"What?", I asked, shocked. Lucas was married and is he still married? "What?", I asked, again.

He pressed himself off the door and sighed again, "Yes, I know, shocking. How heartless he can be sometimes.",

"What do you mean, was his wife?", I asked.

"What do you think? She was human, she died, a long time ago.", he said, his voice seemed to be a little cold. He looked confused, "Please tell me you didn't go through her thing when you were in there.", he said.

"Um, well..", I said, looking at the ground.

"Oh Dorinda, you shouldn't have done that. You know what Lucas would do to you if he finds out you went through her things?" He asked.

"I didn't mean to.", I said truthfully.

"Well good luck keeping your thoughts to yourself when your around him, he hates hearing her name.", he said.

"Why?",

"I don't know.", he paused, "And I don't want to know, I don't want to be the pixies to ask, unless I want my head torn off.",

I wasn't sure if I should do this, but I pulled out the book/journal out and showed him, "Do you want to find out?", I asked.

He looked at the book/journal for a second confused than realized what I was holding, "No, no, no, put it back.", he said, taking it out of my hands and opening the doors, "What box did you find it from?", he asked, not looking at me. I heard in his voice like he was scared or worried.

Okay, if he doesn't want to know who Savanna is, but I do. And I'm going to find out, some how. And what was he worried of?

I quickly snatch the book/journal thing out his hand, "Liam, I really want to find out.", I said, making my voice hard and looking impassion.

"Dorinda, are you crazy?", he said, voice turning cold, "He can easily hear you in your head, next thing you know, your at a vampire hospital and trust me, they don't care much for humans.",

"Well, ", I said, looking at the book/journal, then Liam, than too the book/journal again, "I'll take my chances.". I turned around and started my way up the hallways.

But when I was about out of the hallways, Liam voice came down the hallways, "Please Dorinda, don't.",

I didn't stop, I just kept on going.

I waited till I got to my room. Jasmine was probably at dinner, maybe wondering where I am. I'll just tell her I didn't feel will.

I sat down on my bed, crossing my legs. I opened the book halfway, worried on what I might find out. I took a deep breath and opened it. It was defiantly a journal.

I looked at the writing, the letters were in cursive, old fashion cursive, but I can still read it. I scanned throw the pages, most were about Savanna days, study and reading most day. Partially her family was one of the riches family in England. Everyone knew her family. After ever page at the end, she mark it -SER.

After going threw a few other pages, one caught my eyes.

December 24, 1826

It's Christmas Eve, my sister and I are going to the winter party tonight. The cold royal family coming. We finally get to meet the prince, but I wish I don't have too, I'm told he's a ladies man. -SER

The cold family? As in vampires? And is she talking about Lucas?

December 25, 1826

Last night was an okay event, but I didn't have fun. My sister, Joanna, had many men around her, like always. She always was the prettiest of the family. Like I have complain before, I am beautiful, but my sister and her friends, their beauty false, always wearing so much makeup and filling their corset with rags so their chest will look bigger. But anyways, she has a date for tonight Christmas party, Prince Lucas. -SER

December 31, 1826

New years is tomorrow, my birthday in two weeks, I'll finally be 18. Hopefully I can get the urge to talk to George. George is a real lovely 21 year old, he's so nice and handsome, he's everything I always wanted in a man. He's hardworking and comes from a good family.

But my days aren't getting good though, Prince Lucas has been at my house everyday, fooling around with my sister. What does she see in him? Sure he's a prince, but he isn't alive, as far as I understand. He's cold and drink blood. But has the body of a human. I'm amazed their world is real. -SER

So my world did know about vampires, but why doesn't it know about it now?

January 13, 1827

I'm 18 finally, today going to be good. My father throwing me party tonight, I'm hoping George will make it. -SER

Tonight was horrible! George came with his future wife, my heart crushed when I saw her walk with her hand in his. What makes it worse, my sister made me dance with Prince Lucas! -SER

February 10, 1827

I couldn't stop looking at him at dinner. Ever since my birthday, I couldn't. I was falling in love with Prince Lucas. -SER

February 29, 1827

He broke her heart, my poor sister Joanna, her heart died when Prince Lucas told her he couldn't be with her anymore. I could see how much she was in love with him. But I'm also in love with him. -SER

April 17, 1827

I get to see him today again, okay, I wont really see him, but he'll be in town. Prince Lucas has come again to visit. My sister, Joanna, is trying to think of plan to get him back. I don't want to be hurtful to her, but I wish I could say, "I'm also in love with him". -SER

April 21, 1827

Prince Lucas broke my sister heart, but worse, I broke her heart too! We both wanted him, but I never thought he would want to have dinner with me, I thought for sure he'll pick her. I mean, I hoped he wouldn've have pick me, but it was more chance she would get picked. -SER

June 19, 1828

I finally found my journal today as I was unpacking. I now live in a palace. I can't believe it! I bin with Lucas a year. We're in love! I would have never thought Prince Lucas would ever be in love with me. For all we known, he could be with my sister, but he choose me and he'll never stop loving me...hopefully. -SER

And that's were it stops, the rest of the pages aren't filled, their blink.

There may have not bin much, but at least I know some. I closed the journal and tossed it at the bottom of my bed. I laid down on my bed and sighed. It wasn't much, I wanted to know more than about her and her sister loving Lucas.

And it just stops their! When she moves in the palace? Like really, I want to know more.

Since their nothing always to do here but clean, I am becoming more noises, which isn't good.

I want to ask Lucas about her, but I don't even want to see him. Not because I'm scared to asked about Savanna, but because of the kiss.

I touched my lips, I couldn't get the feeling off my lips. I frowned, from how much I hate him, I want to kiss him again.

He probably not in a good mood like he never is.

Just go talk to him, don't be a baby. I told myself.

I sighed to myself and got up from the bed and grabbed the journal. I walked out of the room and on my way towards Lucas office.

I got to the stair case in 6 minute. I walked up them and I walked slowly towards the office.

Right before I could opening the door cause I'm sure he can hear me. I heard Emma voice from Lucas bedroom. "I hate you!", she yelled, "Why didn't you get rid of her, she just one human! What makes her so special? Huh?",

"Leave my room and my palace.", Lucas yelled, making me jump. His voice was strong and cold.

"No! I came here to get you to understand, she human, a snack you can say. She not important. Last I check, I was improtant, to you. What change? What changed between us, we use to be so in love.", she said, lowering her voice, making it sound like she was about to cry, but I can hear the fake in her voice.

"I didn't change,", Lucas voice was now soft, "you did. Once you father become one of the governs, you changed into this," he paused, "into this whore.",

I heard Emma gasp, "How can you speak to me like that?", she barked.

"Who I'm speaking to is you. I'm the prince, I can say whatever to you.",

"Where is this behavior coming from? Is it her that's doing this? Dorinda? Lucas, she's not Savanna. Savanna gone and she's never comi-", but before Emma could finish, Emma body busted throw the door and hit the wall where I was standing, which I scream cause from how close she was to me. I brought the journal to my chest, holding it close to me. I felt myself starting to shake.

Lucas walked over to the his bedroom door, his fangs were out, which made me more scared. The look on his face was terrifying. He notice me, but quickly looked at Emma. She was getting up from the floor like she was just sitting on it and like she didn't bust throw a wooded door.

She started laughing, it was creepy, like a witch laugh, "I can't believe it, Anabelle was right. She said if you throw me against the wall, her vision would be right. Your really pathetic.",

Lucas walked over to Emma and grabbed her thoart roughly and pushed her against the wall, "Leave my palace,", he said in a vary low cold threaten tone, he brought his face close to her, " if you ever come around me again, I rip your throat out.", he let go of her.

She looked at him coldly, than she turned to look at me, "He'll do the same thing to you like what he did to her.", she said, looking at Lucas one more time, then in a second, she was gone.

What did she mean? And what did 'he' do to Savanna? I really wish there was more in her journal. If she was married to Lucas, she must have bin important to the vampires, so what did 'he' do to her?

I was brought back from my question when I heard Lucas sign. Crap, I'm near him when he's angry. I looked down at the journal I was holding in my chest and quickly hid it behind me.

Lucas turned around, he didn't look angry, he looked---sad. He walked over to me, but didn't say anything. He reached behind me and took the journal from me and walked back in his room.

I just stood here, not sure what to do. I can't go in and do nothing. I wouldn't even know what to say. Maybe I should just leave. Yes, leaving is the good thing. I started walking, but instead of walked over to the stair case, my feet lead me into Lucas room.

Damn feet, I thought.

Lucas was standing on the other side of the room, he was standing in front of a fire place. He was looking down at the open journal. I walked up to him, not sure what I'm going to do. Once I was standing next to him, I saw a line of blood going from his eyes to his chin and I saw it landed in the page he had open.

I didn't know what to say but, "Sorry, I didn't mean to eavesdrop.", I said, trying to think of something else to say, but nothing came to mind. So I just turned around to go back to my room.

Then Lucas spoke, "She was my everything.".

I turned back around, "I'm sure she was.", I said, not lying.

Lucas didn't say anything else. The pain his eyes, I didn't like. I felt more bad for him. 'He' must have did something terribly to her. "I'm sorry Lucas, about Savanna. She was very beautiful.", I said, hoping it'll make him at least a little bitter.

He turned his head to look at me, I could see other a drop of blood come out his eyes, going down his cheek and on his black leather shoes. "She was, wasn't she.", he said, not making it a question.

I nodded, walking over to where a box of tissues were, I grabbed a few tissues and walked back over. "Here.", I said, holding them to him. He reached down to take'em, but when are hands met, they were soft and I swear I could feel something tickle go up my arm. I just ignored it.

I finally realized how pale he looks. And I don't mean his usual paleness, but his skin looks grayish-white. Like an dead body.

"I haven't drank since last week and I'm getting thirsty.", he said, walking away from the fire place and over to his bed. He sat down, placing the jounal down next to him.

"Oh.", was all I could say. I walked over to the bed and sat down next him. "You should go then, to my world.", I said awkwardly. No, I don't like the idea of him or any other vampire drinking from humans, but what could I say? Let him get thirsty?

He looked at me, his face wasn't upset, it was soften to clam look. "Why are you being nice to me?", he asked, "I haven't been nice to you.",

He was right, why am I being nice? "I-I don't know.", I stuttered, my eyes were locked with his, they looked more green than they usual color. We just sat there, what felt like hours. Then my heart start to race when he starting to come near me. I saw his hand come up and move a strain of hair out of my face and tucked it behind my ear and next thing I know, his lips were on mine. Oh boy, were they soft.

Once again, I was shocked again. My eyes were open, but after a few second, they were closed. Again I kissed him back. My heart wouldn't stop beating fast, I couldn't help it. Maybe it was I like it when Lucas wad nice and vulnerable, it makes me have these other feelings about him.

After about thirty second, his lips were off mine. Not just mine, but his breathing was heavy. Our eyes were locked together and we just looked at each other. I felt his hand move it's way up my left arm till they got to my shoulder, he pulled my tank top strap down. His lips were back on mine, but to only peck me twice, his lips moved up my cheek, than mine chin, and finally my neck. I knew what he was going to do, I didn't stop him for some reason.

I heard his fang come out and quickly go in my throat. I gasped, I grabbed his arm and cling to it.

It hurt, more than when Richard had bitten in my arm. I wanted to pull away, but his other hand was holding my neck to keep me from moving.

But when his fangs were out of his neck and when he start sucking my blood, it felt---good. I don't know how, but it felt good. Somehow a moan escape my lips. I felt my cheek heat up, thankfully Lucas didn't see.

After a moment, I felt a little tired. "Lucas, stop.", I said, but he didn't. I grew more tired, "Lucas, stop, please.", I said, but he didn't. He was drinking to much, he had to stop. I closed my eyes tight and open them, to wake up, but it didn't work. "Lucas.", I said, trying to push him away, but I felt my hand start to feel numb. "Stop.",

The more I grew tired, the more I felt weak and my arms and leg felt numb. My eyes start to close slowly, "Lucas.", my voice was more of a whispered. Finally, everything went black.