12/8/16
Well, this week's been crap.
Cried, hurled, can't focus much...
I hate having a big lapse in my progress.
I'm so worried about my health and it's not helping when people try to calm me down.
Long story short, I think I have cancer everywhere, MS (so many symptoms match hELP), muscle atrophy, teeth problems, and more.
Mostly worried about MS and cancer though.
And I have a presentation in French ahahahah fun.
So I'm trying not to cry in chem class right now...
Doesn't help this song came to mind and it's stuck in my head:

https://youtu.be/T-WfywNqmo4
It's a great song though (at least, if you're a Christian)...
But all this s*** going on is the reason I've not been as active...
I just wish I could yank this stupid disorder out of me so I wouldn't worry half to death, be unable to eat breakfast over a nightmare (diagnosed with cancer), and get stuck in 2+ hour dinners so I won't puke.