"what?"

"I... it's just... I fell for him when you two were still friends... he actually was there for you when mom and dad died... but you guys drifted apart after you shut everyone out"

"why didn't you tell me?"

"because I didn't want anything worse to happen to you, you're happy now and I didn't want anything to ruin it"

"felix this is good for you though if you think about it" chan speaks up.

"how?" he looks at him.

"because you have a best friend, isn't that good?"

"yeah but... I don't anymore"

"am I just a pile of dirt or something?" hyunjin walks in, they look at him.

"what?"

"I thought we were friends now"

"we are"

"everyone calm down" minho says and felix crosses his arms.

"I'm going upstairs" felix leaves to go upstairs, chan goes to stand up, so does minho, but hyunjin sits them down.

"let me" hyunjin goes upstairs and knocks on the door.

"go away" felix says, but then he looks over and he's shocked to see hyunjin.

"felix come on... don't be upset about this"

"how would you feel if your whole life you lost everything then suddenly you find out you had everything?"

"you know you and me are no different"

"what?"

"my parents died when I was little too" he sits on the bed next to him.

"really? sorry..."

"I wanted to tell you but I just didn't know how... I don't remember them so it doesn't upset me that much, but I still wanna know who they were and what they were like"

"it's always like that... when you lose someone in your life... sometimes you don't really love them until you lose them..." felix looks down.

"maybe so"

"should I find out more about him?" felix looks back up at hyunjin.

"well that's up to you but I do hope that if you do see him again you'll still be my friend" felix nods.

"of course"

"let's go back downstairs, I'm sure you want to spend time with chan hm?"

"more than anything" hyunjin chuckles and then stands up and goes downstairs, felix following behind him.

"everything okay?" chan says and felix nods before he sits on the sofa next to him.

"you wanna meet him?" minho asks.

"I don't know..."

"well I just texted him and told him, I don't think he's gonna come because of me but we'll see"

"whatever I just wanna be like this for a while" he makes his way into chan's arms, who just smiles.

"me too"

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