*Wednesday*

Y/n's Pov

I woke up startled. I felt my body shaking and there were sweat dampening my forehead.

I didn't see a nightmare. I saw him. He called me.

He said my name!

Yes!! It sounded so good coming from him.
I smile widely with glee.

Wait....

He said my name?

How did he know... my name?

Does he see me too? Is he the one I felt these few days?

The one who scoffed. The one who said "Good job".

Is he the same one that I see in my dreams or is it someone else?

Is this hapenning to just me or to everyone?

So many questions firing in my brain made my head ache.

I groaned as I got up to get ready.

No one was home today when I went down cause Mark and my parents all went to visit my aunt who is living a few hours away from us. She is slightly sick with a fever and my parents wanted to pay a visit.

I wanted to go too but I'm down with assignments that I can't afford to miss them.

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At the university, all the classes went adding more pain to my head. My mind kept on running stray everywhere that it was irritating me. I have to pay attention. Because the stress of studies and the work together with my lack of sleep and dreaming of Jungkook is adding more and more pressure to me.

I gotta slow down. I have to take thing slow.

One thing at a time. For now, let's focus on studies.

I took a deep breath to make up my mind after staring inside the locker. I closed it and straightened my shoulders to walk towards the class with confidence and new found enthusiasm.

"Hey baby."

My shoulders slump down as I sigh with my smile being replaced by a frown. I do not want to deal with him today.

I continued walking away from him onky for him to come in front of me, stopping my path.

I looked up at him. I saw him scan my face with worry coating his features but I quickly brushed it away.

I shook my head slightly. "Not today." I said as I walked around him to continue my way to the classroom.

I'm glad that he didn't bother me after that.

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During lunch break, I let my mind wander again.

My prep talk to concentrate not helping my situation at all.

"Girls." I start to get their attention. "Do you... dream of guys?" I ask. I scrunch up my face as I wasn't sure how to phrase that question well.

"Hell yes. I always do. But I can't see his face. Also it's not the same person. It changes... I think." Beth says.

"I occasionally see but doesn't remember much." Ella says.

I nod as Mia said the same thing too.

"Did something happen? Do you see someone?" Beth asks.

I debated on whether I'm gonna tell them about Jungkook. I'm still not sure if he is even a real person. But I now know that what I dream about is not a common thing. Or at least, not that common.

"I just see a guy in my dreams. That's all." I answer, shaking my head slightly.

"He hot?"

I look up at them. I can feel blood rushing to my face as I got shy but still answer them with,"Very."

The girls squeal hearing my response.

"Tell us details."

I shifted in my seat, not wanting to explain about him.

If he is real, I wanna keep him to myself. If he is my creation, damn! I did a really good job creating a man like him. Which makes me slightly weird so I can't really tell them that.

Just then the bell rang and I was glad to be saved from it.

It's not that I don't want to explain, it's just that I'm afraid of showing them that I like the guy I see in my dreams.

I do in fact like him. I know I've only seen him like 3 times till now and I don't know much about him. But... he is so handsome and dreamy and really really beautiful.

His beautiful eyes, lips, the little mole under his lip and bunny teeth. So cute!

"Miss. Y/n. Care to tell the class what you are dreaming about?"

I can tell sir but you won't understand nor believe me.

So instead I just shook my head. "Sorry sir." I whisper.

He glared at me from above his glasses and then he just went back to teaching.

I did not concentrate in that class at all.

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Soon classes for the day ended and I left to go home. I decided to call Mina on the way.

"Hey girl!!!" I said as soon as she answered.

"Hii!"

"Can you talk now or is it a bad time?"

"Nah it's perfect. I was just talking to them about you and was starting to miss you." She answered.

"You talked about me?"

"Yea. I have to tell them about my girlfriend so they stay away from me."

I can literally hear her smirk.

I laugh. "You are using me!"

I went upto my bedroom and sat cross legged on the bed continuing the call with Mina.

"I can't help it! They are so annoyingly and irritatingly handsome that I can't keep my hands to myself. So I came up with a lie."

I chuckle. "How many guys again?"

"Three. 3 handsome guys and I'm here." She side goes silent as I wait for her to continue. "Why did I lie again?"

"Mina! Company rules." I remind her.

She groans. "Sometimes I wanna say fuck the rules and just do it with them. But that would end up with the company fucking my life."

She sighed deeply.

"Are they that hot that even the unbothered Mina is drooling over them?" I smirk. "You never had this urge to sleep with someone since Paulo from Italy!"

I heard her groan making me chuckle.

Mina might be a social butterfly but she barely likes a guy. She search for so much in a guy before liking one.

Unlike me who is easily attracted to someone without even knowing much about the person. Well, I even like the guy in my dreams, literally.

I'm so pathetic.

"You have to see them to believe. You would never understand how beautiful they are." Her voice sounded so dreamy.

I seriously wonder how beautiful they actually are.

Are they like Jungkook?

"Okay. Enough talk about men. How are you?" I ask her.

"I'm so good. It's slightly tiring cause they have such a busy schedule but it's to all the cozy and nice places. So it's relaxing."

"I'm so glad to see you enjoying."

"How are you baby?" She asks.

I raise my eyebrow. "Why baby suddenly?"

"Taehyung just passed b-"

I slap my forehead hearing her slip.

"Shit shit shit shit. You didn't hear that."

"Sweety. It doesn't matter that I heard it. Make sure none from your side heard it."

By "none" we both know I meant Jack.

Jack might be a Mina's friend at work but still he is fast to backstab someone else for even the smallest mistake.

Giving names or any other personal information of their tourists is against their company rules. Mina being a person talking without a filter, had many incidents where she let the names slip. Mostly to me as she likes to tell me everything about the tourists she associate with. Jack once heard her slip and made a complaint. But the company only warned her as it's the first. Well the first time they caught her. So to stop her from slipping, we decided that she would never even mention their names or anything to me.

But she just always slips anyways.

I can hear her moving around and I waited calmly till she settled down.

Jack is such an annoying person. Both Mina and I can't tolerate Jack. But he treats Mina like a sister which is why I trust him to not lay a finger on her.

"Oh thank god. He is showering." Mina's voice run through my thoughts, pulling me back to the call.

I sigh in relief.

"So Taehyung huh? Is it the one you like?"

She stays silent a little. "There's Taehyung, Suga and Hoseok. Taehyung is pretty. Suga is hot. Hoseok is happiness."

"So Taehyung?"

She chuckle. "Why do you think that?"

"Honey. I know you. You like pretty guys. I also know you want to get it with Suga too because he is hot. But it's Taehyung you like. Also you said baby to me. You could be telling that to make sure he knows that you're gay or cause you needed a reminder that you're acting gay."

She laughs. "It's actually the latter."

I chuckle. "What about Hoseok?" I ask.

"He is cute. Like a small sunshine-emitting star."

I smile. "He sounds really... dreamy."

"He really is the biggest cuty pie I have ever seen."

For me, Jungkook is all the 3 she mentioned. Pretty, hot and happiness with many more.

We chat for such a long time that I didn't even realize it's nearly my shift in the coffee shop now.

I hurriedly kept the phone and went to get ready.

I missed my nap but I guess I'll catch up on it tonight.

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Work went smoothly. No unwanted guests, no mistakes or spills. Not even that many customers which was a good thing.

I thought about my call with Mina. I didn't tell her about Jungkook. I wanted to tell her so bad but something in me made me stop spilling. I just feel kind of... lost? Or like... I don't know. I feel like I'm going crazy with thoughts about this Jungkook guy that I don't want anyone to know about him.

I want him to be like my secret imagination. Kind of like a guilty pleasure. 

I soon went home after my shift ended and slipped into my pajamas after a quick wash.

My parents were supposed to be back but due to the heavy rain on the way they decided to come after the weather cleared. I'm not afraid of being alone. It's not the first time anyways. But I still double checked all the doors. It always better to be safe now than sorry later.

I made myself some quick dinner and ate it while watching tv.

Then I went up to my room.

I was going to study but my body felt really heavy so I just lied down on my bed.

I removed my bra and my pj pants to be more comfortable.

Sleep was a little away cause I wanted to read something and let my mind distract from reality a little. I was afraid that if I sleep, I would see him again.

Don't get me wrong I wanna see him but I also want sometime away from everything as well.

Some time for myself.

The book I chose to read said that it contains some smut which I was actually looking for. I wanted that release.

So along the way of the book, things started to get heated.

I felt myself getting turned on with each word of the book making me want to pleasure myself as well.

Remembering that the door was opened to my room, I stand up to lock it. I don't want my parents barging into see me ... doing that, if I can avoid it.

As I came back and lied down on the bed, I felt as if someone was watching me. I slightly smirked.

He is here. I'm sure.

I dont know how I know.

I don't even know if he is the one that's here.

I didn't want too stop what I was planning to do. So I just started reading along the book as I started pleasuring myself.

As I spread my legs, I felt him. I felt him as if he is standing by my legs at the foot of the bed.

But I'm not sure.

I ignored it as I kept going.

He was here somewhere. That I know.

I kept imaginning myself in the position of girl in the book who was getting it. And I thought the guy to be Jungkook.

I'm weird. I know.

Letting my imaginations run wild, I put the phone down and started to pleasure me rapidly.

I quickly look around the room but no one else was there. Obviously. But it made me sad. At the end even if he was here, I was alone anyways.

As I was coming closer. I felt his voice. A small whisper saying. "Come with me baby."

That's all it took for me to release myself.

I was breathing heavily as I recovered from my high, when so many random thoughts started to fire in my brain. But they were clouded as I was still to sensitive. 

I laid my head back on the pillow, sighing softly and looked up at the ceiling.

I wanted to look at the foot of my bed where he might be at, but I didn't want to admit the fact that I can't see him.

I wanna see him so bad.

"Hope you enjoyed it." I mumbled barely as a whisper.

Just then, I felt as if a cold wind went through my room. I look up at the window only to see that it's closed.

But I no longer felt his presence.

I sigh as I got up to clean myself.

I then sat down and started studying like nothing happened. Like I didn't just play with myself possibly in front of a guy. Or no one at all. Or some other random person who might not even be Jungkook. I might have scared that person too.

Arghh!! Why is it so complicated?

I started hitting my head on the table being exasperated at everything until I relaized that I could get a headache. So instead I started to concentrate on the work at hand.

I studied for sometime forgetting about everything after gathering my shattered self.

I don't kmow for how long I studied but when I finally felt really drained, I decided to just sleep.

I called my parents  before bed to get to know that they will come in the morning.

I already locked all the door and double checked them too so I got in the bed and quickly fell into a deep sleep.

•••••••

"Ohh y-yesssss!!! Ahhhh!!!"

Wha-

No.

No.

This can't be happening.

No.

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Hello! So this chapter was slightly boring. I'm really sorry about that. It gets better soon, I promise so please don't let go.

If the first part of the chapter is confusing, just remeber that each chapter is a continuation of the chapter before the last one. So this chapter is continued from chapter 06.

Thank you for sticking with the book!

Hope you enjoy it!!

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