*Thursday*

Y/n's Pov

I woke up. I was feeling happy and satisfied. Well my body felt satisfied.

I moved to check my phone when I felt the wetness in my core as a result of my orgasm. I smiled to myself as I got up to wash and clean myself to get ready to go.

While on the bus, I dialed Jungkook number.

"Hey Kook." I exclaimed.

"Y/n." He said. His voice sounding gruff and gloomy.

"Jungkook? What's wrong? Did something happen?" I asked as panic took over my mind.

"V hyung was kidnapped." He muttered.

"What?!" I exclaimed. I got a few stares from the people in the bus but I ignored them as I focused on Jungkook and what he said. "How did that happen? Who would do that?"

"We don't know yet. We all decided to come home to talk. Namjoon hyung is running a little late."

I thought for sometime. "Jungkook. Who could it be?"

I heard his sigh. "I think it's Jungsoo."

Ahh that stupid brother of Jungkook.

He told me everything about him and all when we talked about all the dreams we saw. I was telling about that dream when he decided to tell me everything about it.

This Jungsoo person is a real dickhead.

"What exactly happened? Did you see CCTV?" I asked.

"Yea. That's how we got to know. His phone fell down while he was struggling. We tried to look for the caller or messages but they were all from a burner phone. It's not working anymore."

"What did the messages say?"

"It's just asking him to come to the basment saying that there is a special package for... me that he should sign to take." He explained. I can hear his regret.

He is blaming himself.

"Baby. We will find him. Don't worry. Taehyung is a strong boy. He can defend himself until you find him. I know you will find him soon." I said. I made quiet a few fake reassuarances which made me feel bad. But I don't have a choice.

"Yea he can defend himself. And we will find him. I will kill that jackass."

I smiled. "Show him what he deserves for messing with you but don't kill him. Don't get involved with the mafia world." I said.

Mafia world is scary. It's too much of a risk. Becoming a target to those people equals death and if he actually kill this stupid mafia, Jungkook and all of his brothers can get death treats and could even get more harm.

He was silent for sometime. But soon he sighed. "I didn't want you to know this side of me yet." He muttered. "I never wanted you to know."

Not gonna lie, it hurts to think that he was thinking to keep secrets from me.

"What side?" I asked frowning in confusion.

"The side that no one knows except for my hyungs. The side that... I'm scared to show you."

"Why?" I asked. My voice barely audible. I'm worried. I can't help but feel like I'm going to hear something I don't like and that scares me.

"I'm afraid of you leaving me." He said.

"Jungkook. I won't leave you. Ever. So please don't worry about that." I said. "If you are worried about telling me then tell me when you're ready. You have to save Taehyung no matter what."

"I'll let you know soon. Just not now."

"Okay."

"Baby. Namjoon hyung came. I'll call you soon."

We big goodbye and I soon reached the university. My heart felt heavy and mind was numb as I thought about everything.

I'm worried about what Jungkook said as well as about Taehyung.

Please don't let anything happen to Taehyung.

If anything happens to him, I will lose a part of Jungkook. A part of everyone of the hyungs. I can't lose them. They are 7. They have to be 7.

I know I should concentrate seeing as how we have a huge exam in 2 days. After that we have 2 weeks holiday. So this exam is pretty important. But I didn't concentrate on any of the lectures. I was worried to say the least. I was all over the place.

When lunch break came, I couldn't hold in my curiosity any longer. I signalled my friends to have their lunch as I made my way outside the cafeteria to call Jungkook.

He answered the call.

"Hey Jungkook. What's going on now?" I asked.

"We found a small lead. It took us to a site that's an abandoned warehouse."

"That's great. How did you get it?"

"I-" he stopped. I then heard his sigh.

So this might be related to what he is not ready to say.

"Y/n. I'll tell you when either one of us meets the other. Okay?"

I nodded but then I answered. "Okay."

"For now, I'll let you know what we are planning. We are gonna go to that warehouse."

I was shocked. "Go there? Who else is going?"

"No one else. Just us."

"Are you going with the police?"

"We can't involve the police Y/n. It's mafia world. They aren't afraid of the police but the police is afraid of them."

I frown. "But it's still the police. They might be able to keep you guys safe."

"If they find out that this is related to mafia, they would ignore the complaint. Also we can't take the risk. He might hurt V hyung with even the smallest mistake on our side."

Why is he so fixed on not calling the police? Mafia or not, police has more power. Like no matter what mafia has to abide to the law too. Right?

"Yea. Okay. We don't want him to get hurt anymore." I said, giving up reasoning with him.

"Y/n." He whined. "Don't say that in a tone like that."

"What do you want me to say? Knowing the fact that you guys are going to save him with no help from anyone. Just the 7 of you. What the hell do you want me to say Jungkook?" I screamed.

I want them to save him. I want to see all of them safe and sound. But I don't want them to risk their lives like this.

"Y/n. Remember how I told you that there is a secret? This is all based on it. We are going alone but we aren't helpless." He explained.

I sighed. "Okay. Okay! I trust you. I always will. Just promise me to be careful."

"I promise you baby. I will be careful. And thank you for trusting me." He said. His voice sounds calm.

I smile. "I love you Kook."

I heard a tiny gasp that was followed by a giggle. "You love me?" He asked.

I frowned. "This isn't the first time we said it. Why are you surprised? Don't you?" Love me?

I asked the last part in a small whisper.

"Me? I love myself too." He said proudly.

I heard a laugh from the background followed with a "I know I raised him well." It's obviously Jin.

I narrowed my eyes glaring at the ground imaginning the grass to be Jungkook.

"I confessed my love to you and you joke about it. Don't ever wish to hear it from me again." I warned.

I heard him panic. "Hey no no! Please don't do that. I love hearing it."

I remained silent.

I heard a smack.  "Say you love her back idiot." That's Suga.

"Ahh! I love you."

I sighed. "Thank you."

The line was silent. "Aren't you gonna say it back?" He asked in tiny.

"Nope. You promised me Jungkook that you would be safe. Keep it and I'll say it back."

"Okay. This is a deal." He said confirming it.

"Deal. Now go save Taehyung. Good luck baby."

"I love you more." He whispered.

I ended the call and head back to the cafeteria. After quickly gobbling down whatever I can grab, we went to the lecture hall quickly.

~~~~~~

I was all over the place even when I was working at the coffee shop.

I was waiting for Jungkook to call me and tell me that they are safe. That they came back with Taehyung. That it's all okay.

I know it's only been a few hours. But I can't help but hope to hear it soon. 

I wanted to call Jungkook too. But I stopped myself cause I don't want to bother him when he should be concentrating.

I don't want to be a distraction.

I was on cashier duty today. I found my mind running more and more as I stood here that it was exasperating me. I don't want to think anymore. I grabbed a towel and started wiping the spotless counter.

I heard a tap onto the counter signalling that someone came. I might not even have heard the bell ring in the door. I quickly went to the couter.

"Good evening sir. What would you like to order?" I asked as I tapped the screen preparing it for a new order.

The person was silent which made me frown as I looked up.

Terror filled my body as I stumbled back. Falshes of memory going through my mind. Memories that I'm trying so hard to hide.

"Hello. Y/n." He said.

That voice calling my name. Those eyes scanning me body. All of these are sending me into panic as my breath gets heavy and fast.

"W-what are you d-doing here?" I managed through stuttering.

I put as much space as I can between us. I don't want to be close to him.

"I came to see you."

I took in a sharp breath as I was annoyed beyond limits.

"Get out." I managed through gritted teeth

"Nope. And you aren't suppose to treat a customer like this." He pointed out.

I pinched the bridge of my nose in annoyance. I can't kick him out. No one but me, him and Jungkook knows that he did it with clear evidence.

I sighed. This is a risk I have to take for now and for the future as well. "Follow me." I said as I moved around the counter, going to the front.

"Emily. Give me 5 minutes. I'll be right back." I called out. She replied with an okay from where she was wiping the tables.

There weren't many customers now as it's past dinner time so it will be okay.

I walked out not waiting for him and went to the side of the shop away from the crowd. But I kept my space. I made him go into the space between the 2 buildings and then I went. So in case he goes crazy again, I can run.

It's dark and gloomy and this space is lighted with only the streetlight. It feels as if deja vu from that night. The only difference being that I am in more senses now than that day.

I'm not weak today.

"Can't believe you brought me here willingly." He said smirking. His face appears to be like a devil.

I scoff. "In your dreams boy."

He started to come towards me. "We can make it a reality."

"Are you fucking kidding me? You tried to rape me like 1 week ago and now you have the audacity to do it again? Where is your brain located at?"

I know I should be scared. And I am. But more than that, I'm exasperated. I'm done with him. I'm done being scared of him. Nothing happened to me that day. Nothing excessive. And I will never let anyone else take advantage of that. I won't let it be a weakness of mine.

I can't let my fear grow. It's already been a week of me being scared of men like this. I don't want it to control me.

That experience shouldn't make me scared of him. It should make me be angry at him. I don't want that to rule my life. It's an experience I had to have in order to become stronger.

"Y/n. Be careful of what you say. Don't forget that I'm a guy who can hurt you." He warned.

I scoffed yet again. "So you're telling me that because I'm a girl I should listen to you?"

"Simple." He said nodding.

"Hmm." I hmmed as I thought about how stupid a man can be.

He was closer to me now as he held me from my waist pulling me forward.

My heart started beating faster being scared of the closeness.

"You aren't protesting." He said smiling.

I smiled back a fake smile as I whispered. "I can't attack my enemy when they are far."

He frowned. "What?"

I punched him, mustering all my energy onto the hand. He stumbled away from me clutching his cheek where it's red now.

I felt satisfied as I saw his bleeding lip.

But damn! My hand hurt.

"You bitch!" He screamed as he came forward to hold me by my hair. But before he could get closer, I crouched down and tackled his body pulling him to the ground below me. I quickly sit up on his body with both legs on either side.

He smirked. "Wow. Desperate, are we?"

I smirked back. "If you really wanna know, I'm dry like the Sahara down there. Not even your sorry excuse of a face can turn me on when the mere thought of my boyfriend makes me leak harder. So jokes on you."

"Boyfriend?"

"That's what your single brain cell caught from everything I said?" I asked.

His hand held my waist and pulled me more towards his body. "I don't care. You are easy to lure than I thought."

"Says the guy who just got punched." I said as I punched him again. The surprise attack left him startled.

"Twice."

*punch*

"Thrice."

*punch*

"Fo-"

Suddenly, I was pulled back away from Seth to stand. Surprised by the sudden pull, I looked around. But it remained empty.

"You look hot but what are you doing?" Jungkook's voice ran through the empty space.

I gasped. "Jungkook! What are you doing here now?"

"We decided to take a quick nap."

"Who are you talking to?" Seth asked suddenly. I forgot he was even here.

I looked towards him to see that he was looking scared. I mean, he should be.

Jungkook chuckled. "Me." He whispered.

I watched as Seth's head whipped to his right as if he heard it from that direction.

"Who are you? Who is there?" He exclaimed.

"The same person who punched you when you were taking advantage of her. The same person who loves her the proper way for who she is and not just for her body. The same person she loves. I am the reason you will never get her." Jungkook said with so much hatred in his voice.

"Then if I kill you, she is mine?" Seth asked, tilting his head in pure confusion.

I frown as disappointment took over my body. How can someone be this narrow minded?

"Is he asking that seriously? Or just kidding?" Jungkook asked, directing his question to me.

I shrugged. "He is an idiot. I was on top of him with just talking and he didn't even move to trap me underneath." I pointed out.

"That would have been risky. Why didn't you think he would do that Y/n?"

"I only thought about that halfway through. That's when I punched him. Seeing as how he is just listening to us having a conversation about him without even moving, we can assume that he is indeed an idiot." I said.

Seth gasped. "Please don't hit me. Please." He started begging, startling both of us.

"He is a coward too." Jungkook said. Then his voice turned deeper. "I'll warn you for the first and last time, if I find that you have come to even the same room as her, I will break you. Trust me. I can break you harder than you can ever imagine."

Seth widened his eyes as a little tremble shook his body.

"Run Seth." I whispered.

His eyes widened even more as he got up quickly and ran for his dear life almost hiting the wall on his way.

I chuckled. "You scared him well."

"You already freaked him out even before I came." He said. I felt his warmth on my body, indicating that he hugged me. His breath on my neck sending shivers down my body.

"I'm so proud of you." He whispered.

We were silent for sometime. "Jungkook, what happened?"

"The lead we found was a trap. They knew we would come." He said in a small voice.

"Did anyone get hurt?"

I heard his sigh. He was silent without saying anything.

The silence between us made my heart break piece by piece as it extended.

"We will save him. Baby. We will." He whispered again.

I couldn't find my words. Saying that I was worried would be an understatement.

"I have to go now. You should go inside." He said as he pulled away from me.

I nodded. He pulled me in for a kiss. A hungry kiss. A promise.

He broke it and I felt the heat on my forehead signalling that he leaned his forehead on mine.

I closed my eyes tightly as I willed the tears to go away. I don't want to make him more upset.

"I love you. I love you so much! I will be safe. We all will be."

I hmmed. We made our way to the shop holding hands. I soon felt his warmth leave from around me, leaving my whole body to run cold.

~~~~~~~

I finished my shift as if I'm on a daze. My mind is not here. I felt like I'm floating.

After work ended, Mark came to pick me up.

I ran to the house with Mark running along side me.

I want to sleep.

I quickly had my dinner. Everyone was surprised about my behavior. But I gave a small lie saying I have something important to finish. They believed me. Except Mark.

I was going to run up the stairs when he held me by my elbow.

"Y/n, what's up?" He asked.

"Jungkook and the others are in a mission. I need to go see them." I said.

He nodded. "Be safe."

"Okay."

I quickly made my way to my room. After getting ready to go to bed, I quickly went to sleep.

But sleep wasn't even close. I don't know how long I stayed in bed tossing and turning. Following every method I know to fall asleep.

I even counted the tiles in the ceiling. From front to back and from back to front. 52!!

Finally giving up on trying so hard, I laid on my sideways, curling up on my blanket. I let my mind wander. To them in this sudden mission. To every one of the hyungs. To Jungkook.

My jungkook.

His warmth as he hug me. His lips so soft as they move against me. His voice as it sends shivers down my spine. His everything that I love more than I ever thought possible.

My everything.

•••••••

I opened my eyes to a brightly lit room. It looks really extravagant with the high ceiling chandelier, the huge glass walls surrounding the space in almost all directions.

Many people in black holding guns surrounds us. All of them pointing their guns to one direction.

I follow the direction and what I saw made my eyes widen involuntarily.

My world. My everything. My Jungkook.

Under the gun point of everyone else.

~~~~~~~

Hello!

I'm having writers block these days that I can't even get a simple idea out of my head. But don't worry, I have a few more chapters written. So I'll keep on updating!

The story is gonna be a mess from now on for about another 4 or 5 chapters. The structure of the chapters till now will also change. The chapters would be messy just like how their lives just became a mess.

Hope you enjoy it!

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