.

Complying to what he wanted, I let him remove it from me.

Thank you my stupid little ass for wearing matching bra and panties today.

"Lace." He hissed. Kissing my buds through the fabric, he put his hands behind me to remove the material.

My exposed chest must be doing wonders to him as his eyes are literally glowing while he stared at me. His pupils shining in a beautiful black.

"How are these so beautifully perfect?" He mumbled before grabbing one in his hand to squish.

The cold air mixed with his massages and his lustful gaze made the little buds stand up perked, needing attention. Listening to their need, he bend down to grab my nipple in his mouth to suck on it hard making me moan.

Dividing his attention between both my boobs, he started eating them hard and rough, making my body scream with painful pleasure.

The flow was irregular as he tasted my body. Each move of his tongue made me moan with all sort of pleasures. My breath hitched when his mouth moved further down.

Giving soft kisses along my tummy to reach the hem of my denim, he looked at me through his lashes.

I gave a nod to which he smirked.

He removed his shirt. I was lost on his perfectly tones abs and muscled body that I didn't notice as he unbuttoned my jeans. Grabbing it, he pulled it away removing it off completely.

He groaned deep in his chest as he caressed my panty. "So beautiful." He then grabbed it's hem while staring at my eyes.

"Do it." I instructed.

Without further waiting, he removed it too to expose my heat to the cold air of the room.

I had my legs together the moment he removed it as self consciousness filled my body.

I'm naked in front of a man for the first time ever. I have never liked my body. What if he doesn't like it too? What if he doesn't like me now? He has been with many girls before and I have seen 2 of them. They all look pretty.

What if he leaves me as I'm not like those girls?

"Baby. You are perfect. Don't compare yourself to anyone. You are my perfect mess to ruin. So let me show you how you deserve to be treated. Don't hold back with me baby. Be yourself." He instructed. 

I remained silent.

"If you are not sure about this, we can stop now." He said with care.

I know this is a huge step in my life. But I'm willing to take it. For him.

Smiling softly, I gave a small nod. He grabbed my feet in both his hands before kissing my big toes. Smiling at me, he moved my legs apart exposing me to him.

Hands on my inner thigh, his breath hit close to my core as he bent closer, I was having a really loud heart beat with heavy breathing. It was like I was running a marathon but I was staying very still.

"You smell so good." He said making me blush.

I felt his tongue on me then. I felt his breath on me. I felt his skin. The whole sensation of everything that I have never felt before made me moan and gasp out loud as his tongue lapped between my folds. His satisfying hummm vibrated through my body in waves of pleasure.

The sinful sound of him eating me out filled the room. His hands started roaming my body as well. One focused on my boobs while the other caressed my wet folds alongside the tongue.

His mouth on my pleasure nub as he sucked it hard. His fingers circling my opening. I felt stimulated everywhere and it was driving me crazy.

Adding one finger inside, he slowly pumped me. He added another one in to continue the same action, making me gasp at the stretch.

One of my hands were clutching the bed sheets while the other was holding his hair, massaging his head as he ate me out.

His fingered moved faster, scissoring through my walls, stretching me as I adjusted to the sensation. My hips moved with his fingers, his mouth working wonders to pleasure me while his hand on my chest giving me soft touches.

I couldn't focus on any of the sensations. My wind being in a daze and I was close with everything I'm feeling.

Moans echoed loud as he fingered me deep inside my core, sending me to the climax I was already feeling close.

Moaning as my body convulsed with his final strokes he rode me to my with his mouth and fingers. When I finished with my orgasm, he stood back up. I took the time to catch my breath.

I looked at him to see his chin glistening with my juices, his lips swollen and red. His fingers wet and sticky.

He looks breathlessly hot and fucked up although I was the one that was ruined.

I stood up to sit in front of him. The soreness in my core gave me a weird feeling that was also pleasant. Pulling his neck to kiss him, I tasted myself on his lips. We are now on the bed in our knees kissing each other. I pulled him towards me enough to make him lie down on top of me before rolling us to get on top of him with my legs on either side of his hips.

Kissing his chin as I licked my juices, I moved down his body kissing everywhere. Sucking and licking as I marked him as mine.

My property.

His tiny nipples got hard as I sucked them, making him let out a deep throat moan. The vibration of his chest under my tongue made me drip hard.

I was aroused yet again.

I moved myself along his body down till his jeans. Grabbing the button and removing it, I pulled his pants, together with his boxers off of him.

His member stood up with pride. Damn! He is huge!!

My hands shook as I tried grabbing it. But right before I held him, his hand grabbed my wrist stopping me from going further.

"If you are uncomfortable, you can do it some other time." He said with softness in his voice.

"I'm not uncomfortable baby."

"Are you sure?" He asked to confirm.

I nodded. "Yes."

He let my wrist go as he let me grab his length. Bending down to it's level, I examined it up and down.

I have never liked this organ before. For some reason it intimidated me. But right now I can't wait to have it. It's mine now.

Giving soft licks at the tip to make him groan, I put it in my mouth, hollowing my cheeks. I started pleasuring him to the best that I can. But I wasn't as experienced in it which made me wonder if I am doing okay. Is this how it's done?

Pulling it out of my mouth with a little pop sound, I pumped it with my hands as I looked at him.

His eyes were closed. Chest rising and falling with heavy, uneven breaths. He looked heavenly and wasted.

"Am I doing okay?" I asked.

He breathed out before looking at me. "You are doing perfect babygirl. But I think you should stop now."

I pouted while stopping my hands from moving on him.

Was I that bad that he doesn't want me anymore?

I looked down at the floor. The thought that I failed to pleasure the person I love, made tears brim my eyes.

"If you continue this further," he started but didn't say anything after that.

I felt the bed shift and soon his hand went under my chin to pull me up to look at him. His features soft with concern.

"Why are there tears?" He asked me while he pulled me up to make me sit on his lap with my legs on either side.

He pulled me closer but he made sure to leave a space between our cores.

Examining my face as his thumbs caressed my cheeks, he asked me again. "What's wrong babygirl?"

"I-I'm sorry." I mumbled. My voice tiny.

"Why?" He asked me softly.

"I don't know how to pleasure you right. You might have had amazing ones with other girls and I can't match upto them. I'm sorry about that." I voiced my thoughts out loud for him.

I am a confident girl. I have always been. But why am I losing my confidence right now? Why am I having insecurities about me and my body when I'm here with him right now? Why am I feeling inferior and comparing myself to other girls he was with before when he is all mine now?

"Baby. Do you know what I'm feeling right now? I have been with women before. All of them were just for pleasure. Just a release. None of them were able to make me hard with just words like you were today. None of them made me close to cumming just by small licks like this. None of them drove me crazy even while I was having sex with them. But your body itself made me go bizarre. You are perfect princess. You are perfect the way you are. You are mine and no one can change that. I don't want anyone to change anything about you."

"Are you sure?" I asked. His voice made me calm and his words made my doubts go away.

"I'm sure. I don't want this with anyone else. That was just sex. But with you, this is a whole new world. I wanna get lost in it with you. So use me baby. I'm yours to ruin just like you are to me" He said as he kissed my forehead, temple and cheeks.

"Will you ruin me?" He asked pulling back.

I smiled. "Yes."

I went for a kiss. Slow and passionate.

It soon grew harsher, making us kiss deeper. He grabbed my hips to turn us around and lie me down on the bed again as he got on top of me.

We kept on kissing until I gasped, feeling his tip at my core.

He pulled away from the kiss while putting his hand between us he grabbed himself.

"Are you ready?" He asked me.

I nodded as I couldn't find my words as I felt his length rub in between my folds.

"I need words babygirl." He whispered.

"Y-yes."

"It will hurt slightly but focus on me. Keep your eyes on me okay? Only on me." He mumbled.

I nodded but then replied with words. "Okay."

I felt him adjust his length to my opening. Slowly rubbing himself to me. Our breathing is hard and heavy as it mixed in between us. 

I examined his face. Sweat glazed his forehead as it made his hair stick to his skin. His breath coming out heavily, his mouth open slightly. His doe eyes shining with lust and love.  

"Focus on me princess." He whispered again.

Only on you. 

His tip entered into me slightly. The small stretch was slightly painful. But it was somewhat bearable. 

He grabbed my face with both his hands as he made my eyes align with his.

"I love you baby." He whispered.

He initially moved slow as he entered in but then slammed into me hard and quick.

I gasped and groaned in immense pain. I moved my body away from his thrust to make the pain stop but his firm grip on me held me in place. My eyes involuntarily closed as tears fill them. It felt as if my tissues were being ripped open.

"Eyes on me baby. Come on." He said.

I opened my eyes. Tears spilled as I looked at him. He stayed unmoving as he let me adjust to the stretch. His hands wiped my tears as he came down to kiss where the liquid stained my cheeks.

His kisses kept going as I adjusted to his size.

The pain slowly subsided but didn't completely go away. But now I wanted to feel the friction. "Move s-slowly." I muttered.

He kissed the tip of my nose before pulling up to look at my eyes. His hips moved very slow as he went in and out of me, making me gasp with each move.

Pain quickly and completely replaced with pleasure as my gasps got replaced with moans. He knew exactly when I adjusted to him. He knew the moment pleasure took over my body as his movements increased.

He slammed into me, making me feel every kind of beautiful emotion all over my body.

Our breaths entangled, our moans loud as they escaped us, our bodies connected making us complete.

I was getting closer to my climax. It seems like he was too as his speed increased.

"You're so tight." He hissed.

"Ahhh I'm c-close." I moaned.

"Me too."

He thrusted sloppily a few more times as I felt the growing knot in my lower stomach. But soon I came hard, moaning and clenching myself on him.

He was sent over the top as well as his moans came following mine as he released inside me.

"Shit. I came inside you" He hissed.

He tried to pull out but I circled my legs around him, stopping his action. 

"It's okay. I'm on the pill."

Recovering from our high as we both reached our climaxes, he pulled out of me to lie down besides me.

I felt full. I could feel liquid running down my core.

Turning to him, I buried my face in his sweat glazed chest as I snuggled closer. His arm under my head, his head closer to mine, our legs entangled. Both of naked, sweaty and satisfied.

"Why are you on the pill baby?" He asked as we cuddled.

I looked up from in between his chest to catch his eyes.

"Cause I knew this was going to happen. So I brought them yesterday." I said smiling sheepishly.

He laughed. "How did you know?"

"Because we couldn't keep our hands to each other?" I said, questioningly. But I was embarassed to say the actual reason.

He must has seen me hesitating as he lifted my face completely towards him by my chin. "And?"

"And I wanted to have sex with you." I admitted it.

There's no use hiding it anyways.

A smile formed on his lips. "Since when?"

"Since I saw you kissing that bitch." I answered with a frown.

He burst out laughing. "Why?"

"I wanted to mark my property." I pouted at him while tracing my art work on his neck.

He kissed my forehead, mumbling "My horny little girlfriend."

"I am horny." I admitted it making him laugh again.

He tightened his hold on me as he buried his face on my hair.

"I love you." He mumbled.

"I love you more." Whispering softly, I held him close to me.

I felt myself relax in his warmth as I let my mind astray and drift off to sleep.

~~~~~~~

Hello!

3K readsssss!!! Dkcbskkqnxjfke. THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!

I'm so sorry to every innocent reader for ruining your innocence.

Also I don't know how to write these stuff exactly having never experienced such a thing myself as well. So if there's anything weird, do comment about it.

I hope this was good and worth the wait of nearly 31 chapters. Hehe.

But it's not the end. Now that they entered this side of the relationship, there will be a lot more hot scenes. *wink*

Do tell if there's any aspects that needs improving. I want to improve with your help.

I feel so bad right now. I never thought I would write smut like this.

I need hobi water and namjesus, seriously.

Hope you enjoy!

Vote and comment

Love you all so SO SOOOO much!

NM💜