felix's alarm clock keeps buzzing, but he doesn't even bother to get up.

he hated going to work, especially because he hated his job.

he's always been meaning to quit and go somewhere else where he enjoys it, but he didn't really know what he wanted to do.

his mom always told him years ago that he should do something with art, because he was very creative. not only that, he also has some random doodles in his notebooks, he's always making all kinds of projects.

of course he doesn't think he's good, he's always doubted himself in many things.

reality finally hit him when he realized how much of an ass his boss is.

if he's even one minute late, he'll be scolded hard.

of course his boss didn't care, he always found felix very lazy and not very bright, but he still keeps him because everyone else likes him.

specifically his daughter.

of course he doesn't know that.

when he finally opens his eyes, he reads the time and he immediately perks up as to he needs to be at work in 20 minutes.

"shit!" he races out of bed and quickly grabs clothes to change into.

he also didn't have anyone to wake him up in the morning.

his parents died when he was young because of a traumatic car accident, he was in the car with them but he was the only one who survived.

his brother doesn't talk to him either, ever since he went off to university he didn't bother with felix anymore.

he always blamed felix for their parents' death because he was distracting them when they crashed.

he blamed himself as well.

he wouldn't be so alone, and he probably would have happiness.

he can't remember the last time he actually smiled for real.

he was tired of the fake smiles.

"come on!" he puts his car key in the ignition but it struggles to start at first, he keeps turning the key but it still won't bother to start up.

he checks his phone to see the time, he had 10 minutes to get to the building.

there was no way he would make it on time now.

"come on! start already!" after he says that, it finally starts up and he sighs in relief as he quickly pulls out of his apartment driveway.

he keeps glancing at the time as he taps his finger on the steering wheel in every red light, he looks down for a second, but the next thing he knew when he looked up, he saw a car racing in his direction.

it came so fast that he didn't have enough time to move away, and then boom.

the car hits his own, and then he goes black.

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