C H A P T E R 1 3

*Friday midnight*

Jungkook's Pov

"Jungkook wake up!!"

I woke up panting heavily. My eyes searched around to see Jin, Jimin and Namjoon hyung all standing by the bed, looking at me worriedly.

"No no no!!!" I repeated as I closed my eyes. I need to go back to sleep. I haven't saved her yet. I have to take her home. I have to let someone know where she is so that they could take her to safety. She can't stay there. What if someone else comes!?

"Nooo!!!!!!" I scream.

"Jungkook! Jungkook calm down!! What's going on!" Jin hyung asked as he sat down next to me on the bed. He held my shoulder and shook me as if to wake me up.

But I'm already up. That's the problem.

"Did you wake me up?" I asked him.

"Yes. You were screaming-"

"Why did you wake me!!?" I screamed. I can feel tears flowing down but I didn't care. "I have to save her. I just saved her from that jerk but she is still in that dark road. She is all alone!! Why did you wake me up before I could save her!!?"

I screamed as I hit Jin hyung's chest in anger.

"Jungkook. It's just a dream. It was a nightmare. Calm down."

"It's not a nightmare!!! She is not a dream. She is real!!! She is there alone!!! Let me save her!!! NOOOOOO!!!!! I wanna go back!!Let me go back to her. Hyung!!! Please!"

I sobbed as I hit him again and again. He pulls me in for a hug as I sob into his chest.

"I just got to save her from him. I have to make sure she is safe! What if someone comes and take advantage of her again!! What if this time I'm not there to save her??? WHY DID YOU WAKE ME!"

An involuntary sob escaped me, stopping me from speaking momentarily.

"Hyung. Let me go to sleep. I have to save her. Let me save her. Hyung please!!!" I whined into Jin hyung's chest.

"Jungkookah. I'll let you sleep. But I'm staying here with you." He said as he pulled me back.

I nodded eagerly as I lied down again to go to sleep. Jin hyung got into the bed from the opposite side as the other 2 left.

I closed my eyes trying every method I know to go to sleep. I don't know how long I tried. I just hope I'm not too late.

I heard Jin hyung voice whisper. "Save her Jungkook. I'm sorry for waking you up."

I nod as I let sleep take me away.

~~~~~~~

*Saturday*

I woke up.

"No!! No!!! NOOOOO!!!!!"

I didn't dream. I didn't see her!! No!!!

The door to my room burst open revealing the 3 hyungs. Jin hyung came running to me.

"What happened?"

I look up at him. I can feel my tears start to flow. "I didn't see her! I didn't see her again hyung!!! I didn't get to save her!!! Hyung~"

I whined as I cried again.

Jin hyung hugged me as I cried into his chest. I don't know how long we stayed that way.

After I cried until I felt like my tears were all drained, I slowly pulled back from him.

"Jungkook. If it's too hard you can tell me some other time but I really wanna know what's going on. It's killing us to see you like this."

"Okay. I'll tell you now. I see her every night when I sleep. She sees me too when she sleeps. We figured that we can see each other. We only figured it like yesterday. But last night s-she was about to be raped by this jerk. I couldn't punch him, push him away to save her until her weak voice gave me strength and courage. I was finally able to push him away and he ran. But right as I wanted to save her, I-I woke up. She was still in that alleyway."

I sob. "What if she is still there? What is she passed out and no one finds her? What if... what if someone else comes and u-use her??"

I sob again. I can't stop imagining of everything that could happen to her. They keep flashing in my mind.

Jin hyungs rubs my back soothingly as he rocked up to help me calm down.

"I don't know what do to hyung. Please... tell me what to do."

Jin hyung pulls out of the hug as Namjoon hyung comes closer.

"Hey buddy. Why don't you take a quick wash and refresh yourself. You are still in the work clothes of yesterday."

I slightly look down to see my shirt crumpled and slightly unbuttoned. I feel asleep right as I came in that I didn't even change last night.

"Kookah, if there's anything you need just call one of us. We will be right there. Okay?"

I nod as I stood up and made my way to the washroom.

The shower did not help me as much as I thought it would. As soon as water hit my body, I let my tears fall more.

I can't get it out of my head. Her face, her eyes, her weak body, her torn clothes.

Fuck!! I left her there withiut even covering her properly. She must be cold.

Did it rain? It thundered while I was there.

No!!! What if she is passed out in the rain. She can get hypothermia. She might... she...

She could even die.

No!

She can't! I just got her!

She can't leave me.

No!

No!

"JUNGKOOK!"

Someone grabbed me hand. The hand that I was punching the wall with. I pushed him away from me as I continued to let my anger and sadness take out on the wall.

"Jungkook stop!! Namjoon do something!"

I heard as someone screamed but I didn't stop.

Why am I here being taken cared of when she might still be in that alleyway?

It's not fair. She needs the care.

She needs someone to save her!!

I kept on punching even as Namjoon htung tried to stop me. I pushed him away everytime he grabbed my hand.

"He is too fucking strong!"

"Hyung wait let me."

I heard steps moving before a soft voice spoke up. "Jungkookah. Calm down. Please. Let's talk this over. Hmm?"

I stopped punching to turn and look at Jimin hyung. "Talking isn't going to save her!! There's nothing to do to save her!! I don't even fucking know where she lives!!! What country it is! How the fuck am I gonna even go to her!? When will I see her again? What if I never see her again? So with all of that, HOW THE FUCK IS TALKING GONNA HELP?!"

"HOW IS PUNCHING GONNA HELP!? It's only hurting you. Jungkook come to your senses!"

"I can't stay still knowing she might be hurting. I can't stay still knowing THAT SHE MIGHT BE DYING AS WE SPEAK."

It became silent until Jimin hyung spoke again calmly.

"We have to save her Jungkook. And we will. But you punching the wall isn't gonna help. So come on. Let's get you dressed."

I let my hands drop as I give in. He begins to pull me out of the shower room. He was slightly reluctant to hold me at first but seeing as how I wasn't protesting, he slowly grabbed my hand.

A shiver runs through me as the cold air of the bathroom hit my body.

Is she cold now? Is she still in the rain?

"Jungkook?" Jimin hyung called for me as he wrapped a towel around myself.

He takes another and begins to dry me.

Is she in the rain?

Is she okay?

I lightly push Jimin hyung away from me. "I can't do this. I need to see her. I need to know if she is okay." I mumble.

"You'll be able to know soon. Let's get dressed kook."

"HOW CAN I KNOW IF I DIDN'T EVEN SEE HER WHEN I SLEPT?" I screamed.

He sighs. "Get dressed kook."

"NO!!"

"SNAP OUT OF IT JUNGKOOK! THIS IS GOING WAY TO FAR! WE CAN BARELY UNDERSTAND WHAT'S GOING ON AND YOU CAUSING A TANTRUM WHEN THERE'S NOTHING WE CAN DO TO HELP IS NO-"

I punched him. He stumble away from me but Jin hyung caught him.

Namjoon hyung came forward. I can feel his anger radiating off him.

"Calm down Jungkook! You panicking right now is not going to help her or you! So calm down so we could think of a plan to save her!" He said through grit teeth.

I sigh in exasperation. There's nothing to do!! Why can't they understand that?

What is there to do I don't know anything about her? How can I save her when all I know is her fucking name? I don't even know her family name!!!

"You don't understand. No one does. So just leave me alone." I mumble.

"Leave you alone to hurt yourself again?" Namjoon hyung asks.

"Just GET OUT!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!"

Namjoon hyung grabbed me tightly from my arm before pushing me to the wall lightly.

"I didn't want to do this but you left me no choice."

I watched his as he punched a needle into my arm and injected me with something.

"No nooo!!!! What is it?? What did you give me??" I scream. Tears well in my eyes.

I feel more helpless.

"Just some drug to help you calm down." He said as he pulled me in for a hug. "I'm sorry Jungkook. But we can't see you hurting anymore. Just take a good rest. We'll talk calmly after you wake up."

I hugged him back tightly as I let my tears fall. But soon I felt lightheaded and dizzy. Before I even know, darkness engulfed me.

~~~~~~~

I woke up.

My head felt heavy. My body felt weak but I still managed to sit up on the bed.

I heard a shuffle from my right as I looked to see Jimin hyung sitting on a chair looking closely at me.

"Please don't go into panic mode again. We have to talk." He whispered.

I smiled lightly. I notice that his lip is slightly cut with his cheek having a small purple bruise. "What happened to your face?" I asked.

He looked at me as if he is confused. "You don't remember?"

I scrunch up my face and shake my head. "Remember what?"

He chuckled slightly. "You punched me."

I gasp. "I-I punched you? I'm sorry hyung." I mumbled.

"It's okay buddy. As long as you are okay, we will be fine."

I felt so guilty. The way I behaved today morning and last night might have been too hard for them to experience.

Thoughts about Y/n came into my mind again making me scared. I can feel my body being drained of blood as my mind gives me many scenarios she could have faced. I close my eyes tightly willing the thoughts to go away. I don't want to think about anythinf negative. She is safe. She is okay.

She has to be.

"Jungkook." I heard Jimin hyung's voice. "Don't think. Stop thinking. Please."

I breathed in and out calming my raging heart.

I gotta save her. Not by going crazy.

Just then Jin hyung comes in with a bowl in his hands.

"Oh you're awake?" He asks as he kept the bowl on my table and walked closer to me.

He got on the bed on the other side and came closer to me.

He pulled me in for a hug as he guided my head to be burried in his chest. "You should eat something Jungkook. You Haven't eaten anything for the whole day today."

I nod into him. He pulled away and looked at my face. His eyes searching my face with concern and love filled in them, made my eyes fill with tears.

I have been the closest to Jin hyung out of all the hyungs. I joined the group when I came across Namjoon hyung right after I lost my parents. But I didn't open upto anyone. I didn't talk much with anyone. They made me smile, eat and breath. But I was dead inside. Jin hyung was the first one who warmed my heart and made me open up. He was the one I always went to whenever I got in trouble. He is the first who would always make me comfortable. Like how my mom and dad used to do.

I sob. He sighs as he hugged me again. "I'm sorry kook." He whispered. "We have to eat something so can we go downstairs? Or do you want me to bring something here?"

I sniffle and clear my throat. "Let's go down."

He lightly kissed my head. "Good boy." He pulled back and patted my head as how you pat a dog making me giggle.

"Ahhh it's good to hear you giggling again." Namjoon hyung said standing by the door.

I smiled slightly as I got up and made my way downstairs with the hyungs.

The noticed that my knuckles were bandages pretty hand. I really was such a pain in the ass before.

Jin hyung made a quick dinner while making small talk. But everyone somehow avoided talking about anything related to me.

We even made a call to the other hyungs. But it wasn't long as they had to go. No one told them anything that happened here.

But after dinner we went to the living room.

"Jungkook. I hope you are calmed down now." Namjoon hyung finally approached the topic.

I sighed and gave a small smile in assurance. Assuring that I won't go berserk again.

"Can you tell us everything? From the very beginning?"

So I told them. I told them every single detail. All the dreams I saw. Even the once where she played with herself but not in great detail. I told them until the moment I woke up last night.

They were silent after they heard all. Jin hyung finally cleared his throat. "So when you sleep tonight, you will see her?"

I nod. "Hopefully. But I don't know. I didn't miss anyday till now. But I don't know what happened last night. I don't... I don't know."

"Hey. She is fine. She will be. Don't worry."

"It's already 10 o' clock now. Why don't we go to sleep. If you dream about her then it's good if you see her soon."

"But... what if I don't?" I ask. My voice small.

"Then we'll find her physically. Don't worry Kook. We will never give up on you or her." Namjoon hyung answered.

"Let's not think about that side now. First let's see what happens tonight."

We all nod in agreement. We soon made our way to our bedroom.

"Jiminie, would you mind sleeping in Namjoon's room today?" Jin hyung asked.

"It's okay hyung. I don't mind being alone." Jimin hyung said.

"I know. But we can't let you have nightmares again. So it's better if there's someone with you. Okay?"

"Yea Jimin. You can sleep in our room. Okay?" Namjoon hyung said.

"And I'll sleep with you Kookie." Jin hyung said wiggling his eyebrows.

I scoff. "Why did you make it sound dirty?"

He laughed. "Have no idea. Somehow came out like that."

We said good nights as we settled down in our beds. Jin hyung slightly pulled my blanket away from my face to make him see me because I had covered myself from head to toe. I looked up at him.

"You will dream about her Kook. Don't worry, she will be fine." He smiles assuringly.

"Thanks hyung. Goodnight."

"Goodnight Kookie."

•••••••

I open my eyes to see a different room.

YES! YESSSS!!!! I'm in the dream!

I smiled as I looked around, looking for the one I so desperately wanted to see.

I see a figure standing by the window looking outside.

"Y-Y/n?"

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Hello!

I'm sorry for making this slightly emotional. It will get good. I promise.

So what do you think? Did he dream about her? Or someone else?

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Hope you enjoy!!

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