Doubt anyone will read my book anymore but a rant. I guess I'm kinda bi (no bashing for me saying kinda, I'll explain)

I don't like the same gender fully, I only am in love with one girl, I'm more into guys, but she is the exception. Idk, i don't want to change my bio, because I'm honestly more straight if anything, I do like the D, and always will, but I really love this girl, romantically, not because of her parts, I'm in love with her personality and how she treats me as her girlfriend, (and yes, I am dating her.) but I'm also with another person, a guy, who is very very sweet. (and this is all irl, so my roleplay relationships are not affected one bit) idk, I'd rather say I'm straight, rather than bi, because I'd get laughed at, or not accepted, and with Polyamorous, well, I'm obviously a uneducated dumbass on that subject when I looked up the damn definition of Polyamorous. Like wtf