~10-13-15~
Well, it's been ridiculously long since I've checked this book, but I decided to do regular posts since I've been reading so many blogs for my CBT (Which is going fine enough). Lesse... The first 2 weeks of school sucked. I was vomiting, crying, and feeling generally ill, and unable to concentrate sometimes. Yay. Perhaps just a bad combination of circumstances, because some other stuff was going on. So I then considered medicine to help (Zoloft, Lexipro, or Prozac), and saw my doctor the other week. Since the weeks after that have been pretty good, I decided to hold off for now. Then the week started becoming one of my "bad" weeks- not as bad as before, so progress!! No vomiting at all, and only 1-2 panic attacks! That's that, then... My obsessions have been mostly focused on sexual/sexuality for a bit- probably my most powerful obsessions. Then of course the occasional suicide/self-harm stuff, but not as bad as it was. Since my CBT has been going swimmingly, I've already started on foods and my social shortcomings! I've tried so many new things- mostly snackish stuff at this point, but some of my most memorable things were...
-Pizza (Tried years ago, one bite. Tried sometime in September, had 4 bites!)
-Peaches
-Grilled cheese (Yeah, I know. And PBJ was just last year!)
-Pasta
Who knows, maybe sometime I'll eat meat? I've been vegetarian since I was a baby, so.... Perhaps one day. As for my social stuff, I've tried putting myself out there more- clubs and chatting with more people, for now. And that's really all the noteworthy stuff, so.. Otherwise I'm doing fine. Working on some art projects, maybe going to get a kitten!