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Y/N POV---

"Please...?" I said, hoping they will listen to me.

"No princess, please understand its for your own good." Joonie oppa said. I sighed and sat back on the couch.

"Why don't you guys get it? Its not doing any good to me!" I said. "Please...pull me out of school."

Jin and Joonie oppa sighed and stopped whatever they were doing to look at me. The others weren't home. I thought I'd convince the oppas one by one to pull me out of school. I really don't wanna go there. Until now I had no other choice than to attend school, but now that the oppas know, I do have a choice and I'm not giving up on my only chance to get away from that hell hole.

"Okay listen," Jin oppa said, "we'll talk about it when everybody's home. The matter is closed for now."

"Wha-"

"Get it?"

"....okay"

*****A WEEK LATER******

Nothing. That's what they did. They didn't listen to me. I told them school was the reason I became like this, but they don't understand. I'm questioning my decision of telling them, barely anything has changed, just that they talk to me more often, take care of me and make sure I'm okay. I'm thankful for that but school is getting out of hand. I feel like I can't handle it.

My exams started yesterday. The first one, geography, was horrible. And today was maths. The teacher started distributing the sheets, I rubbed my palms on my jeans to wipe the sweat. I chewed on lower lip while trying to remember all the formulas that Jimin and Joonie oppa had taught me. The teacher gave me a sheet and the question paper. I gulped the heavy lump forming in my throat and took my pen.

After a terrible three hours exam, I left the room heading straight to the parking area where Jungkook would be waiting for me. I haven't talked to Jake and Clay in the past few days. Jake was busy with his football practice and Clay had his cousins to look after, after school. I saw Jungkook waving at me. He stood properly, removing the support that he was taking from the car. I waved back, forcing a smile.

"How was your day?" He asked cheerfully.

"Good" I answered, opening the car door for me to enter. He hopped in the driver's seat from the other side as I kept my bag behind and sat comfortably.

"Y/N!! Wait!"

Me and Jungkook looked out and saw a girl running towards us. I sighed, and opened the door.

"What?" I said, without showing any emotion.

"Hello I'm Jessica, I'm n-"

"What do you want?" I asked cutting her off. She stared at me for a while, irritating me even more, I sighed and said, "Do you need anything other than telling your name?"

"Uh actually I was thinking if you could help me with my history notes, I asked t-." She said, smiling at me. Weird.

"History notes right?" I said, making her nod, "Okay. Now bye." I said, closing the door

"Thank you Y/N, Emily said you'd refuse to help m-"

"You know what. I changed my mind, go and find someone else who'd love to be nice with crackheads." I said and slammed the door shut.

"What?" I said, when I noticed Jungkook staring at me, "Are you gonna drive? Or I have to walk back home?"

He sighed and ignited the engine, we made it out to the main road when he decided to speak.

"She just asked you to help her, you shouldn't have acted like that." He said, his voice wasn't harsh or anything.

"Acted?" I said, "you think I'm acting?"

"God no, I didn't mean it like that!" He said, "I- okay, let's talk when we reach home."

I didn't say anything. What am I supposed to say. It'll be like that again, the way it has been till now. They'll tell me I should behave nicely, and that they're helping me. I know they're trying and all. And I agree its better than before but its still very hard.

Jungkook pulled in the driveway, I walked inside the house quietly. I've lost all the interest in talking.

"Y/N, how was your day?" Jimin oppa asked, smiling at me.

"Very nice" I said and walked upstairs to my room.

A/N POV---

Jimin looked at Jungkook with a confused expression. Yoongi walked down a few seconds later,

"What was that?" He asked, staring dumbfounded at Jungkook.

"What?" Jungkook asked.

"You know idiot" the elder hissed, "why is she not talking to anyone?"

"I... I might've said something.." Jungkook stuttered fiddling with his shirt.

Their exprssions changed. Taehyung and Hoseok stopped playing their vediogame and listened carefully to what was happening. Jin, Jimin and Namjoon frowned, wanting to know what the youngest boy might've said.

"And what did you say?" Yoongi asked, eyeing him.

"It was by mistake, it just slipped I-"

"What did you say!?" Yoongi raised his voice a little. Jungkook looked down.

"I'll tell you the whole thing." He said, "there was this girl, she came to Y/N asking for some notes and she agreed to help her. Then the girl thanked her and said someone told her that Y/N won't help her, and after hearing this she got pissed and told the girl to find someone else who'd like being nice to crackheads." Jungkook said.

Some of the boys nodded and some sighed. Jungkook continued, "On the way home, I said that she shouldn't have acted rudely. And she caught the word 'acted' and now she thinks that we- I, I think that she's acting and doing this on purpose." He said. "I'm sorry hyung, but I swear I didn't mean it like that."

Jimin sighed and spoke, "its okay, we know you didn't mean to say it like that."

"But what now hyung? She takes words more deeply these days, than before." Jungkook said.

"It happens," Yoongi said, "she's still struggling. When all this time she's been fighting words, thoughts and emotions; then its quite obvious that she understands them and has a deeper view than a normal person would have." He said.

"But Yoongi, its not good to have such an overthinking mind that would cause her problems. Its not good to take words with so much meaning when its a simple thing. Or a see a little thing in a such way that her mind would make it look ten times bigger than it actually is." Jin said.

"You think she's enjoying all this?" Yoongi said, his words sounded more hard this time. "You think anyone in the world will enjoy having such intense thoughts that they feel suffocated? To have an excessively thinking mind that makes it hard for them to breath sometimes?" He asked, while maintaining a sharp gaze.

"No Yoongi that's not what I'm saying. She's been like that for a long time now and its unhealthy. Have you noticed how she behaves, she'd say one thing now and flip for another thing in the next moment. She gets angry in a matter of seconds. She says she's done being good. She gets tired even to make it through the day. She hates mirrors because she hates seeing her reflection. Now think about it and tell me, do you think its okay?" The eldest asked.

Yoongi shook his head, "No" he said, "then help her for god's sake!" He shouted gripping his hair in frustration, "We are not helping her. We just tell her to behave properly and keep on repeating the same thing 'we are with you', 'you're not alone', hell she knows all that! If her anxiety takes over, it would be bad..." He said, tears trickling as he spoke the last sentence.

"Yoongi I know you're worried about her, we all are. But please hang on, for us, for Y/N. You're the only one after Jimin who she talks to properly. She even said you remind her of her Dad right? Then please, you can help her. You and Jimin can together work this out. Remember how she was literally ready to do anything when we said to take her to a doctor? She believes in you and Jimin more than any doctor, more than any professional, I do too. I know you both can help her and bring our old Y/N back."

"But I-"

"You don't trust her?" Jin asked.

"I do" Yoongi said.

"Then you can do it. She wants to get better too Yoongi, and she'll be comfortable when it'd be you and Jimin, who'd help her. You both know how to handle things like these. I trust both of you and I know you can do this." Jin said.

"Yes hyung, please let's do this together. I can't see her like this." Jimin said. "We all will do whatever we can."

"I agree" Taehyung said.

"Me too" Namjoon said.

"Me three" Hoseok said.

"Me four" Jungkook said.

Yoongi smiled a little, Jin patted his back proudly. He nodded and sat straight,

"So the first thing is to get her a break from school for a while." Yoongi said, "She was right, school is just making it worse than it already is."

Namjoon sighed, "I knew this. We decided to not stop her schooling for a reason hyung. She needs to meet people and make friends." He said.

"I'm not pulling her out of school, though I won't hesitate doing that if things are like this. Anyways what I'm saying is to give her a break." Yoongi said.

"Her exams are going on" Jungkook reminded.

"Yeah exactly, she has to appear for the exams, or her grades will be affected." Namjoon said, Hoseok nodded.

"Do you really think she is able to concentrate?" Yoongi asked.

"That's not the point.." Hoseok said.

"Then do explain what is?" Yoongi said sarcastically, making the younger sigh.

"Hyung, I know she needs a break, but her exams are important too." He said.

"Really? More than he-"

Yoongi stopped when, you suddenly showed up.

"Don't worry continue" you said, "I just came to eat something. I'll go."

"Y/N" Yoongi called softly.

"Yeah I know oppa, don't worry I'm okay." You said and smiled a little, "Kookie I'm sorry, I acted rudely and overreacted."

Jungkook shook his head, "Its fine, You didn't overreact." He said.

You took and apple and started walking back towards the staircase, but soon stopped and decided to go to Yoongi.
You hugged him and whispered,

"Its okay, you don't have to be mad at them for me. I've been dealing with this for long enough, I can deal with it now too."

"I'm sorry, I can't do anything." He whispered back, with guilt hinting in his voice.

"No need to be sorry, I'm okay." You said, pulling away from the hug.

"Promise?" He said. You looked down.

"Well, not really okay... But its better than before, I promise." You said.

"I'm proud of you" he said, making you smile.

"Thank you appa" you said and giggled. He chuckled and kissed your head.

"So some people just forgot about me huh?" Jimin said crossing his arms.

"Nooo" you said and hugged him. He smiled and pecked your nose.

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