I took in a deep breath and stretched and rolled over. Wait, I sleep on a twin size bed, I wouldn't have fell of the bed for how much I rolled her. I opened my eyes and try to remember where I am.

Once I took in the walls and the bedroom door, I realized where I was. I gasped and jumped off the bed. How in the hell did I get in here? I don't sleep walk and I know Lucas would have seen me walk in or notice me in here.

Ow, I felt a pitching feeling on my neck. I brought my hand up to my neck. I felt one of those over sized band aids on my neck. "What the..", I mumbled to myself, confused.

I looked down at what I was wearing. I was wearing black silk shorts and a white tank top that barley covers my belly bottom. Great, now how in hell did I get into these? Their defiantly not mine, I could never afford silk that felt like this and I this tank top doesn't even cover my stomach, so I would never have brought it....

"Your right, their not yours.", I heard Lucas deep voice behind me. I jumped and turned around. He was standing at the bedroom door holding a glass cup filled with something that was dark red.

I tired pulling down the tank top, but it wouldn't cover my stomach, so I had to keep it showing my stomach since it'll expose my bar if I kept trying to pull it down. I began to remember what happened and I kept my distance from him. I can't believe not only did I kiss him, but I let him feed off me.

He walked in and held out the glass to me, "Drink this, you'll feel better.",

I raised my eyebrows and looked at the cup, then him, "What is it?", I asked.

"Wine.",

Probably poison in it, I thought. I brought my hand to my mouth and my eyes went wide open. I didn't want to think that. I really don't feel like getting yelled at right now.

But he didn't yelled, he just smiled, "It's just wine, I promise.",

Still confused, I took it. I didn't drink from it though. I don't care if it is poison, I'm not drink it.

The pain in my neck gave a pinch feeling. I brought my hand up to the band aid again and looked up at Lucas, "Why--",

"Yeah, sorry about that, I didn't mean to, but I was really thirsty and something went over me", he cut me off. It took me a second to understand what he meant.

"Why in the hell would you dri," the pitching feeling in my neck turned into straight up pain. "Ow.", I said, rubbing my neck.

"If you'll just drink the wine, the pain will go away.", he said walking over to his bed and laid down.

I sighed and grabbed the glass cup. I sniffed the wine, I never really drank wine before, it smell way different than alcohol and beer. I swallow the lump feeling in my throat and took a few sips. The wine felt funny going down my throat. I could feel where the pain in my neck slowly go away. It took about a minute for the whole feeling to go away.

I ended up coughing after taking the last few sips. I put the glass cup back on the table and just stood there. After about two seconds, the silence started to feel awkward.

"Um," I started, but Lucas spoke.

"You want to know how you got here.", he said, not putting it in a question. I turned around to see he was sitting on his bed. I nodded my head.

"And where are my cloths.", I added.

Lucas got up from the bed and reached down to pull something out bed. A journal. "Do you remember taking this from a room?", he asked.

I looked at the book and hesitated, wondering if I should answer that and risk him getting. I looked down at the floor before nodding.

"Your different.", he said and i looked up at him. "Maybe that what drawn me to you, I always like thing that are different. I married a human as you can tell when my people expect me to married a full born vampire. You, the girl who out of a crowed of humans, stood out and yes, I thought you beautiful. I couldn't smell your blood that night in the alley, but I thought it was just in my head and I knew I had to figure out why. I took you I could be near you, but I was a monster to you to hide my own feelings.", he said. "I know you hate me and you should. But please, forgive me.", he said.

"I-I don't know,", I admitted. I couldn't believe what I was hearing, I have never seen this Lucas before, it was so strange, but looking at him with a new light, something changed.

"Try.", he said, taking my hand and pulling me towards him. I let him and my heart picked up speed as he leaned his face towards me, his hazel green eyes never leaving my blue ones.

Are lips move against each other quickly once this touch.I felt myself start to move backwards and I kept going backwards till I hit the wall. I felt my heart beat go faster and I couldn't control it. I quickly pulled away to breath, I was breathing heavy.

I couldn't help but moan through the kiss.We started to kiss harder. I felt his hands go to my back. His hands felt cold on my back, which made back arch. I put my hands in his hair, I couldn't help but pull a little. Now a moans came from his lips. His hand went around my neck, pulling me head forward to kiss me again and my hands flew up to his chest

His teeth bit my bottom lip, it didn't hurt. My mouth open though and I felt his tongue lick on my bottom lip which probably bleed from how hard he bit me. I didn't care though. But then his tongue went into my mouth.

I'm going to admit it, I do like kissing him. I have never kissed anyone like this before. Never this long and never had this feeling in my gut.

"Lucas," I said, trying to say his name right, but it sounded really weird since his tongue was in my mouth. I wanted to stop, but at the same time, I wanted it to go on.

Lucas pulled away, but to pull his hands behind him and quickly pulled off his shirt. I couldn't help but stare. I then saw a small smile on his face. I blushed, quickly moving my eyes.

We were about to kiss again, but I had to stop him before our lips touch. "I have to go.", I said.

Lucas still had his eyes closed, but I can see that he was disappointed. He opened his eyes and nodded, "Yeah.", he said, pulling away a little and I realized I was still in someone pajamas. Crap, I just can't go back wearing this. Jasmine would be asking me tones of questions.

"Your cloths are in the bathroom,", he said, not looking at me. He was looking at door which was probably the bathroom. His still look disappointed, but I know we couldn't keep going on.

One, it could have gone rather. Seconds, I don't want to be here cause the more I spend time in here, the more Jasmine start worrying about me. Cause God knows, she probably wondering where I been. Third, if we continuted kissing, I know it's going to go further with both our cloths off. And Four, I'm starting to like-like him.

I nodded my head and walked over to the bathroom. I opened the door and walked in. I walked up to the mirror. My hair was a little messy, but looked okay. I looked paler and my eyes showed somewhat of bags. But pretty much, I look the same.

I saw my cloths on a wicker hamper. I walked over to them and picked them up. They smelled like vanilla, I love the smell. I stripped out of the cloths. But I looked at the tag on them, E.C. I mind went to one person, Emma.

Ew, he put me in her cloths! Then my cheeks blushed mad hard--he seen me naked! Oh, this isn't good.

My cloths might have gotten blood on them somehow, but her cloths? Really? I ignored what I was just wearing. I throw the pajamas in the hamper and got dressed in my cloths and put on my shoes.

I walked over to the sink and sighed. I really didn't feel like going back out there. What the hell did I just do? Why did I kiss him? He didn't kiss me, I kissed him first!. Something felt right about it though. I liked it so much.

I wish my life was simpler.

I quickly turn on the cold water and splash some water on me to feel more alive. I want to run, from here, from the pixies, from this world, and from Lucas. I'm so confused from all this.

I finally went to the door and opened it. I walked out and saw Lucas sitting at the his bed. "So, um..", I said, feeling awkward again. "I better get back before Jasmine wonders where I am. I don't know how long I been out.",

"Only a few hours. Everyone should be awake, but in there rooms, so you better hurry.", he said. His voice sounded somewhat normal, but like he was trying to keep it normal.

I nodded, walking over to the bedroom door. I stopped, turning my head around to look at Lucas, "I'll be here tomorrow on time.", I said, then walked out. I walked down the hallways to the stairs and too my room. Just cause I pretty much made out with Lucas, doesn't mean he probably didn't let go about what happen at the party with me and Emma.

When I got to my door, I walked in. Thinking Jasmine was already asleep by now and hopefully I can just walk over to the bed and crawl in without waking her. But that didn't happen, Jasmine arms were around my neck right as I walked in. "Where in world have you been? I was so worried.", she said, pulling away.

"I, um," I said, trying to think of something. "I guess I had to do more than I thought for Lucas. Damn him for keeping me so busy.", I faked laughed and smiled.

She seemed to buy it, "Well you're here now. We missed you at dinner, but I saved some food for you. Luckily you got here before if got really cold.", she said, walking over to the desk with some food with plastic foil covering it. She handed it to me and I smiled in thank you. I didn't realized how hungry I was in till now.

"So what did Master Lucas want you to do that kept you so long?", she asked. Crap, I was hoping she wasn't going to ask that.

"Um,", I said, thinking quickly as I walked over to my bed, "You know, cleaning his bathroom, his bedroom, his office and a few other things.", I said. I wasn't going to say, 'But really we made out and I just loved it, what did you do today?'

I frowned, I wish I could. I just wanted to blurt it out to someone, I wanted to gossip about it with someone. Maybe I can tell Jasmine. I mean, maybe I can trust her. I looked at Jasmine, opening my mouth to tell her the truth. She looked at me, waiting for me to talk. "Well really I,", I start, but shut my mouth. She raised her eyebrows. I quickly faked smile again, "I apologize for what I did at the party the other night.", I lied of course.

"What?", Jasmine said, shocked. "Emma should be the one to apologize! She a total tramp!",

"Yeah, but I guess I just felt somewhat guilty.". I can't believe I'm lying. I wasn't feeling guilty, it was Emma fault, not mine. I couldn've have just walked away when she saw me, but no, she's had to just cause a scene.

"Will you shouldn't feel guilty.", Jasmine said, getting under her blankets.