ℬℯℴ𝓂𝓰𝓎𝓊 /w 𝒮ℴℴ𝒷𝒾𝓃

《❦︎ᶜᵒⁿᵗᵃⁱⁿˢ ᵃⁿ ᵃᵈᵘˡᵗ ˢᶜᵉⁿᵉ!》

I felt so tired... exhausted from all of the things that were happening, but the nerves wouldn't let me put myself on ease... the stress was wrecking me so mercilessly and my legs couldn't stop walking, not even for a moment.

When I finally noticed Soobin in the distance checking on one of our cherry blossoms, I felt like something squeezed my heart... it wanted to cry and scream so painfully... to be free, to freely love once again.

I fleetly healed my wounds and fixed my hair with trembling hand before I practically threw my bike on the ground.

The loud sound got Soobin's attention. He winced since he didn't like noise.

I need you so bad to heal me...

The branch leaned over the wooden white fence to give me the helping hand, so I could jump to the other side where Soobin stood confused.

Weren't you supposed to be in? He probably thought pointing at our house and squinting at me.

Sooner than he could clearly read my expression, I hugged his neck with my palms and kissed him in longing for relief.

Please... breathe life into me.

I thirstily drunk from lips of the fairy of live water.

Heal me...

I could feel him frown, while he was slowly kissing me back and touching my cheeks.

Set me free... and-

"Beomgyu..." What's wrong?

Forgive me.

Breathing out I slowly let go of his lower lip... even slower opened my eyes.

"I love you, Soobin..."

His eyes ran over my face... checking me as if I was the most precious yet broken thing in this garden.

"That's it?" Soobin chuckled still uneasy.

"... Just never forget about it. Whatever happens, know that I love you, okay?"

It was actually a request for him to always be my salvation... to understand my actions.

I felt my heart beat irregularly. Please...

"Of course... I love you too," he replied and lovingly rubbed his nose against mine, "but is there something you want to talk about? You are literally shaking, Gyu..."

How the hell did I end up in Yeonjun's cursed position? I used to be the one saying these words.

Sympathizing with Soobin I could even predict his next moves.

"We could help you... I could-" I could hear the echo of my voice.

"I've been feeling it since morning... I would really like to help you."

And since the forgotten morning I knew Yeonjun was right - we have to protect this fairy no matter what.

I didn't want to accept the lesson... I didn't want to accept Soobin's tearing sorrow.

The game has begun and I had to play it with what I had.

Although right now I felt like I only had him... my Soobin.

"Nothing's bothering me... when you're with me, Gyu..."

Save me...

"You can- You can help me...," I whispered and slightly kissed his lower lip to convince him it's actually not that bad... to attract him, "I'm so thirsty for you..."

I found myself playing the same strategy on him Yeonjun played on me... heard him sigh as I put his sensitive earlobe between my lips. Touching it was always making him go crazy.

The time we spent getting to his room got lost in the maze of boiling feelings and corridors.

Soobin laid me on his bed with fluffy pillows... and suddenly I felt so dirty because the room's aura was so bright, safe and pure alike a heaven... unlike me.

He seemed so clean, maybe even more than usual... and so was his judgment. That's what we were fighting and bleeding for after all.

"I am not dumb, I feel you... but if that's what you really want..."

The water fairy shyly looked aside, put his hands under his shirt and pulled it up to took it of. The white fabric slowly revealed his beautiful body.

Even though I've seen him naked countless times, I was still amazed by him. It would be quite apt to call him a god.

Taking of my plaited scarf I observed him, as he shook his head to fix his sapphire blue hair.

"... then I'll be your cure...," finishing the sentence he lay down next to me and I impatiently conquered his soft lips.

I wanted him to wash my brain with hormones of happiness... to make me forget about everything besides him. To wake me up from this nightmare and take me back to our paradise.

It still exists, doesn't it?

"Relax...," whispered Soobin, waking me up from my tense thoughts. With my legs around his waist he carefully pushed into me, making me fleetly suck on the corner of his lips... "It's just two of us... you're safe with me."

I wished he wouldn't stop talking so his smooth voice would completely replace the loud ringing in my head.

"Let me release you..."

The stream of water controlled by Soobin was teasing my lower body so pleasantly. His movements vibrated my existence... and although he was such an amazing, so gentle and so careful lover... the feeling of oversensitive vulnerability deepened, as if I was becoming a fragile piece of glass and Soobin was the diamond that cut into my soul.

It was not supposed to happen, but I felt like there was only one more nail to kill and I would shatter to tiny pieces.

"Flower boy..."

You're too good for me...

A moan left my mouth before I put them back on Soobin's earlobe, so I could secretly swallow the shard that cut my throat and brought tears into my eyes. The weakness was so overwhelming... impossible to handle.

"You're setting me on fire, Beomgyu..."

Shoot. Crack.

Spark.

The water fairy's words pierced my heart, leaving me breathless.

My soul shattered and its pieces glistened in my eyes...

... my tears, mirroring the little flame of lit candle.

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Well... this took me longer, because I was thinking about it and spacing out a lot 😂😂 I'm still not sure if it's okay... like everytime I include a little bit of smut.
I even asked my Luv sis to check on it first, but I think... I thought I should just publish it... it can't be that bad, right? xDD just let me know, if you liked the chapter... also~ do you like soogyu chemistry? Cuz I love them since my Spiny Love oneshot so much T^T 💙💜

Now you can simp over Soobin with me... pls how is he so... yeah 🙏one star/vote equals one kiss for Soob ;))) XDD