The air around the two young boys had become quite awkward since Hoseok had lashed out on the mint haired boy just a few minutes ago. Currently, their spacing with each other was a few feet apart in the entrance while their gazes were looking everywhere but at the bodies in front of them.

"I don't know what the problem is, but if it's because of me I give my deepest apologi—"

"No no, it's not you." Hoseok cut him off with a string of guilt. "I... I just can't see you anymore."

Yoongi wasn't sure what his deal was; maybe he had a girlfriend and he just made a cheap mistake yesterday by sleeping with a man instead of her. Kind of not new to him... "I see." A tad bit of disappointment could be detected in his tone but Hoseok didn't push any further. It must be embarrassing for Yoongi to be kicked out so abruptly without knowing any reason why.

"Well... Bye, I guess."

"Yeah..."

However, none of them seemed to move. This was proving more difficult than either of them anticipated. Hoseok, knowing why, still resulted in the same reason why Yoongi stayed – yet that boy didn't know why. Just staring at each other made them want to stay with each other, but Hoseok didn't want that. He didn't want to be drawn in for many reasons. "Right... I'm really going this time."

Hoseok smiled, a bit gawkily. "Yeah."

They both waved slowly at each other, and then Yoongi was finally out.

Hoseok cringed at himself for all the stupid goofy comments and looks he did just before Yoongi left. "Ugh. I'm so stupid." He slapped his forehead and went to lock the door, sighing in defeat at his inner battles and the situation he got himself into.

He was too drunk to notice yesterday who Yoongi was. If he had been more sober he wouldn't have walked up to him. Hoseok shook his head and leaned his body against the wall, looking down. "I can't do this again." His voice lowered grimly and a look of hurt washed over his features. "What do I do...?"

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"One more drink, please." This was Hoseok's twentieth drink. Not enough to get him drunk, but if he continued then he surely will get a little tipsy. He gulped down the shot in one gulp and slammed down the cup, closing his eyes as he let the liquid burn his throat.

Just forget... It's what you're good at.

He wanted to stay here until he couldn't see anymore. He wanted to forget so badly about everything he never wanted to leave this place. "Another, Sir?"

"No thank you." Nonetheless, he couldn't stay here. He picked out bills from his pocket and gave it to the bartender, proceeding to walk out of the building with hands in his pouches. Jimin was waiting for him and he didn't want to keep the boy waiting.

Hoseok found absolutely no pride in what he did. He was a coward who drank away his problems and worries, never talking about them, instead of facing them. Even Jimin barely knew Hoseok's problems, and they were so, very close to each other. Unfortunately, Hoseok simply didn't want Jimin to worry over him. As a parental sort of feeling, Hoseok somehow developed that sense while caring for Jimin. He'd been through too much and he was afraid to add more to his plate than necessary.

Jimin's physical wounds might have healed, but his heart and mind were still learning. And they were still very sensitive, despite the front he upheld.

Hoseok wasn't a good role model. He still really tried his damn best, though.

Glancing around the street, he noted quickly he was already almost at Jimin's house. With a stop at the end of the sidewalk, he waited patiently for the walking light tolet him pass. Unconsciously, his foot tapped the ground in a repetitive manner;something he did a lot when standing around doing nothing.     

With a big inhale, that's when he noticed the light signaling. He, along with other strangers, walked off the cement and onto the road to cross the other side until he was back on track to Jimin's house. He didn't have a car even though he could drive – he just didn't feel like driving when he had no motivation for anything in life anymore.

Ten minute walk later, Hoseok found himself at the doorstep of his best friend. He knocked and almost immediately, the door opened, though a cute hand stretched out from the doorway and pulled Hoseok in by the collar. He shrieked in horror at first but now that he was in the house, Hoseok looked at Jimin with slight confusion and annoyance.

"Jimin, what was that about?! I almost died of a heart attack!" Although the act itself was uncalled for, Hoseok already felt happy just by seeing Jimin.

"Okay, I gotta tell you something weird happened yesterday."

And so, that's when Hoseok learned about Jimin having sex with a kid that he still didn't know the name of. But no, Jimin didn't find fucking the (what looked like) underage kid a bit weird God forbid – the thing that made him feel weird was the fact that this kid had called him Daddy.

"He called you Daddy?"

Jimin nodded frantically. "It was so weird! No one's called me Daddy before!"

Hoseok, although finding his little game with people a bit saddening, wanted nothing but the best for Jimin. He was proud, though. With a smirk emerging on his lips, the older boy raised his eyebrows and wrapped an arm around the younger. "Congratulations! You're now an official gay top!"

Jimin was absolutely baffled and hid his face in Hoseok's shoulder. "Shut up! B-But what do I do?" He could hear a bit of the worry surging through his voice. "I don't know how to act like a 'Daddy'."

"Hmmm..." He thought for a little moment. Hoseok definitely knew how to act confident in front of other people. "Okay, here." He gently pushed Jimin away and cleared his throat. Hoseok looked at Jimin from head to toe, ready to give him any positive advice he could. "So here," Hoseok pushed Jimin's chip up a little, "Thankfully this kid is shorter than you so you can assert dominance easier. To do this you should look down on him – but not angrily – just very... lustfully."

Jimin tried soaking in all the info he could. "So here," Hoseok hummed, "They like guys who can take care of them and baby them. Anyone who wants a Daddy want a man who can shower them with compliments and, well, you can make their legs shake easily just by being extremely blunt with them, I'm pretty sure. Touch them a lot. It makes them crave for you.  All you gotta do is be yourself though. You're already pretty Daddy material to a teenager." 

Jimin hummed and squirmed in his seat. "O-Okay. I think I get it." Hoseok smiled at the soft side of Jimin. Thankfully it was a side usually only he saw, since no one really cared hard enough to want Jimin so close. That part was sad. Hoseok wanted Jimin to find more love. He needed to know that there were still others in the world who can love him that wasn't Hoseok. Though to shake him out of his thoughts, Jimin then giggled out of nowhere. "I-I'm... I've never been a Daddy before." The look of glee in his eyes were clear; Hoseok could only laugh because it was so cute.

"Agh – tsk, Jimin stop being adorable before I eat you." Jimin covered his face and shoved Hoseok.

"U-Um... By the way... What about that guy you were with?"

"Huh?" Hoseok blinked. "Oh yeah, that guy. Just a one night stand... nothing more."

"Wha- you slept with him?!" Jimin gaped.

"Oh right, I didn't tell you yet." Hoseok smiled awkwardly. "Yeah I slept with him and sucked his blood. But nothing else happened."

"Wow you're such a... B-But Hoseok?" The older vampire hummed in question, "Speaking of that... Y-You should try to find someone." The boy picked his fingernails together with a nervous matter.

Because of this, Hoseok was struck with awe. He would never think Jimin to say something like this... Ever? This was very new to him. "Why, baby?"

"W-Well... Because..." Jimin looked away with his bangs covering his eyes. This was something he did a lot when he was nervous in front of Hoseok. "... I dunno. You need someone? I'm out now so you-you can find someone without troubl—"

"I'm not going to leave you, Jimin, if that's what you're getting at." Hoseok frowned. 

However, Jimin shook his head, eyes still looking away. "N-No I just really think... You look very lonely." 

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a bit of jimin and hoseok behind the scenes time in this lil chapter, but dnt worry sope is coming back next chapter 8) 

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