"our first date, complete" chan smiles as he leans closer to felix, but then he hears his dad clear his throat.

felix bows to him and smiles shyly.

"you're coming back late" he crosses his arms.

"dad, come on"

"it's after midnight, your curfew was 11"

"I'm sorry sir I didn't know he had a curfew, he didn't tell me" felix bows to him again.

"it's alright, come on and stay here tonight it's already late" felix nods and they all go inside.

"felix why don't you go upstairs to the guest room, I'm gonna talk to chan" he says and felix nods.

when he leaves the room, chan looks down as he knows what's coming.

but of course, felix didn't actually leave, he was close enough to hear everything.

"you haven't told him yet have you?" chan shakes his head.

"I'm scared"

"hey... it's gonna be okay... just tell him"

"he'll leave me or something... I don't want him to leave me, I love him"

"you do?" chan nods.

"well I'm happy that you found someone to love before it was too late" chan looks down again and nods.

felix had a face of confusion the whole conversation between them.

what exactly is it that he's not telling me?

he sighs when he decides to go into the guest room, but then he stops when he approaches chan's room.

maybe I'll have a look to see if I can find anything that could figure it out

he looks around his room, and he first goes to his desk, where he finds nothing.

he looked in drawers, and closets, nothing.

maybe his dad! the parents always have something

he tiptoes all the way to his room and he finds a filing cabinet by the closet.

he quietly opens it and he quickly scrolls through the papers to see if there was anything about chan.

then his heart dropped when he finds one piece of paper.

Bang Chan Medical Information

he could feel his insides beat himself up and tear him apart.

he puts the paper back inside and he closes the cabinet to go to the guest room acting like nothing happened.

but he couldn't act like nothing happened when he saw chan at the doorway.

guess he had to tell him that he knows now.

"hey what's wrong?" chan sits next to him on the bed, felix looks down avoiding eye contact with him.

"I can't believe you didn't tell me"

"tell you what?"

felix looks at him, with tears in his eyes.

"why didn't you tell me that you have cancer!?"

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