wishing somebody loved me,

and loved me alone.

wishing somebody cared for me,
and cared for me alone.

wish i was somebody's everything,

and no one came close.

wish i was somebody's beautiful,

and no one else was, but me.

wish i was somebody's only,

and they wouldn't leave.

wish i was just another somebody,

but i'm just  nobody.

i just want somebody,

somebody who asked for me.

i just want you.

you, and you alone.

but you don't want me.

you're happy,

but i'm just nobody,

so i don't matter to you.

~ i'm not cute, i'm not hot, i'm not an angel, nor am i a cutie pie. i'm broken, hurt, in pain, and i can't do this anymore.

but that doesn't matter.

nobody wants me.

i'm just nothing.