I sobbed, my whole body shaking and I felt like I couldn't even breathe. My heart was being torn from my body, thrown on the ground and stomped into dust. It physically hurt. The pain in my chest like an utter pain that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy.

"Gee, take deep breaths," Mikey whispered reassuringly.

Although, I couldn't hardly hear him. I could see Frank's mom crying, her head resting on Frank's grandpa's shoulder. People around us were either crying or watching with sorrow looking faces. I could see Ryan crying as Brendon hugged him and tried to comfort him.

But oh god here came the part I wasn't looking forward to. The instant moment the casket started lowering into the ground I broke down into even more sobs. I dropped down to my knees on the dirt, screaming softly. I couldn't even breathe, I didn't want to be here anymore. I just wanted to be with Frankie again.

I woke up shaking and crying. I sat up straight, sobbing as I remembered all over again that Frank was dead. There was a cold hand on my shoulder, rubbing comfortingly.

"Don't cry, baby boy," Frank whispered.

I buried my face into his chest as I sobbed.

"You're gone," I cried. "You're not supposed to be here."

"But I am," he said softly. "I'll always be here for you."

"I love you," I whispered.

"I love you too, baby boy," he mumbled.

Frank held me close until I finally calmed down. It was about four in the morning but I couldn't fall asleep. Plus, I didn't want to sleep even if I could, I didn't want to waste this valuable time with Frank.

"How are you here?" I asked quietly.

Frank didn't say anything, just ran his hands through my hair gently. I whimpered, hugging him tight.

"I don't care how you got here, I'm just glad you're here," I mumbled. "No, I know how you're here. You're an angel. And like you said, sometimes angels walk the earth too and you're my angel to keep me safe."

He kissed my forehead and I smiled softly.

"And you're gonna be my angel to keep me safe from the monsters, right?" I asked.

"Of course, baby, I'll always keep you safe from the monsters," Frank reassured.

I smiled, giving him a kiss.

"Come on, sweetheart, you need to get some rest," he said.

"Nuh-uh, no sleepy," I denied.

"And why not?" Frank asked.

"Because if I go sleepy then when I wake up you're nots gonna be here no more," I said.

"Hey," he said, running his fingers through my hair. "Just because you can't always see me doesn't mean I'm not still watching over you."

"But it's not the same," I grumbled. "I wanna be able to hug you and kiss you and hold your hand."

I smiled, straddling his hips.

"You look so nice in your suit," I said. "But don't you ever get bored? Don't you wanna change?"

Frank didn't say anything and I played with the lapel of his suit jacket. I opened his suit jacket up and gasped. Inside the inner pocket was Dee, her little kitten head poking out the top. I hugged Dee tight and Frank smiled.

"You brought Dee for me?" I asked.

"Well, you buried me with her, did you think I was just gonna leave her down there?" He asked.

I giggled and shook my head.

"But here's the thing, babydoll, when I go away I have to take Dee with me, okay?" Frank asked.

I nodded sadly and he kissed my forehead. I smiled as I looked down at Dee. But like frank, I could see through her slightly.

"Thank you, daddy," I said, leaning forward to press my lips against his.

I set Dee aside, moving closer as I tangled my hands into his hair. My body pressed tight against his and I whimpered quietly.

"Please, daddy," i whined.

I grabbed his hand, putting it over my panties as I whined. He palmed me gently and I panted, resting my head against his shoulder as I rutted my hips into his hand.

"C'mon, baby boy, daddy's gonna show you how to make yourself feel good," he said.

I looked up at him and he grabbed my wrist, pushing my hand up. I sucked on my fingers and he smirked softly.

"Take off your panties," he ordered.

I took them off quickly and was quick to straddle his hips again.

"Finger yourself, baby," he whispered, kissing my neck.

I blushed, moving my hand behind me. I pushed a finger in slowly, just like frank used to do with me. I moved it in and out slowly before adding a second.

"Good boy, just like that," Frank muttered.

I panted as my stomach churned with hot pleasure. He sucked on my neck and I whined, rocking my hips down against my hand.

"See? You don't even need me," Frank said.

I pulled my hand away and frowned.

"Nuh-uh, daddy, need you," I said. "Doesn't feel good with just me."

I reached for his belt but Frank stopped me. His hands pulled my close and I gasped as my erection rubbed between us. He didn't waste any time pushing two fingers inside me.

"O-oh daddy," I moaned.

My hands bunched up his jacket and I rocked down against his hand. Frank moved his fingers in and out quickly as I moaned. My stomach tightened with the tight knot I haven't felt in a while. I cried out when his fingers brushed against my prostate.

"Hey, baby, you've gotta be quiet," Frank whispered.

I nodded quickly, burying my face into the crook of his neck.

"Feels so good," I moaned. "Missed you so much."

He added in a third finger and I whined.

"You gonna come for me, princess?" He asked and I nodded quickly.

The burning pleasure in the pit of my stomach threatened to spill. But then Frank's free hand spanked me suddenly and I gasped. I came between us, my erection rubbing against his clothes as I whimpered. I whined quietly, my body completely relaxing against his. He pulled his fingers away, rubbing my back gently.

"Good boy," he muttered. "You tired now, baby boy?"

I nodded softly and he smiled. Frank laid down, letting me cuddle up to his side.

"You get some rest, sweetheart," he said.

I shook my head, stifling a yawn. I got up, putting my panties on. I turned the light on and smiled.

"C'mon, daddy, let's play," I said.

I smiled, opening up my toy box.

"You wanna play with my dolls?" I asked. "Or we can make a castle with my building blocks. My dad bought me more toys when you died because he wanted me to be happy again. I haven't used them yet because I've been too sad to use them."

Frank smiled softly, kneeling beside me.

"Alright, show me your new toys," he said. "But after you have to go to sleep, alright?"

I nodded but we both knew I wasn't listening.

"Lookies!" I exclaimed and Frank shushed me. "I gots a new doll and a train set. Ooh, and I also got a baby doll."

I picked up the baby and handed her to Frank.

"Her name is Bandit," I said. "Make sure you cradle her head, dad told me how to really hold a baby."

Frank smiled, cradling the baby in his arms. She was wearing a little baby outfit with ducks on them.

"Where in the world did you get a name like Bandit for a child?" Frank asked with a small laugh.

"Because your mama said you used to have a fishy named Bandit from a cartoon you saw," I told him. "She said you had to flush him down the toilet and you were crying a lot."

"You mean from when I was six?" Frank asked and I nodded. "Do you know what a bandit is?"

I shook my head. "I think it sounds pretty. She even has a little hat."

Frank smiled softly, playing with her little plastic hand.

"Bandit can be our together baby, daddy," I said

"Okay, Bandit can be our baby," he said.

I gasped when he dropped her slightly.

"No, no, cradle her head," I corrected.

I picked her up correctly and smiled as I yawned. Frank picked me up and I smiled. He pulled me into his lap and I smiled. Frank rocked me gently, and I felt my eyelids get heavy. Bandit fell from my arms as I rested my head against his shoulder.

"Gonna go sleepy?" He asked.

"No...no sleepy," I mumbled.

Frank shushed me quietly, running his fingers through my hair.

"You'll see me tomorrow," frank reassured. "You don't need to stay up all night. You need some sleep to feel better."

I shook my head as he carried me to the bed. Frank tucked me in, giving me my pack. I hugged Dee as frank curled up behind me. His arm wrapped around my middle as his front pressed to my back.

"I love you, baby boy," he whispered.

"Y-you're gonna be here tomorrow, right?" I asked sleepily.

"Of course I will," Frank promised. "Remember, even if you can't see me I'm always here for you."

I smiled softly and nodded my head. He hummed quietly, his fingers running through my hair. Frank kissed the top of my head, hugging me close as I quickly fell asleep in his arms.